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2024.5 Shuffle

FALL 24 🍁

digicore/emoplugg/ect. music

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

i do it all for my brothers
do it all for my mother
i do it for proof before the heavens start callling
i do it for you, shawty you're just like no other
i want to see you again, if not this life then another (x2)

Tell me, are you ready?
Fall in love and suffer
My hearts way too heavy
Can you feel the burden?

Read you like I’m Levy
Why am I never learning?
Heal you like I’m Wendy
everytime you’re hurting

Tell me that you need me
Tell me with your eyes
It’s real because we’re bleeding
Real because we’re alive
Staring at the ceiling
こころこわすない
まじで this feeling
Takes me to the sky

今は泣かないで
未だ鮮明で
取り残されたわたしは
なにもできないただ今は
自信を持てるようにおんがくをつくってる
歌ってる

願うの毎朝
明日は来ないなら
もうあんなことしなきゃ良かったなんて
願って憂いな運命なら
本当の強さは何処にあるんだ

僕らはまだいっしょに
離れないで居たいのに
左側がいたいの
何処にもいかないで

離れないで
まだここにいて
手を預けて
感じてみて
目の前には
はじめようか、もう一回

existence ft utumiyqcom (star607)

Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty

[VERSE I: Yung Revelations]
can i ever get a moment to myself?
each moment that passes is fleeting
i try and i try to escape my own life
at this point yall should call me houdini
it always ends up with me bleeding
or so overwhelmed im retreating
back into the hole that i tried to climb out of
it always ends up self defeating
i'm addicted to sex
addicted to drugs
really whatever will make me feel loved
i dont care what you think
yeah i dont give a fuck
im still out here shining as bright as the sun
and no matter how hard it gets no matter how tough
dont disobey when i say just gimme the gun
if i dont let me demons out to breathe
ill end up with some horns or a pair of fucking wings
come and visit me from time to time
to all the bitches that i was ever with
youre still on my mind

[VERSE II: Lil Psalm]
pushing that coupe in the rain
think i been going insane
popping and smoking and drinking is how i been coping and dealing with pain
snort up a line with my mom
yea i just be hoping to bond
another day working and wasting away the exact thing that i wanna buy
that’s time
i’m in that double R falling the fuck apart cooking up my frontal lobe
play it strong on the phone but i cry when alone cuz my daddy just hit a new low
fuck
every day bad news
every day cash rules
fuck what i did it’s what have you done lately
fuck that poetic shit got a chrome metal stick up to my brain just to know heaven for a bit
yea i just wanna run away
but all i ever do is run in place
the tears i cried it could have iced my chain
and on the best days i cant feel my face

Finding Shelter in My Larynx

[VERSE I: Indiana Slicky Fort Wayne]
i’m screaming fuck love cuz i guess i never got enough
shark attack an album every summer like i’m oddy nuff
grey gorilla i’m gripping my harambe nuts
how can i trust when my own blood be acting sus?
fuck
i got feelings i could never feel
keeping a blade up under my tongue just so i can guard my heel
constantly eating pills like i never skip a meal
them hoes they wanna chill i just give em vistiril

[VERSE II: DUCKBOY]
all these missed calls
texts left on read
when i do answer the phone
it’s usually “who is this again?”
i can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check
as a threat
fucking hating on me
waiting for me to miss a fucking step
they would love to catch me slipping
yeah thats why i learned to fly
always tryna touch the shun before i fall to my demise
broken skeleton scattered im only buzzin cuz of the flies
but i gained a million listeners on spotify overnight

A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, and I’m Shining Like the Sun

[VERSE I: Lil Remains]
lately i been feeling like i don’t know who the fuck i am
tryna figure out where the stage ends and i begin
‘til the bitter end i proceed with a hollow heart
cut my wounds and call it art
watch me as i come apart
pull up cullinan they wondering which sport i play
i say what i want and what you can’t afford to say
unless i’m hollering “grey” ain’t much else i gotta say
i made a gang and i made a way
and i made the wave and it’s here to stay
faking a smile while im flexing alarm going off for my anti depressant
my girl is up early and bitching and stressing about how im here but i’m lacking in presence
i tell her i love you but it’s lacking essence
and now i remember just who i am
but give me a pill this one for the win
i’m gone again

[VERSE II: Lord of Loneliness]
my type of vacation is isolation
i wanna be left alone
gonna see how long i hold until i end up fighting off temptations of self-annihilation
i’m holding myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage
i can’t fucking stop it now it’s all coming out
a verbal kind of vomit i wish i could gut it out
take away my stomach fucking rip it all apart
a hollow cage of calcium that used to hold my heart
i know i’m meant to be alone
i can feel it in my bones and in my soul

