didnt get to finish so heres the rest!


You want this life to be better than it was before getting older. You want to go back to being the silly little kid you were years ago. You want to believe that magic still exists and that school didnt suck. You wish to believe in santa, easter bunny, tooth fairy, even unicorns and mermaids once again but you have grown up to where if you still believed, you would get outcasted. Alone.  The worst feeling when you need someone most. You want to be able to see your friends and act like you have no idea what growing up would be like. You want to go back. Back to a time when your friends actually cared, back to when you had parents who loved you no matter what, back to when you could play around without getting ridiculed or yelled at.

You just want to be that same little kid. Who didnt have to loose anyone to the reaper. You want to be the same kid who wasnt always apologizing just to please everyone. You want to go back to a time when you didnt have to dress up to impress anyone but to be who you wanted to be.

Vent.... :/

˗ˏˋ𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼˗
    (Last updated 8/15/25)
                 / 1:22 pm (CT) \
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Before you start reading the rest of my bio, I'm sorry that it's so long so here's some food if you get hungry!! :)
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Well goooood morning/afternoon/evening/night!
I'm so glad that you are actually reading this.

LESS ACTIVE DUE TO SUMMER BREAK; WILL TRY TO BE ONLINE ALMOST EVERYDAY. I WILL NOT BE ONLINE PAST 8:30 (TIME I GET OFF ELECTRONICS) TY FOR YOUR PATIENCE AND UNDERSTANDING.
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Anyways ik that some of y'all just want to get to know me so imma let y'all continue reading!

Also, sorry if you read something that I put twice. Ig I forgot I already put it and didn't realize soooo...... YEAH! :3
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Quick Note:
Your skin ain't paper📜
So don't cut it✂❌
Your face isn't a mask🎭
So don't cover it
Your size isn't a book📘
So don't judge it
Your life isn't a film🎬
So don't end it
You are loved no matter what you think


Go check out my fren's acc!!
      @shroomy-crochet
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Currently matching:
pfp: no one
banner: no one 
lines: no one

(ask me if u wanna match!!)
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Last time i cried: 8-10-2025
Last time i s/h: 8-7-2025
Last time i got yelled at: 7-7-2025
Last time i had a panic attack: 7-29-25
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The names I go by:
Rose
Voidzy
Lucky

Assigned Gender: Female (She/Her)
Chosen Gender: Nonbinary (any pronouns) [prefer they/them tho]

More about me: 
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Poly (only if my partner wants to)
Akiosexual/Lithiosexual
DEPRESSION! :)

Not sure about:
Adhd
Autism
Age regressor
Trauma
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Between the ages of 12-17
Birthday: June 3rd
Sign: Gemini
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I am:
Insecure
Sometimes chaotic
Caring
Calm
Searching for myself
Epic the musical obsessed
Dandy's world addict
Night owl
Cosplayer??
Music lover
Artist (sculpture, drawing, painting, clay)
Theatre kid 😝
Cookie run kingdom player! 

Random Facts about me:
-I can change my voice to be silly
-My singing voice (at least to me) sounds great
-I find the wind and rain relaxing even tho it seems like i hate them
-I rlly like science
-I hold grudges but eventually get over it
-I love to play with my/ other people's hair
-I like making bracelets
-I talk to myself...... lalalalala~
-I believe in ghosts <3
-I believe there is a God (he loves you no matter who/what you are bc he made you the way you should be)
-I curse a lot🥲
-I look mean but i promise im rllyyyy nice :D
-I get pissed off but if im around people i love, i cheer up!
-Im rlly sensitive
-I love cuddles (/≧▽≦)/
-I can force myself to cry (idk why but i can)
-IM RLLY SUPPORTIVEE!!!!!!
-rlly rlly good with kids
- i find dreamcore and Weirdcore soothing/calming
- Im left handed :3

I can be:
Closed off (sometimes)
Rlly happy and joyous
Anxious
Fidgety
A GOOD ACTOR FRFR (trust!)
A rlly good singer
In my imagination a lot.....
SILLY
sometimes freaky (with certain people)

I have: 
Attachment issues
Major anxiety (at times)
Trust issues

I love:
My dogs
My friends (who actually care/listen)
Music
The darkness
The safety of my room
My mom and dad (only when they arent yelling at me)
cuddles
attention (its not attention seeking , its being neglected for years at a time)
bein silly :3
talking/making frens


Triggers/things that rlly bother me:
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-Loud constant beeping (it scares me and makes me feel unsafe in a way)
-Scratching noises
-Choking noises
-Gagging noises
-Anything death related
-Weak breathing (sounds like someone dying)
- high pitch ringing 
-PEOPLE BEING TOO FREAKY W/ ME!
(idk what else but there more)
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Favorites: ....... (loading)

Show: MHA (i havent watched it thoooo!!)

