ебать мой хуй! это прекрасно

Mixed for Yukio

Prod. @josuanatanaelll <3

Note: thx u jnz :u

jnz : 

i found the
peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me yeaaa

peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me 
i love myself

noya : 
I love my self
I dont need nobody else
I just wanna love my self

Starlight shining in the sky
I always look up with my eyes

I dont need someone like you
I dont miss someone like you
I dont love someone like you

Peace in me
I dont wanted you in here
I just wanna live in peace
Let me be in peace
Just talk to me and i'll sing

Aaaaaaaaa
Just leave me with someone else
So i can try to loving myself

(i dont need someone like you)
(i dont miss someone like you)
(i dont love some- just leave me with someone else so i can try to loving my self)

I Love Myself w/ Jnz

realize +mental (maknae & sense)

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

@mental
@mxsui

[coldspades]
if you ever need someone then i'll be here for you
everything you said to me girl is it really true
i can't even lie i wanna be with you
all i wanna hear is that you love me too
x2

[mental]
angel wings, carry me and lift my head up
everything, you do and say makes me feel better
it's almost spring, the wintertime wont last forever
but i promise we'll still be together
it's everything you do to me don't let me go
and there's too many things i wish that you could know
you took my heart and it froze, turned it to snow
it's like before, remember i was alone

spotify

together ft. mental (mxsui)

@jikizuu
@neohnq
@glassxhotel

available on spotify!

vivi;
it's so intensive
treat me safely
change my faces
on daily basis
im getting crazy
please dont shame me
suicidaly
get me faded

jikizuu;
my heart is hurting again
my head is spinning in pain
suicide is all that i want
luving you is not my part no more

i've been going crazy for you
i just wish you would return the same to me
please don't change
what would i do without you

faded +jikizuu (neohn)

hbd to me
@fuyunoyukisan

*lyrics*
call me crazy but i dont wanna lose you
dont wanna forget about that we've been through
im just here looking at our pictures
my life changed ever since u left me

u make me insane everyday
i keep on thinking about u
i thought i can live without u
but i just cant get through

when i miss u i falln' into
my friend keep calln' me, too
i can't do this without you
so how should i do
i drank too much i really do
now i calln' you
and you miss it up
now i let you go
since you loose me
please come back to me

now i calling
and you miss it up
everyday i fall in love
teach me
how can i let you go
or just kill me
I prepare it

dont wanna lose you* w/ yuki (k4nji)

made this beat with a bunch of oakscreen samples from splice fr such an amazing artist <3

lyrics:

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

is it bad that i cant sleep
moving different
got my back against the wall
got my back against the wall
and i dont feel different
than the time u left me
i gotta do it this time
this time

gotta battle with the mess
backs against the wall
i put my armor to the test
damn i got it bad but every day i try my best
tryna do my best to get some rest
i need some rest

gotta take my time
weight on my back feel it pressurize
and it makes it hard
so hard

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

bliss fields +oakscreen

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7qWMGjfCuDXFgPfW5utbXi?si=kXfy9l0yS7SfZtglPYQYuQ

@blxty
@josuanatanaell

(me)
wanna fly off the map
there is no path to go way back
just go far as i can go
yea no one will care bout me

when i wake up feels bad
theres no changes, cuz i will be sad
i know everythings going to be bad
yea nothing will change my life

(josua)
wanna fly of the map
there is no path to go way back
just go far as i can go
yea no one will care bout me

when i wake up feels bad
theres no changes, cuz i will be sad
i know everythings going to be bad
yea nothing will change my life

(blxty)
but this could do it
i'll slow my movements
just tell me you will be okay
i think i'll lose it
it's fine if i lose it
as long as i'm w/ you
everything will be okay

(blxty & josua)
everything will be okayyyy
oh i wont give up on youu
and i wont give up on myself
yea it will be okay

L w/josua natanael + blxty (jnz)

i wish i could save you
i hope so bad
i think i'll calln' you
and you'll turn it back
I know your answer
I know your mind

i wish i could call your name
hope so bad
i think i'll calln' you
and you'll turn it back
I know your answer
I know your mind

was i disturb you
or i just saved you
baby i need you
but you need me too?

baby don't be sad it's not your fault
baby whenever you need me call my name
I'll be here for you baby
I'll never change love you forever

baby hold my hand
you are mine
come and be my baby
you are mine

i wish i could (shinju)

vivid ♡ (｡- ω -)☆ ～('▽^人)*: ･ﾟmiraie <yandere>

@1akura
@prod_dxvi
@pagliuzz

hartfxlt:
letting go of us, girl its weighing me down
you wont hear from me, no you wont hear a sound
thoughts up in my head and theyre way too loud 
push me off the edge so I hope youre happy now
hope you're happy now that you threw it all away, what we had
maybe it was just my damn mistake, its all my bad
maybe its exactly why you shattered
maybe I should realize what matters