I No Longer Fear The Razor Guarding My Heel (V)

I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (V)

tysm for 15k

1. attachment
2. 318永遠eien (yandere edit)
3. i luv my girl (breakcore edit)
4. complicated
5. internet memory

wonderful everyday

https://music.apple.com/us/album/forever-fornever-single/1710552509
1 / 4 ep teaser

@glimmerxp

Spotify

forever fornever ☆ @glimmerxp

produced by @uguwap x ely

featuring @whyhaze

lyrics:
u not in the cut
pull up on me wsup
i ain't been talkin 2 none of ya
we dont share the same blood
u aint sippin on mud
lil boy got dubbed
i was jus gettin my money up now we at a red light
couldnt watch out 4 the headlights
i wasnt havin the best life
been livin to get high
shawty said get yo bread right
i don't think i wana die :)
stackin up cash like bitch im fried
cant see the vision u blind
jus wanna fuckin rewind
i see him talkin on twitter
u need a bedtime
i jus wanna fucking get by
im gettin money u said lies
he gettin rolled like a swisher yaaaa
u see me takin a picture yaaaa

camera lights, she wan take a picture 
want me to be with her
crushing pills in my swisher
baby i kno i gotta stop
but this life it dont stop
i’ve been runnin up
now they say im on top
now they talk with me
sorry i can’t do that
stuff this money in my jeans pockets getting 2 fat
when i walk into the scene all eyes on me
she see i idc now she wanna call me

i see him talkin on twitter
u need a bedtime
i jus wanna fucking get by
im gettin money u said lies
he gettin rolled like a swisher yaaaa
u see me takin a picture yaaaa

swishr ft. whyhaze (uguwap ely)

@taylor @4evrgone

in that jun takahashi fit, that's just how i move 
i got water flowing on my wrist, on my earlobes too
go berserk, boutta down a couple shrooms 
paulo santo still burning in my room 
dance with MJ im not talking bout smooth 
it feels like the end days, i saw it in a dream 
even though it's empty it means something to me 
stepping in mihara and rolling up supreme 
i throw up my mudras i gotta stay at peace 
i move like the moon does so i come back with ease
wake up like a june bug the sun is calling me 
reborn like a scarab im rolling up some shit 
u can see the carats, cats and dogs on my wrist
riris and gelato yea im flipping all the zips 
really got the racks coming in im like woa 
know they gonna ask what i did, i dont know! 
i just made it happen ya dig that's the flow 
i hope that u fastened in, pedal to the floor 
i just took this acid im going thru the doors 
smoking on that gas and i always got some more 
ancient swag u can't find it in a store
always stacking it even when i snore 
yea im rocking mountain research 
burning thru the reefer 
get the gold like im a seeker
out with the old, it's a rebirth

2 Berserk (p Taylor Morgan & 4evr)

✦𓂅⊹ 𝓫𝓪𝓭  ᗴ𝔫𝓭 ✦𓂅⊹𝓾𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓲 🤍

13 reasons why in the whip i fly, trippin like a cyclist 
let my ego die, im here for the ride, icicles up on my wrist
in the cut like a razor, smoking tree in topanga
indica imma blaze it, fall asleep for the day yaaa
its dawn of a new millennium 
they doubted me, dont know any of em
imma rise like a phoenix, illenium
i feel good like im daya
making sales cuz they just cant beat my prices
fly my sails, keep my eyes on the horizon
i was scared of a heart i couldnt silence
but you make me you make me feel good, i like it 
you & me in the summer
but you cant stop the winter
bought some new undercover
elven rings, watch em shimmer
i can feel everything ive felt
it gets hard sparking up some kelp
im a sea turtle in the air
fell asleep, her hands in my hair

Music VIdeo

Feeel Goood

https://on.soundcloud.com/LzN9QJZMK9RvWBtu6

Babylon

(chorus)
days come and go
u took my heart
took my soul
u want me to take control
all alone in my room
thinkin bout dem times we had together
i miss us together
we was so strong together
dont know what happened to us
we was walkin in da halls
i was picking up yo books for you
i know you hate when i tell u what to do
i just know whats best for you
i just want the best for you


and i want the best for us
having 2nd thoughts bout us
was it real or was it lust?
i hate wen she fuss
hate wen she get mad and she block me but she turn around and unblock me right after
she call me back right after
dont know if i really want her

