vocals by jozie, sasha and me
produced/mixed/mastered by me
cover art by jozie and me

@joziehaze
@lilsashadying

lyrics:

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back
i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

checked my options, weighed 'em all, uh
i dont wanna stay involved, 'cause
all these voices playin’ god,
sorry gotta bend it back and break it off, uh
no pink and no lavender hues
just black that's what i'm havin’ to do
no sunsets, i am not the one yet
i been in remission, i don't wanna be an addict for you
i don't wanna talk, i'm a dead girl walking
off of the wall, it's f the world often enough
it's a problem to solve in a rush
they expect me to not give a fuck
life is a bitch and it's a hot fuck, no love
if you been where i been, i know, i don't judge
but get off those pills, let the pipe hit the ground
only shot we got with life to like this shit now

bitch i'm kickin' shit, feel like it's judo mane
zip up a bag, part it five ways like bruno mane
smoke up a blunt
thinkin' 'bout life got me feelin' sum things i ain't felt in some months
day turnin' night 'n i'm stuck in this phase 
but still gotta hunt, i got paper to chase
and these n*ggas got anna send shots to they face
lil bruh had no ammo there's tears in his face, damn 
s a s h a bitch i'm so high god praised my name
thirteen we strapped, blacked out insane 
wit' dcr you know that's gang, aye
smoke a junt
got so damn faded i vomit lunch 
i slice up my wrist 'n then cover up 
momma ask me what happened can't tell her nun
one more bad habit i conjured up

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

don't look at me, a quiet room works like a painkiller
love is like a medicine but only 'cause it tastes bitter
being stared at feels just like being skinned alive
tell me how to tolerate the pain of a million knives
i want to go back, all i really hear in the night
is the buzzing of the fluorescent lights
that keep the darkness out of my comfort zone
they're the only pillars that keep me alive

blacklight_whitenoise

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blacklight_whitenoise w/jozie haze, sasha's dying

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way too many milligram
i hope i dont wake up again
my blood is raining from the sky
im not alive i wanna die 
go insane let me fade away 
i got parasites in my body, changing me, feel like dying every single day 
know i never gonna feel again
i dont wanna see my life again 
i got ptsd i dont mean shit 
i wanna fall into peaces 
trust nobody, just my bro, who let the devil in 
im nobody, just a body full of medicine 
suicidal on my own shit 
drugs in my body im hopeless
trust me you dont wanna know shit  
sorry mama i cant feel this way forever
hella fcking pills im never getting better
i cant focus i cant even write the letter
i used to trust you now i know you loved me, never
ever - can i feel like this again
i dont remember who i am 
i hope you know i tried my best 
i dont need money i need rest 
i cant change and i hate myself
dreams die im never coming back
nothing is true, i got no clue, for you i would die in my symphony 
when i die dont remember me 
i cause pain i dont wanna be - 
anything like this, i miss any days i was able to function 

I died that day (prod. AKVRI x EZRAH)

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insta @lowlifedemon
@skinnydragbeats

Thinking back it made me shed a tear 
laying at the shore look for my mind like i was never here 
benzo for the panic nothing helps me im still trippin
all the trauma is like torture whats the point and why im living? 
dont know if im suicidal i just know im feeling trapped
let him drown inside his pain hes breaking down until hes dead
and nobody understand me talking to me yea its nothing 
and i let you fck me up so bad at least it felt like something 
rainy days im in the west 
never getting rest 
in every single memory i have ive been depressed 
i dont wanna live a lie 
let me close my eyes
i dont really wanna die still think about it all the time 
i am fcking terrified 
sick of never feeling right
lately i dont even want to sleep got nightmares every night 
mind is way too dizzy
dreaming what it could be 
screaming from the water why does nothing seem to help me
floating on the pain feel like i fade away 
lost my mind inside this maze i never find a way 
dream of what it could be while i watch my mama cry
and i went into this clinic i saw different ways to die 
can you make me feel alive i feel like nothing way too long
way too many bodies stumble with no purpuse where im from
im so sick of being strong 
like a place i dont belong 
really feel like i wont make it really hope that i am wrong 
i dont wanna talk about it anymore
lock the door when i be crying on the floor 
all the torture and its coming from my brain 
lost my hope i just wanna kill the pain 
mom idk what to do
dont know what is true 
look at me like who are you 
too much im going through 
lately i cant show my pain to anybody nobody can feel 
the way i feel-turn into a zombie im waiting for something 

My thoughts are getting worse (prod. Skinnydrag)

