IM SORRY IT WAS MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT TRYING TO PUT TOGETHER VOCALS/LYRICS,,,, SURE RUST WAS ABSOUTELY HORRID AND CRINGE BUT IT WAS SPECIAL..,,,,,,, KIND OF also the cover image was supposed to be from the original pv i wanted to make,, like a storyboard yes

i am attached to this song okay

hi im going to post song wips and other goofy things ykno tehee

I (rarely) do reuploads


a large fan of GHOST, Ippo.tsk, OrgansDotOrg and some other producers :D

u can call me kari or enya

 they/any neos  or  simply any pronouns :^)

I also like doctor nowhere really much, my fav artist!!

enby and trans✌️✌️✌️

(гаррє поттєр идєот)

CURSE OF RA 𓀀 𓀁 𓀂 𓀃 𓀄 𓀅 𓀆 𓀇 𓀈 𓀉 𓀊 𓀋 𓀌 𓀍 𓀎 𓀏 𓀐 𓀑 𓀒 𓀓 𓀔 𓀕 𓀖 𓀗 𓀘 𓀙 𓀚 𓀛 𓀜 𓀝 𓀞 𓀟 𓀠 𓀡 𓀢 𓀣 𓀤 𓀥 𓀦 𓀧 𓀨 𓀩 𓀪 𓀫 𓀬 𓀭 𓀮 𓀯 𓀰 𓀱 𓀲 𓀳 𓀴 𓀵 𓀶 𓀷 𓀸 𓀹 𓀺 𓀻 𓀼 𓀽 𓀾 𓀿 𓁀 𓁁 𓁂 𓁃 𓁄 𓁅 𓁆 𓁇 𓁈 𓁉 𓁊 𓁋 𓁌 𓁍 𓁎 𓁏 𓁐 𓁑 𓀄 𓀅 𓀆 𓀇 𓀈 𓀉 𓀊

boo

did i scare you?

no?

ik i just want to put smth epic to begin with but ts aint working💔

i will make music and covers when i get the will to do so

i follow back every1 untill i reach 150 folowers

some fandoms im in ^.^ :
•ghost and pals (communications, qualia automata)
•bfdi
•one wheat mark
•ena
•hfjone
•alien stage
•lacey games
•komi cant communicate 
•dti
•ddlc
•vocaloid
•young sheldon
•murder drones
•fnf
•pjsk
•i love amy (kinda getting into it)
•madoka magica
•watamote
•the apothecary diaries
•omori

and (maybe) mooooore ...

#2 tofu defender

tt: @.kennith.simmons

ig: @guaranaazijana

disc: @wowzersp

(main) hobbies:
•cosplayer
•artist
•pianist (not exactly a pianist, but i go to music school.. isnt the word "pianist" refering to the j*b? idk)

mislim da ce me se roditelji odreci al nema veze🌞🪆🪆🪆🥀🥀 Hristos Vaskrese

Komšije mi se napolje grudvaju sa govnima₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊ ᡣ𐭩

Hej 🥴 mala 😚 jesi li ti 😯 turska kava? 😉 
(Tuuttttrtrtrttrrttt) 
Zato sto 🤑 si jako 😎 VRUCA 😳 (esemikudjulovmi) 
jer si jako VRUCA 🥴 jako si VRUCA 😋 jako si tecna 😏 (shshmdmsmsm) 
i tamna si 😈 kao 😘 cokolada 😍

who wants to duel out top 1% listener on spotify for vampire rose ❤️‍🩹

i reupload mostly vkei and jrock tracks that aren't on sc already

My dysphoria is literally more painful than the torture I experienced WTF LMAO 😂😂😂🔫
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When the dysphoria so bad you fucking derealise 🧚‍♂️
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DISSOCIATING CONSTANTLY GOES HARD 🗣️💥💯💯
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Hahahaha I’m done for. LikemelikemelikemelikemelikemelikemelikemeLIKEME!!! THAT’S ALL I FUCKING LIVE FOR!!! FUUUCK!!! YOU SAID IT WAS FINE! YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME!! DO YOU HATE ME? DO I DISGUST YOU? DO YOU THINK I’M A FREAK? FUCKING KILL ME FIRST!! WHY WHY why..! I can’t do it anymore! I’M NOT EVEN A PERSON ANYMORE! IT’S JUST ANOTHER THING YOU HATE THAT I CAN’T CHANGE! I FUCKING DESTROYED MYSELF FOR YOU! JUST LIKE ME! LIKE ME LIKE ME LIKE ME!!!! I’m hollow. I’m nothing anymore. Why does it hurt so much! Fuck..!! No amount of pain can fix this. I want you to slam my head into the wall until my face bleeds!! I just want to hate you, you fuck! I can’t feel a single bit of resentment towards you! Whywhywhy. Why is there nothing. Why am I nothing. Why aren’t I good enough. That’s all that I want. I just want you to like me. Just like me. Just like me. I can grind my bones into nothing but I can’t do the same to who I am. Am I worthless garbage now? I wish I could cut out all the pieces you don’t like. What would be left? If you’re going to hurt me, at least enjoy it. At least let me be of some value, damn. I’m literally just an empty, desperate puppet. I’m such a damn loser. I only know how to be an object. I only know how to be an obedient, timid little pet. I only know how to do what you say. There is nothing outside of you. There is only you. I only exist for other people.
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77798 minutes listening time :P 
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Venting, TW: SH, Suicidal thoughts, inferiority complex:

I’m worthless scum anyway, so maybe I deserve this. I’m nothing more than a slave for you to push around. I have no say in what people do to me, or what happens to me. Maybe I’m in hell, and everyone else is a demon here to aid in my torment. … I wish I believed that, it would be easier. I’m not even human, anyway. I’m a hollow, with a shallow soul. There’s nothing in me at all. Is this what you wanted? To strip me of my humanity? Is it fun to dehumanise me? Does it get you off? Is that all I’m worth? If I had ended myself earlier, it would’ve been better. The only thing I regret is not kicking the chair earlier, and not transitioning earlier. But I guess that wouldn’t happen anyway. I feel like a robot; borderline emotionless, malfunctioning/defective, an object, only here to serve other people’s whims. Why are people impossible to please? It’s irritating. I’m even willing to go so far as to mutilate myself for your enjoyment, but you still won’t stick around. What is it about me? I let you have everything you wanted from me. Why wasn’t it enough? I often used to dream of being organ trafficked and such. Perhaps it would have been a better outcome, had it turned out that way. If you had just wiped me out before I would come to realise the hopelessness of my situation.. I hate that I feel this way; I’m so disgustingly inferior, even if I were to become a literal god, I would still be inferior. It’s my designated role, inescapable. Regardless of power, money, status, or anything else, I’ll always be inferior. It must be written into my flesh, is that why my appearance is so abhorrent to other people? My life is only up to other people to decide. I deserve to be miserable, so it doesn’t matter even if it causes me distress. It’d even be less painful if you were to just stab me over and over; I’d prefer you just wrap your hands around my neck and snuff out my existence. Pointless, abject agony. You should just kill me. Go ahead and laugh some more, since I’m just entertainment to you. I hope it makes you feel better. There’s nothing more to be done about it, since you’re so demented you can’t even feel guilt for what you do to me, so just laugh away.

i am attached to this song okay

lucid lad