LYRICS:

I told you who I am, so why are you surprised?
Your heart of gold and wants for me are clouding up your eyes
And honestly, I truly just cannot provide my care
When you tell me how it hurts I laugh at pitiful despair
-
I hate to be a downer but I think I need to say
I’m a slut for degradation, so tell me what you hate!
With a sadomasochistic mind, you’d think I’d want to change
But reality is different, babe, I don’t mind I’m deranged


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest
Just please don’t ever blame me for the coming consequences)


Shut up, I never asked, no I don’t care ‘bout your day
If you knew that I was like this then you should have run away!
No one can fucking help me this is the millionth time,
I don’t want your pity, everything that hurts me’s by design
-
You say I’m fucking dying but I’d die if I’m the same
All these urges just to hurt you or to hurt me are hard to tame
But to be one-hundred percent honest pain is just a game
It’s cute y’know, and only one shall touch me for their gain


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest
Just please don’t ever blame me for the coming consequences)


I’m not in a good headspace to listen to your woes
And to think there’re people like you who can’t defeat their foes
It’s, like I said, pitiful to see,
You really are so stupid to have some hope for me
-
(I told you who I am, so why are you surprised?
Your heart of gold and wants for me are clouding up your eyes
And honestly, I truly just cannot provide my care
When you tell me how it hurts I laugh at pitiful despair)


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest)

SADOMASOCHIST -【IMPOSTOR】FT. MACNE NANA ENGLISH // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

UGGGGUGUGUGGUGUGUGGGG IM REALLY PROUD OF THIS ONE!!!!!!! i really like how different it is to my other songs and just like the whole vibe of it really,, if you coudn't tell i was like really inspired by candle queen and i think it  h e l l a  shows,, the character's outfit was stolen (colors were reworked to fit the setting better) from my friend william bc he dresses like a legit time traveler literally every day and i wanted to put the character in one of his fits,, i was totally buggin for a few days bc i couldn't work on this song bc of an issue that crypton had with their new piapro studio updates,, for anyone who reads this who isn't following me on twitter and insta, basically piapro studio (a vsti plugin vocaloid editor distributed by crypton future media) had their first update in LITERALLY YEARS and upon updating it, people lost access to their third-party vocalists (vocaloids that aren't distributed by crypton),, so everyone was majorly upset as they should've been bc crypton royally messed up,, luckily they put out a rollback method but like??? y'all really messed up here????????? but yeah i hope you like this song, mixing was a pain bc i had to redo it after i found a big mistake in the vocals so i had to go back into piapro, fix it, and then export and mix the vocals all over again :/ yeah that wasn't fun,, BUT IT WAS WORTH IT i think,, omg also my producer anniversary in next month :DDDDD i'm gonna start working on something fun for it after i upload this,, but yeah uhh that's about all i have to say i think so uhhhhhh yeah enjoy the song :)
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/pm_Y5Bl2t0o
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1au20q8i2JCyKagHieNM1bhSgDiO3sIT59ROQbncNjPI/edit?usp=sharing

A Time Traveler's Delight

THE LETTER H also it might be a while until i finish this so

why is the other one more popular stop this one is obviously better

yeah

i stopped working on it because i thought it kind of sucked so

beep bop but the original unfinished wip

Sub Rosa - Original Song feat. Kevin Synth V

dumb rushed random inst

YAAAaaaAAAAAAAAaAaa i made this a month ago im pretty sure i wanted to make a video and post it to youtube but i never did so im posting it here

original song by https://soundcloud.com/kian712
remix by lucid
vocals: eleanor forte

kian - ruining bells // eleanor forte (remix)

【Oliver, Fukase, Kagamine Len, Utatane Piko】"Original Song Collaboration" it's dark!【DrawyColours' Remix】

My curiosity for remixing this song was too high so here you go! Also, it made me laugh hard! XD

Song is a collaboration by: GHOST, Aria, Ponko & UmbarticForest
Thumbnail Art: GHOST
Remix: Me

it's dark! 【Timid's Remix】

Wow, Trevor posting a song less than four months after his last one? It's a Christmas miracle! (Also tomorrow is the one month anniversary of 5AM what a neat fact!)

I finally used Sonika agin! How've you been, buddy? It's been a year and a half! Oh how the time flies.

I don't have much to say on this on to be honest? Except for the fact that I had no idea what this song was about until I wrote the lyrics for the chorus (a.k.a like 6 hours ago) but now it's got a spiffy little story! I won't share it though because I like to see how people interperet my songs ahah.

Anyways Sonika is a queen please love her.

~*~*~

Free download + instrumental: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/in-solidarity

VSQx: https://www.dropbox.com/s/ceaxelh36osvizm/yellow.vsqx?dl=0

Youtube upload: https://youtu.be/8HfaZaNyzxE

Lyrics:

A pretty yellow light
That keeps me safe at night
Kaleidoscope of dreams
Keeps me safe and warps memories

Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?

Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.

Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.

A broken yellow sea
That keeps on receding
Unfamiliar to me
Ships collide and drown inside me

Fall away with me
And sink into the sea
A world of spirits sing
Their haunting, retched melodies

Crumble with me
And be kissed by the sea
Rot away in waters
Salty yet sweet

Yes, feel the grace
Of my glorious dream
Watch as it bends reality
Just for me

Reach out your hand
Grasp that bright yellow light
Keep that light safe
Through the darkness of night

Yes I am gone
But I always was gone
Hey, don't feel pain
For someone who never lived

【Sonika】 In Solidarity 【Original Song】

wee hoo this was a little doodle but it turned out really nice so here we go!

please check out the youtube upload the pv reveals the story behind this song: https://youtu.be/GUplrH2hgmE

free download: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/track/telegrams-from-the-meteor-man

Telegrams from the Meteor Man

hi im going to post song wips and other goofy things ykno tehee

why is the other one more popular stop this one is obviously better

lucid lad