credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
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lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

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back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

@venusiann
@artemys
@brknglss
@remghost

[coldspades]
can't seem to get you out my head
did you mean the things you said?
my thoughts are clouded with regret
will you miss me when im dead?

and i wish i never met you
but i dont wanna forget you
broke my heart and i let you
and you wonder why i hate you

[venusiann]
you gave me your heart
then we split apart
wish i could restart
don't blame me it's hard

walk away from all the things you said
leave you for dead
you weren't there for all the blood i bled
leave me to rest

[artemys]
i thought that we'd be together, but we're not
we're apart and we're distant
i could fix it you don't listen
like did u care at all (i rly thought so)

i don't wanna go through it again i'm with coldspades
and we counting the pay
i need more space
but no nothing will change
i still won't get you out my mind (i don't wanna do this anymore)

regret ft. venusiann & artemys (brknglss + remghost)

produced by @kggn @resolve1k / mastered by @blushxoxo

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lyrics:

you can hurt me all you want
tear me apart
i think shes blind because she cant see my scars
you said you hate me so im slicing my arms
iwanna run away escape from the harm
i gave you everything it wasnt enough
you said you love me and im calling your bluff

i make them feel the pain
to see how it feels
its all so hurtful its painfully real

you can break me down
hate when youre not around
quiet! dont make a sound
do you think we'll turn this around

find me laying dead on the ground
i was lost i thought i was found
talk to you i slip and i drown
wonder if she'll come around

it doesn't hurt so bad these days
i think that i've grown used to the pain
if you would talk to me i'd explain
walk away from me forget my name

in pain and youre always the one to blame
i quit this fucking game
and youre fucking up
i cant take this much
make me wanna run
throw away whats left of us

(because thats the way its meant to be)

blame game

blame game (kuru & inno)

@jikizuu
@neohnq
@glassxhotel

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vivi;
it's so intensive
treat me safely
change my faces
on daily basis
im getting crazy
please dont shame me
suicidaly
get me faded

jikizuu;
my heart is hurting again
my head is spinning in pain
suicide is all that i want
luving you is not my part no more

i've been going crazy for you
i just wish you would return the same to me
please don't change
what would i do without you

faded +jikizuu (neohn)

S/o my friends !
and s/o kyoa too underrated check him out yo --> https://kyoa.carrd.co/

I cannot escape I know you hate me too 
I cannot escape yeah i get nightmares too
I cannot escape I keep on dreamin of you 
I cannot escape I put my trust in you

I cannot escape my thoughts dunno what to do
I cannot escape I keep thinkin of you
And she left out the door oh well
Oh well wish you well
I jus keep to myself 
I don’t need no one else
Got me screamin out for help
Now I’m never feelin lonely
Keep my friends all around me
Give a fuck what they say cause they always trynna doubt me

It’s tearing me apart 
Can’t believe I got this far
Worked so hard 
Will I ever leave my mark?
Will I ever be enough?
Please jus say sum make it up
Uh
Think I’ve had enough yeah
Think I’ve had enough
Cause the way that Im Livings killin me slowly
Now I wish I coulda jus told the old me
Well everything happens for a reason
I jus gotta find mine it ain’t easy

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good fabrics on my skin
i been feelin lost ever since i met u
i cant take it back no im like this till the end
n its all true no its nothing special
like what i sent ya like fuck my mental
u live in my head like its free 4 rental
kno im feelin dead like its detrimental
cold air on my face makes it feel so simple
now i cant feel a thing

can u make me feel again
i been feeling dead i dont need no medicine
break it all in half tear apart my skeleton
i love this feeling and i hope it never ends
can u even feel me? i can see thru u
hope this time it kills me i cant be truthful
it brings out the real me only time its useful
staring at the moon trying 2 think of what to hope for

jus trying to stay hopeful

@blxty
she tugged on my heart
i was fucked from the start
she fell from the stars
she took me in whole

i fell down
can't get up
pls come home
ur so messed up ≧ ﹏ ≦
and i hope it's all a dream
pls can u come lay next2me

i can't feel a thing +blxty (inno)

@y4ndere @h1yori

i rest my head and sleep pretending
that i am fine and that i never let you down
fall in this cycle of unwanted actions
suicidal an unconscious state of mind x2

thinking back
i realize
i was too blind
now my heart is numb
you were never honest
this time i can tell
you always break your promise
wish i could be indifferent
my brain is in dissonance
  
this burden that i carry
wish you could see thru my eyes
you said that i should grow up but
you could never live my life
and i would never trade it 
i know that ill make it thru
the night, ill be fine

ive been self reflective lately
i know i cant fix everything 
but it feels like im running out of air
every time i wake up and youre not there

fine「prod. yandere + hiyori」

@cloudbxy1
@spiritblossom

please just tell me girl, is this what u wanted?
cant get u out my head, it just feels like ive been haunted
this isnt good for us, so maybe we should stop it
u went and broke my trust, now we cannot be bonded

u left me alone, how could u do this to me?
ive been so lost, this feeling’s not new to me
if i had one wish u would be all that i need
thinking too much, another night i cant sleep

vision blurry, ive been losing focus
how long do i have to wait for u to notice?
every day feels like it only lasts a moment
it doesnt matter if i try it all feels hopeless

so u dont have to tell me
u make me complete but i know that its not healthy
u dont have to try, cause nobody can help me
everything is suffocating i just wish i could be set free

haunted (cloudbxy & spirit)

in memory of ashley <3

lyrics:

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

i dont care if i got everything you want
i dont have enough for myself
i cannot pay for a belt
i dont wanna spend all my money
on this stupid mf belt
and lately i been goin through hell
i been teaching lessons to myself
imma girl
and ill be your world
on my neck got diamonds and pearls
invest in all my friends
until im dead til im in the dirt
in debt
and ill do you dirty
at the club
like its 9:30
and they off the perks make me nervous
sorry ash cuz i missed your service

someday i hope
i can make it back to you
im in a test
and im gonna pass
and ill make it get back to you
thoughts i spawn in hell
i sit in the dark
if i can get back to you
i used to laugh with you
now i just laugh without you

and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
no not without you

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

faded +jikizuu (neohn)

vivi

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