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Watch me die
I got flames in my body
Kinda pain you dont wish on nobody
I got dirt in my veins and im cryin
Mind bleeding out think im dying
Talk to a witch like im crazy
She reading the pain from my face
Days in the limbus
I think about all of this shit
And I feel like a waste
Memories got me so fucked up
Remember the drama whatever you say
Talk to a stranger I think its myself
And I do it again fade away
And I wish idk
Hide my face im on go
Voices they tell me to face it
Drugs in my body im-
And its all about paper I know
Evil energy where can I go
City lights like a flash in this coupe
Drei Zimmer weiter läuft blut
See i need a mind to replace
This life is a hell of a place
Why tf everybody so insane
Judge a man you dont even know his name
Fucked up, i could never be this lame
Ive been stuck in the dark for too long
And I know what you did
Hope your way never crosses me
Ive been lost in whatever they say
I dont trust anymore feel like nobody knows me
Im a story that never began
I become what they did to me then
For the people I dont need a fan
And I wish you could see who I am
dont wanna fade away:((

paranoid eyes (prod. Jupiter)

1. Reminiscence

Prod. Sixthells
Lyrics
LET IT OUT ✕ THESE DEMONS KEEP ON KEEPING ME AWAKE
IT'S GETTING LOUD ✕ CAN EVERYONE PLEASE SHUT UP I CAN'T THINK
BURN IT DOWN ✕ WAKE UP TO GET FUCKED UP EVERYDAY
THERE'S NO WAY OUT ✕ DECAY THROUGH THE DROUGHT
TO SOMEDAY MAKE THEM PROUD

LOCKING MY DOORS LETTING NO ONE INSIDE ✕AIM AT YOUR HEAD I THINK HE WANNA DIE ✕KEEP ON SAYING THAT YOU'LL NEVER BE GREAT ✕ FUCKING WITH ME PUT YOU LIVE ON THE STAGE ✕ I DON'T KNOW WHY I JUST GAVE IT A TRY ✕ ALL OF THESE YEARS REALLY WENT BY ✕ COLLECT AND SELL I GOT FIENDS TO PROVIDE ✕ LOST MY MIND BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW

I JUST WANT TO GET RICHER ✕ LEAVE THE MONEY ON THE DRESSER ✕ YEAH I FUCK HER SHE A MUSE ✕ THEN I CRAWL BACK IN MY TOMB ✕ PUT MY LIFE ON THE LINE ✕ GOTTA WAKE UP GOTTA GRIND ✕ NO I CANNOT STOP TODAY ✕ GOTTA KEEP MY HEAD UP STRAIGHT

TRYNNA CUT OFF ALL THE FACES ✕MOVING SOLO ALL THE WAY ✕EVERYDAY HALLOWEEN ✕CAN'T RELATE TO THIS SCENE ✕ I CAN'T WAIT, I CAN'T HATE ✕ I GOT TOO MUCH ON MY PLATE ✕ I'M JUST MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS ✕ TRYNNA KEEP MY FAMILY SAFE

LET IT OUT ✕ THESE DEMONS KEEP ON KEEPING ME AWAKE
IT'S GETTING LOUD ✕ CAN EVERYONE PLEASE SHUT UP I CAN'T THINK
BURN IT DOWN ✕ WAKE UP TO GET FUCKED UP EVERYDAY
THERE'S NO WAY OUT ✕ DECAY THROUGH THE DROUGHT
TO SOMEDAY MAKE THEM PROUD

No Way Out

On The Way [Prod. Clayco]

ETERNAL DRIFT WAS MADE FOR LATE NIGHT DRIVES - STARGAZING - AND MOMENTS WHEN YOUR MIND IS TOO HEAVY FOR EARTH, PULL IT TO THE QUIET - LET THE SOUND STRETCH TO INFINITY.

IN DUE TIME (SLOWED + REVERB)

as above so below

Thank you for listening -(Lyrics below)-

prod. HXRXKILLER

@lowlifenick
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@TWENTYTHREE
insta twentythree.xx

mixed by @ Split
insta nevertellsplit


open the ocean and let my shell rotate alone in the flesh
one day you come back to the vision a human call living
alive in the trap
i feel lost in my system
waves touch the skin take me home
fall down cold beach replace my phone
too many days in my head yea the noise is too loud under my skin its time to move out
wish i could be in your mind
realize the way you life is not mine
black silhouette i promise he die inside
they will eat you before someone could feel it
stay inside work on music loose therapy
i can't be free in the flow you want me to be
barely breathing my veins are just leaking it might be the end for me

TWENTYTHREE

I need my space
No one ever escape
Still I be fighting the thoughts in my head
I been numbed to the pain
Take what you want from me 
we don't relate
Hang me up on a stage
I can still hear you inside of my mind
Voices they hit in/on my brain
Leave my body in chains
I fuck it up
I think you should run
Get out of town 
hate what I become
I know I'm usually using emotions excusing my actions for all that I've done
Burry me under the earth
You'll be better of letting me rott in the sun

My thoughts are getting worse (prod. Skinnydrag)

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