tear me apart prod zangel

https://soundcloud.com/1jos
https://soundcloud.com/decago
@rpsu

LYRICS
Me:
feel so stuck idk if ill make it
i wake up everyday ii cant face it
idk if u real or u faking
n i dont want ur love if its tainted
ive been chasing for u
my heart racing for u
ya these words dont even hurt
ik it wont even work
ik that im the worst
go ahead and do ur worst
swear ts feels like a curse 
nah im last never first

Jos: 
ya no puedo más, solo déjame en paz
quiero que me digas la verdad
ni si quiera es como antes, ya me da igual
esperé tanto, ya me duele en el alma 
éramos tu y yo, y ahora no alcanza
pero lo echo de menos y ahora no sana
no me encuentro eso ahora me enfada
solo dime las cosas mañana
ya no puedo más, solo déjame en paz
quiero que me digas la verdad
ni si quiera es como antes, ya me da igual
esperé tanto, ya me duele en el alma 
éramos tu y yo, y ahora no alcanza
pero lo echo de menos y ahora no sana

i cant face it w jos prod decago & adrien

be together </3 w/ vin0 (revert + rewind)

At Allll (Dimple + Revert)

revert - pages turn (han2k15)

originally written&recorded november 2024 for the scarves album
lyrics:

(I said you know I'd die for you)
I was so in love with you
but then you cast me to the side
and i did not know what to do
i said to her
"lets break the rules"
and if not then okay cool
kept me wrapped around her finger
and i bought her all the jewels
i was coming back to you.

you said you were in love with me
thinking back to the week
that we spent out by the sea
when the salt was in your hair
and i saw you standing there
i close my eyes and I see you
why couldn't you just tell the truth
why did she do that to me?

she said she was in love with me
and i wonder if she was
if you love it let it go
send me flying like a dove
she was the only one i trust
now winter came im so alone
and let at night when I get drunk
look at our pictures on my phone.

when you were turning 17
and when i flew up to your state
when we went camping in the mountains
it was raining everyday
baby why'd you have to change?
i told her it would be okay
wrote so many of these songs that I do not know what to say.

now I'm with scarves and they my bros
but that don't change i'm so alone
did you know that you would leave when you were calling on my phone?
i was staying in your home
you were so quick to let it go
I was so scared and that you know
I think back now
I should've known.

i was so in love with you prod keepsake

I know you cared about me 
This bottles gots me drowsy 
And I’m drowning in this pain 
I don’t feel good today 
Gotta try my best today 
I feel so bad that u feel that way 
You look at me 
I don’t know what to say 
Feel so stuck trynna make a way 
Hate it so much can you take me away 
Turnt your back idk why 
Look Inside the mirror I just wanna die 
Im over this why do I even try 
I can’t picture you with another guy 
Then I smoke my pain away I get high 
Retail therapy I get fly 
Then I smoke my brain away I get fried 
Tryn talk im asking god why 
Don’t make sense why’d you lie 
Shit don’t make sense 
I’ve been crying all day 
I just that we could be together always 
Back then hold your hand in the hallway 
When u come my way can u plz stay

@monocryy

it’s a replay 
i just wanna go, wanna go away
kisses on your hand i hate today
and i like everything your face
and i want my life back 
i could care less about that
i dont want you to talk to me like
like im fucking crazy
everybody hates me that is okay 
you want me dead and that is okay 
such a shame
such a shame
take me back, take me back 
im selfish and stupid and wrong
oh mckel, baby

i cant face it w jos prod decago & adrien

luc3nt