Thanks to Paul Mc Cartney, Johann Sebastian Bach and Franck Leconte

Bass guitares Franck Leconte
Guitars and voices Rino Lauciello

Blackbird ( Reprise / Cover )

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We are born with this dependency into a family that will socialize us into a society
They will teach us that some aspects of ourselves are loved and accepted
Our family will judge and reject all of the aspects of us they find unacceptable
Whether they are positive or negative, and will encourage those they find acceptable

And with being relationally dependent, in order to survive
We will do whatever we can to deny and disown those aspects in ourselves that we're disapproved of
While we will be exaggerating those that were met with approval
I keep both of my eyes locked in the hourglass of the past

I'm blind to the present where shadows of my history shall cast
In the rearview mirror of life, my visions dance
Nostalgia's wait in a visible, haunting trance
I want to sell my soul for confidence, so I can reach all of my accomplishments

Gaining more than just respect, my life will eventually be mentioned with a positive breath
Though after my dance with death, I got denied upon entry
It's sad when the devil wouldn't even provide me with a minimum of pity
With a flip of his penny, I landed on heads

He nudged my shoulder, even smirked and said
Guess what dog? I'll give you another chance, so go ahead and make what's best with it
So that's why I'm sharing my music with a friend
I hope you're doing okay though, I'm just comfortably depressed

I'm breaking through the shadows of the past
and the echoes I'm finding strength that will forever last
Rising like a phoenix, I face the dance
In the symphony of survival, I take my chance

Comfortably depressed, yet I strive to be
A melody of resistance, a soul set free
In this maze of emotion, I'm lost without a guide
Navigating through life's storms with uncertain tides

Here lately, I feel fake, an authentic piece of paper that never shaped
I'm stuck in a matrix, relentless, unforgiving mindset
Surviving death's shadow, my tale's untold
In job interviews, my past unfolds

Exposing heartland's embarrassment
Those stupid pricks are incompetent when it comes to counting medications
Typing in a Google search will unveil my history
Ashland County livestream just for the publicity

Applauding a pig that couldn't even assist me
Yet I only seek redemption, resolving with only judgment and misery
Yet like a phoenix from ashes, I strive to break free
My silent screams echo my plea for empathy

In a world turning away, my resilience is tested
A symphony of survival, every note I seem to write is fucking contested
I'm breaking through the shadows of the past
In the echoes, I'm finding strength that will forever last

Rising like a phoenix, I face the dance
In the symphony of survival, I take my chance
Comfortably depressed, yet I strive to be
A melody of resistance, a soul set free

The fact is, you reap what you sow, then you pay what you owe
So when your heart and mind collide, resolve the conflict by using your guts for guidance
I've always placed everyone else above myself
That's the origin, this is my best encouragement

Stop placing a negative as the narrative
Replacing every positive as only a possible what if
You'll never achieve success with nightmares
That's why I scribble these fucking thoughts on paper, just to fight my fears

The anger has led me down many roads I regret
That bottle of alcohol though, it pretty much raised my bed
Missing organs with an embarrassing scar
When I look in the mirror, worry I lost who you are

You weren't brave, you caved in by listening to all the negative shit they would say
I can't blame it all on you though, even I enjoy jumping through puddles in the rain
The important thing to have in mind is that when we suppress a certain aspect of ourselves
it does not disappear, it does not go away with time

It only fades from our awareness
We fall into sane behaving patterns, self-destructive behaviors, and all because of our shadow

Diary of an Alcoholic

Shadow

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Distant childhood memories
Of flowing water and giant bees
Dreamy long length summer days
Tears of laughter and the evening haze
Berry juice around my lips
Forward rolls and cartwheel flips
When did we fall through the seams
Dark submission and its metal beams

Show me those fires in the distant trees
Where our hands grow warmer and we’re on our knees
Walk me on down to the underground
When the tubes aren’t running and there is no sound
Take us all swimming in the distant seas
In the icy waters with the arctic breeze
There’s Locked on layers can I still survive
If I peel much deeper am I still alive

Bouncing around with other kids
Wheelies popped and tyre skids
Hoisted candy from the store
Cotton tied onto a door
Sleeping under moons brand new
Shared round sips of mushy brew
Now I’m plugged into the frame
Days and nights all seem the same

Show me those fires in the distant trees
Where our hands grow warmer and we’re on our knees
Walk me on down to the underground
When the tubes aren’t running and there is no sound
Take us all swimming in the distant seas
In the icy waters with the arctic breeze
There’s Locked on layers can I still survive
If I peel much deeper am I still alive

Gonna take a walk right back in time
Tomorrow and the next day is yours an mine
Can’t crush my spirit coz it’s still intact
The breakout punches are fully packed
Look to the heavens can you feel the grace
Slow down the senses as the mind creates
Hairs on your back feel a true rebirth
You can’t beat the growing of a natural Earth

Show me those fires in the distant trees
Where our hands grow warmer and we’re on our knees
Walk me on down to the underground
When the tubes aren’t running and there is no sound
Take us all swimming in the distant seas
In the icy waters with the arctic breeze
There’s Locked on layers can I still survive
If I peel much deeper am I still alive

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