akura:
and I see myself when I look right into your eyes 
do you think youd have the strength to ever make me cry?
and when I look around, I see nobody by my side 
you really bring me down, theres nobody here left to help,
im nauseous,  it my blood is smeared all over the walls 
ive lost it, no I dont think I can do this at all
you left me speechless and I dont know what to say 
need you to get away from me before I lose my brain
(and I see myself when I look right into your eyes 
do you think youd have the strength to ever make me cry?
and when I look around, I see nobody by my side 
you really bring me down, theres nobody here left to help)

hartfxlt:
letting go of us, girl its weighing me down
you wont hear from me, no you wont hear a sound
thoughts up in my head and theyre way too loud 
push me off the edge so I hope youre happy now
hope you're happy now that you threw it all away, what we had
maybe it was just my damn mistake, its all my bad
maybe its exactly why you shattered
maybe I should realize what matters

maybe (dxvi x pvgliuzz)

@whyhaze
@prodkirian
@ripwarheart

[arid]
bc it feels like the last time idrc ab it
i dont wanna think rn yea my memories clouded
u told u would hit me but i rlly doubt it
u told me youd leave me yea go right ahead
i dont need u on the right hand
i feel it killing me am i dead
its all ok lay on my shoulder
i dont think u wanted me had to take it slower

[whyhaze]
take it slower
take ur time girl
i'll give u the whole world just stay by my side yaa 
she wanna feel my body
only mine only mine
ur the one one i want with me
when i lay awake at night 
pain in my chest sometimes i feel like im not enough
sit and wait for ur response
girl u got me feeling rough
feels like the last time
u said i didnt care enough
little do u know u rly tear me tear me up
last night
u opened up told me ur tired
that time works against us
im still behind u if u need me
if u got me i got u

slower w/ whyhaze [kirian + warheart + riki]

https://open.spotify.com/track/482YTwU4spv2BMA8W3oWOp?si=3cf33f09b56a4057

lyrics:

please, just listen
something in my body's missing...

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

cuz it true, i knew tht u were mine
everything tht u left behind
i just wanna make sure ur fine
look in my eyes
i wouldnt go and lie
nd leave this all behind
id rather die...

just take my hand nd lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

would u be right here next 2 me, 
if the stars aligned?
(i wanna keep u here, hold u tight, ill hold u near)
would u be right here 2 hold my hand at night?
(ill keep u here, ill keep u safe plz do not fear)

this song was meant for u
but we're too far distant now...
i can feel my body bleeding out, im rotting underground,
those songs i wrote for two,
makes it hard 2 listen now
u can scar me and harm me tht'll last a lifetime from now-

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

look in my eyes
i wouldnt go nd lie
nd leave this all behind 
id rather die...

just take my hand and lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

prod. @kingtheta

Missing

@okeefey

i cant do this anymore, ive been lying on the pavement
i dont wanna talk, i cant have a conversation
all these thoughts inside my head, no i cant even take it
i cant take another step, i dont think im gonna make it
ive been trying but dont feel better
i cant deal with this damn pressure
i hate this life i just dont get it
if i told u would u just forget it?

i keep all my feelings hid inside
ask me if im fine
im not alright
get inside my head every night
dont know what to do so i cry
i can never stand to hear another lie
i can never face it i always hide 
dont know what im doing but i always try
u know that i’ll always try to make it right
but i wish i had something
but i still have nothing
so maybe thats why i still sing
so maybe thats why i still sing

pressure (okeefey)

@dy-lqn
@kiryano

[coldspades]
every day i look up to the sky
でもどこにも君がいない
i cant see何も見えない
if this isnt how it is then tell me why
i know what u wanna do分かってる
それでも確かめられない
電話がいつでもなってる
でも返事思えかばない

i know what u wanted and its not me
so can u tell if this is another lie
i know that they hating cause theyre not me
im going up and i dont even really try
just wanna tell u thats its my bad
何も気にしないで
また会えるときを待って
あの時に戻りたくて
でもそれわ二度とないね
so im waiting again in the silence

[dylann]
dont know what it'd take to make me realize
dont get anywhere i dont know why i even try
i just want someone to be my side
how can it be so far when its right in front of my eyes
seconds turn to minutes minutes they turn into days
everythings so different tell me why i feel the same
no matter what I do it feels like it wont ever change
we go our separate ways
yeah it all stays the same

sky ft. dylann (kiryano)

@closr18

because idk if ill make it
dk if ill change it
just give me time
I wont stay behind
I only feel it idk if I need it
if u tell me that ur leaving ill come right back to u
cuz wen ur hands run thru my arm
I don't wanna fall apart
u wont tell me why
u wont tell me why anymore

cuz I don't wanna break it
I don't wanna fake it
I don't wanna change anymore

can u tell me if its even fair
I don't wanna stop and go nowhere
I know I waste my time
dk if you'll be mine
like it was all for nothing
still tryna hold on to something now
feel ur heart while I still figure it out

stay behind (closr)

lily ^_^
@lovecompound + shini gang + jsvc

bliss fields +oakscreen

lovesickxo

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