i choose suicide.
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

say they’re there for me but where are they when i need them
rip my hair to pieces kill myself they will see then
every day i bleed because you leave me in the dirt
i hope that you see that you’re the reason why i hurt

taking medication doesn’t help me and i know that
everyone is basic they dispel me bitch i know that
everybody faking it compels my feels to go back
to the medication love the hell i feel on prozac

i cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it x2

oh yeah cuz i thought you were there for me but obviously not
wasted all my fucking time i hope that you rot
i’m a fucking idiot for thinking you were not
the same as my ex why the fuck are you all thots

taking acid just to get you out my fucking head
i’m relapsin so much blood i turned my blanket red
time is passin and i’m thinking bout the shit you said
have a fraction of my bleeding you’re so fake misled

fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
and i wish i was the one i know i’m not it x2

contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

suicide [prod. fendi444]

EXPLOUD ! (prod. Emowhip)

CRACKIN - 83HADES SNIPPET

mixx @dilutedtoxin

johnny dang on my wrist in the fucking vip 
whole table full of snow turn the club into a freeze 
bad bitches doin lines got em begging on they knees
smokin loud in the back
got me higher than the trees 

throw it back 
throw it back
shawty off a bean now she twerkin on my lap 
i be poppin pills bitch im tweakin off the x 
yeah we rollin deep whole team off the meds

keta in my nose bitch you know we getting crunk 
take another shot everybody getting drunk
its 2007 got the draco in the trunk 
see him talking all that shit ill leave his body fucking slumped 

bitch you know wassup 
tryna steal my swag now his face is in the dust 
poppin all these bottles got it looking like a flood 
glock got a drum make it bark like a mutt
stackin up this paper while you stuck in the mud

who is you we walk him down
all these pussies fucking clowns
always smoking by the pound 
talking shit bitch come around

pour some more i sip bacardi
shawty wild she off the molly 
shoot em up we crash the party 
hunt u down just like safaris

johnny dang on my wrist in the fucking vip 
whole table full of snow turn the club into a freeze 
bad bitches doin lines got em begging on they knees
smokin loud in the back
got me higher than the trees 

throw it back 
throw it back
shawty off a bean now she twerkin on my lap 
i be poppin pills bitch im tweakin off the x 
yeah we rollin deep whole team off the meds

SLUMPED [PROD. RATTLESNAKE]

Gas Station (Prod. Matt Teap x Glozart)

No need to mourne
Know my dolly love me 
Even if I was a worm
Yeah I’m Rising from the ash
The ashen blood
That I was borne
Shit I thought this was a dream
I felt the pain
I could’ve sworn
And I’m sorry for the shit talk
I do it when I’m bored

No need to hide
Everybody know your tricks 
I’m on a mission 
From the gods to
Pay for someone else’s sins
I live and die
I resurrect 
I live and die
Then die again
Only see her in my dreams
So should I wake up in the end?

Rather stay in bed
Cuz All my memories
Seeping in
Know I’m meant for more
So now there’s no more sleeping in
I just wanna love my life
is this as good as it’s gon get?
To tell the truth I’m feeling lonely
why I’m hating all my friends?

I know I’m an a hole
Saying what’s up shawty
Lemme eat it like some play doh
Playing w a handful
And I’m grateful
I don’t really fuck w you
You hate me
Then just say so

Let me strike a pose
And hit a different angle
Flew to la
Model hellstar
Shit it must’ve been the angels
Must’ve been the angels (adlib)
Shit it must’ve been the angels

Pray to each and every god
Goddamn I still ain’t seen a breakthru
I can’t seem to save myself
So how the fuck am I gon save you
Rope is double knotted
kickin both my feet right off the table
If you love me at my best
Well honey this is my most stable 
Only love you if I’m able
Only love you if I
Only love you if I can
Big stepper big bite just hit the running man

Told a bitch to equals 3 me 
She Ray Willy on my Johnson 
The bodega out of parchas 
Now I’m mad cause Lucy bought em 
domt wanna sell this shit no more 
But custy said im awesome 
Never need to check on me 
All My bread direct deposit 
Told me leave them keys alone
Don’t tell me how to park it 
Highest package on the whip
Think I’m running out of options 
We the Diaz brothers 
slappi hard like I’m from Stockton 
Don’t post shit on Instagram 
Cause All My comments out of pocket 

 