(chorus)
days come and go
u took my heart
took my soul
u want me to take control
all alone in my room
thinkin bout dem times we had together
i miss us together
we was so strong together
dont know what happened to us
we was walkin in da halls
i was picking up yo books for you
i know you hate when i tell u what to do
i just know whats best for you
i just want the best for you

want the best for you (violet)

prod sayako ^^
nigga this song isnt about anyone stop being fucking retarded 
lyrics:

barley kno her
cant help but love her more
baby im tryna be ur "now"
dc bout the niggas before
and ik that we just met
but i found what im looking for

cn u plz come back i miss u
i cant take it anymore

dont tell me 2 move on
im already stuck in place
and i cant live without u
i need u to fucking stay
if u dont know how i feel abt u
jus look at my fucking face

ur barley in my life
but ur still in the way

i need u 2 love me, ohhh before its 2 late
and i might die without u, plz stay, plz stay

ik im crazy, plz come back 😣😣... prod saya 🎶 #celesté *poke* on all plats

produced by @ilychrxme x se7en

featuring @victxrw

lyrics:
(claude)
please don't be afraid
i'll stay out the way
i wanna touch ur fangs
i would never ruin what we made
now she go to sleep when i wake up 
it's not easy to leave i need ur love
i watched u from above
she only wanted a hug
but got a taste of my blood
ur never taking enough
wouldn't erase what you've done

(victxrw)
cause we go thru everything u nd me,
would u feel the same ways abt me?
tell me something so i can finally breathe
tell me something just-

u got me feeling so sick
im fucking tired of this
i hate when we reminisce
i miss the taste of ur lips
u got me feeling so sick
i'm fucking tired of this
i just want to live in bliss
why does it feel endless?

(claude)
please don't be afraid
i'll stay out the way
i wanna touch ur fangs
i would never ruin what we made
now she go to sleep when i wake up 
it's not easy to leave i need ur love
i watched u from above
she only wanted a hug
but got a taste of my blood
ur never taking enough
wouldn't erase what you've done

when i wake up ft. victxrw (dec se7en)

#SCfirst

Produced by: @lilsadboiiudig

Featuring: @johnnyrunts

Lyrics

I told bro go get that money up
Tryna count a hunnid up 
She aint fuck with me back then 
But now she wanna fuck me yuh
Lately i been getting hunnids yuh 
But its never enough 
I'm tryna run it up 

Ive been money 
Count a hunnid all the time 
She wanna fuck on me 
I cant give a bitch no time
Getting money
Only thing thats on mind
Ill be getting hunnids till I die

Hunnids till i die 
Getting money all the time

You know i could slide

Yeah yeah yeah 


i just wanna make sure that you’re fine
don’t gotta watch what i say 
i think we’ve crossed that line
when i say it’s for life
i don’t think twice abt it
when i think abt you
my heart stops yeah it skips
w my bros yeah we smoke out the zip
yeah we splittin the packs
i can’t even talk abt it
think i met you that night
and then it started to rain
think i gave you a kiss
i can’t remember a thing

i still hear the angels singing
popping off i know im winning
make some racks and then i spend it
gon make it back because i win

I told bro go get that money up
Tryna count a hunnid up 
She aint fuck with me back then 
But now she wanna fuck me yuh
Lately i been getting hunnids yuh 
But its never enough 
I'm tryna run it up 

Ive been money 
Count a hunnid all the time 
She wanna fuck on me 
I cant give a bitch no time
Getting money
Only thing thats on mind
Ill be getting hunnids till I die

@johnnyrunts:

i just wanna make sure that you’re fine
don’t gotta watch what i say 
i think we’ve crossed that line
when i say it’s for life
i don’t think twice abt it
when i think abt you
my heart stops yeah it skips
w my bros yeah we smoke out the zip
yeah we splittin the packs
i can’t even talk abt it
think i met you that night
and then it started to rain
think i gave you a kiss
i can’t remember a thing

i still hear the angels singing
popping off i know im winning
make some racks and then i spend it
gon make it back because i win

Till I Die w/ Johnny Runts (1sadboii)

https://soundcloud.com/1jos
https://soundcloud.com/decago
@rpsu

LYRICS
Me:
feel so stuck idk if ill make it
i wake up everyday ii cant face it
idk if u real or u faking
n i dont want ur love if its tainted
ive been chasing for u
my heart racing for u
ya these words dont even hurt
ik it wont even work
ik that im the worst
go ahead and do ur worst
swear ts feels like a curse 
nah im last never first