Talking all that shit 
But can you breathe through cellophane 
Disrespectful call her bitch 
Because I didn’t catch a name 
got 2 silver teeth on top 
my swag from major payne 
See me pulling up to sparkys 
I don’t fuck with raising canes 
Sitting in the sun
 i just hit a different shade 
Smokin doinks while im in Amish 
Rip to young king Dave 
All white Calvin Klinny 
Messy eater leaving stains 
And I never need to pray 
Cause I got Jesus on my chain 
Call my self a priest n shit 
No need to be ordained 
Keep my Head up like vegeta 
See me crying in the rain 
Never need no sight 
Cowboy shooting perfect aim 
Don’t got nothin on my beeper 
shorty hit me up on aim 
Got a noose for all my friends
keep asking me to hang 
Make a song with Krispy Kreme 
not talking bout the glazed 
Ball like Barcelona 
Bulls running I’m in Spain 
Bb know I’m fucking goated 
Never need a save

BB w/ ATTI [prod.cohst]

"CHIMERA"

featuring. @avoidenz
produced by @canewithadot
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

theo :

Please baby look me in the eyes
Why can’t you see that I’ve been dead inside?
For so long
For so long
Can the Lord just forgive me for one more day
We both ran out of things that we could say
I belong to you
I belong to you
I don't want to be trapped inside
For my whole life
I wanna die beside the sun
And leave all of you behind
I won’t hide myself anymore when I cry
Please let me try
I wanna scream my pain and run
Cause I've been loathing in fear of losing you
Now everything around me just looks so blue

avoidenz :

Convalescing from the base
I get shivers when I cave in
Always the same shit
Road has been paved
Out of desperation
Only the Lord knows what I am creating
Coalescing for the pain
I've been stressing, but you are alright
Bet you don't see my
Side that ain't burnt dry
I tried to make it right
I applied my mind to your blue sky
I have been running low
On oxytocin, grow some more
I wanna take you to some shows
I want your face as my lockscreen
Fulfill all your dreams
I don't wanna hang by seams
There is so much to see
With only you and me
So don't just take your leave
Come on and rock with me
Baby I guarantee
That you belong to me
That you belong to me

Out Now Everywhere

CHIMERA (feat. Avoidenz) [prod. cane]

DIVIDE AND CONQUER ! [happy birfdai 2 m3)

{FUCK ASS LYRICZ}

I KEEP THINKING BOUT YOU EVERY-TIME IM TRYNA SLEEP 
PEEK AT MY COLLECTION GOT ME FEELING LIKE A CREEP 
watch me WALLOW IN MY WRECKAGE LIKE THAT POOL BE GETTING DEEP 
STEEP AS I KEEP SINKING WHY THIS TALL CANISTER CHEAPP 
NO I SHOULDVE JUST CAME OFF IT THATS A WORLD ILL NEVER SEE 
EVERYTIME I THOUGHT ABOUT IT WAS FILLED WITH JEALOUSY
NOW I HATE THE FACT I OPENED UP MY MOUTH FUCK EVERYTHIMG  
LIKE I SAID IT WAS MY FAULT LIKE H AINT NEVER SAW ME BLEED  

LIFT UP 
DRIPED UP 
GET DOWN 
RIPPED UP PISSED IM STRESSED NOW 
IF I START TO LOVE I SWEAR TO FUCK THAT ILL FORGET HOW 
TRY TO TELL THE TRUTH AND WHERE MY LIFE IS IN A DITCH NOW 
IMAGE ON REPEAT I LOST MY MIND OVER A BITCH HOW 

FOMO PMO 
FOMO PMO

SHIIIT
ID RATHER DRINK  
SIT AND JUST THINK 
WHY VANT I SPEAK 
WHY CANT I TALK 
WHY CANT SAY 
WHATS ON MY BRAIN 


HATE TO SAY IT BUT NATE WAS RIGHT
SAW THE SIGNS AND DISSOCIATE
HATE TO SEE U WITH OTHER FUCKS 
I DONT THINK IM GONE BE OK 
LINKED BADLY BC U FUCKED 
SAW THE SIGNS BUT IGNORED AGAIN 
**** SLIDING ME DOWN THAT SLOPE 
I DONTNTHINK GONE BE ALRIGHT 
I SAID FUCK IT LETS LIVE OUR LIVES 
TRADE MY SOUL FOR THAT DAY AGAIN  
I JUST SMOKE AND I DRINK ALL NIGHT 
GOT A JOB SO I CAN GET MORE 
GOT A JOB WANNA DRINK AGAIN 
HATE THE FACT THAT I BROUGHT IT UP 
SAYING SORRY WONT CHANGE A THING 




 tor

FOMOPMO

I SEE YA (I FEEL IT) (feat. NOVÂFLED)

AYE BITCH! (Prod. ALEJANDRX)

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BB w/ ATTI [prod.cohst]

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