Jos: 
ya no puedo más, solo déjame en paz
quiero que me digas la verdad
ni si quiera es como antes, ya me da igual
esperé tanto, ya me duele en el alma 
éramos tu y yo, y ahora no alcanza
pero lo echo de menos y ahora no sana
no me encuentro eso ahora me enfada
solo dime las cosas mañana
ya no puedo más, solo déjame en paz
quiero que me digas la verdad
ni si quiera es como antes, ya me da igual
esperé tanto, ya me duele en el alma 
éramos tu y yo, y ahora no alcanza
pero lo echo de menos y ahora no sana

i cant face it w jos prod decago & adrien

/only a matter of time/
prod @chewy, @concerninggggg, and @fleshtofleshintertwined
vocals and mix by me
Lyrics, 
He wanted beef I'm with my guys, putting me down I cannot cry,
Wanna run, send him to the sky, you're too late can’t apologize,
She wanna talk to the other guys, said that it hurt, I didn't cry,
You want me here but I'm feeling fine, weight off my shoulders got more time,
Making moves yeah we getting through,
They tuning in like “what's new?”, waking up like I know I grew,
See the vision now I see it too,
You cannot see my point of view, talking down like I don't know you,
Got a chance like you know I threw, cut her off and my money grew,

They wanna hang but I'm feeling fried, told her I saw it in her eyes,
They wanna see me go back down, hate when I fall for your lies,
Happened so fast but I was numb, why were you acting surprised?
Using me in the moment, showing up I was on time,
Testing me and my patience, using time I don't waste it,
So much is going on right now, my brain is feeling so faded,
Holding on was degrading, moving on was amazing,
So that you really want me, then why do you keep on pacing?

it gets better

it gets better [prod heroine vin fleshtoflesh]

@jkjmetasco

i can’t do no play witchu, no i’m not involved
why they wanna play witchu, not it’s not cool
i was in da bay i might get em knocked off
no don’t call me yo bae, no i’m not dat yea
i jus wanna hit da bank when i’m feeling down yea
i jus woulda been dead if u wasn’t around yea
i know that i don’t respond and it’s fucked up
she like why you hate sun bro, she don’t know dat i’m a vampire
nigga said he got japanese hoes whole time it’s hentai
i know dat i got japanese clothes but i mix it up, right
twin said he got da styrofoam, he just gotta mix it up, right
i know bro just threw the pack off, imma watch him like an umpire
if u talk down then it was nice to know ya
i just put some drugs in my sock, magnolia
ksubi jeans and they came from australia
i got money so i gotta pay ya bail yea
if he wanna feat then he gotta pay yea
ghosts in my crib like it’s transylvania
and i like to drink blood like it’s castlevania

transylvania (meta)

@assperrr
@violetxx9

u still have all of my
u still have all of my
u still have all my heart
u still have, u still have
u take my soul yea u rip it out my chest
i would lay my life down for u i would do it all again
why u always tryna fight with me yk i try my best
& those words u said last week, they've been stuck inside my head
oh, oh
i cant let u go
im losing hope
take me home
i wanna feel ur love when ur close
why do u always try to fight u do the most
ur a fucking parasite & i wont be ur host

u still have all of my
u still have all of my
u still have all my heart
u still have, u still have
x2

all my heart ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ prod asperr + violet

@assperrr

lay me down
put me to rest as i bleed out
i think i know what you mean now
calling for u i fucking scream out
pls dont leave me now
i tried so hard
to cover up my scars
made it so far
set up to fail from the start
idk where to go i feel so torn apart
feel the snow in my hands 
feel the cold in my heart
it wouldnt hurt to check in once in a while
i miss ur touch miss ur face miss ur smile
im crying on the floor, my hands on the tiles
what did i do wrong why do u put me thru these trials
x2
if i knew how i felt could i tell you
or would the words come out all wrong
i wish i knew how, how to help you
hate how i always feel so lost
and ur so hostile to me all the time
i could never say whats on my mind
i hate how i always feel left behind 
u fooled me once, wont let u fool me twice

snow in my hands ⋆꙳•❅*ִ prod asperr

i beg u listen to my new music

https://www.instagram.com/tkyoangel

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dGzyNtHjwhhHgLlRn4igt?si=lo6dIFoeRo6IDiEVCELMtQ&dl_branch=1

i cant face it w jos prod decago & adrien

luc3nt