Games: Roblox- Dandy's world, any horror game, evade, Sing it karaoke; Minecraft

Food: Anything made by my mom <3

Place: beach, woods, out of country places i havent been

Color: blue, gold, light pink

Number: 403 or 3

People: My mom, My two dogs, My children (my friends :3 ), The kids at my church, The caretakers at my church, and most of my friends

Song: The Nowhere King

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I have major anxiety and trust issues. And if you are just here to hurt me, GET THE F**K OUTTA HERE!


I love to make friends so jus ask :)

Dont get me attached and then suddenly leave like i dont matter/exsist.   pls.........
And please don't toy with my emotions because my mental health isn't good right at this moment
Also if you ever see me crying, its normal for me at this rate.
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DONT TALK TO ME IF UR:
9- or 18+
Z00
Pedophile
Homophobic
Racist
Sexist
Pr0$shipp3r (minor x adult\animal)
Anti-Furry / Anti-Therian
Or jus a rlly mean person sooo.... Get away from me right now!

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(I check my messages here in SoundCloud daily, so don't be afraid to message me. And I will try to message back!)
Also, if i randomly say 'anyways' its cus idk what else to say sooo.. YEAH! :3

PLS PLS PLSSS MESSAGE ME!! Im lonely and bored :(
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What These Emojis Mean:
😢-Im Actually Crying/panicking
🎒-At School
🥲-Bored
🛏-At Home
🤕-Im Sick
😵‍💫-Dizzy\Headache
🟢-On Spotify
😶-My Anxiety Kicked In\Im Slightly Shaking
🌈-Imagination/In my head/ON SATURN BISH!
💬-Message If U Want
😪-Tired
🎧-Listening To Music
💫-Busy
🥰-In A Pretty Good Mood
🔋\ 🪫-Social Battery[HIGH I REALLY WANNA TALK :>\low talk if u want ill be less talkative :<]
🫤-No Longer In A Good Mood
😍-In love
❗- blasting music :3
〰️- hanging w/ friends
😟- reminded of ex.......
🧹- cleaning my room/ house
😚- talking to my lover!! <3
🤬- pissed off
😡🔪- wanna kill someone/myself
🎮-playing video games 
🔪-Thinking Of Doing S\h
🩸-Did S\h
🫨-fidgeting to not have a panic attack or cry/ constant movement
😭- Negative emotions trying to take over
🤗- feeling high without being high
🫂- need huggies
😋- SILLY! :3
🤧- ALLERGIES ✨
📓- school work/major project
📺- Watchin TV (obviouslyy)
🎨- being an artist/doing any form of art
😥- concerned....
😐-feeling numb/emotionless
😖-Lonelyyyyy
😠-feeling betrayed.....

{thank you @trans_1d10t for the idea of doin this}
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GIRLS ARE NOT OBJECTS, BOYS ARE NOT WALLETS, BLACK LIVES MATTER, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, WHOEVER HURT YOU, YOU ARE LOVED BY ME AND PEOPLE WHO CARE. 💜 WE STAND TOGETHER, LET'S FIGHT BACK, NO. MATTER. WHAT. PUT THIS ON YOUR BIO IF YOU ARE WITH ME.🥺

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__❤__❤_____❤__❤__ Put This
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_❤_______❤______❤__ On Your
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_____❤________❤___ You
_______❤____❤_____ lost someone
__________❤ ______ (anyone, even pets)

I've lost my cat, My only grandpa, and Jay...... 
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A mini about me.... (dif version)
🫂=I have amazing friends
🤕=I have some family issues
🥲=I convince myself not to cry and stay happy for my friends
😣=I have bodily insecurity
🫤=Staring off in the distance and listening to music are how i escape reality


if your absence doesn’t bother them.. did your presence ever really mean anything?
——all the daydreaming in the world wont make you enjoy living
you day dream all day, so you can escape your reality
you think that you’re coping
but you’re actually making it worse.——-

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Things i will say/do:
-Anyways!✨
-Im a lil slow
-imma 0ff myself (not actually)
-i need help
-*sing random song * :P
-im actually finna start crying
-Imma bite u
-*chomp the air*
-srry if i seem clingy/desperate
-*stare off into the distance*
-*sit down on the ground for no reason*
-what if i went missing
-do you even care
-imma jump off a cliff and im takin u with me
-*cry for no reason*
- PAINNNN✨
- KNIFE?!😋✨🤩
-OMNOMNOMNOM!! >:3
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"𝙸'𝙼 𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙴"!

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𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎.. "𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫" 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜.. 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎.
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Find me on
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-Roblox: Lucky2_haveM3Tu

-Soundcloud: My @ is @lucky2_have_m3t_u

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Things like this happen and it hurts but if you know someone who can help you through that pain, It will be a whole lot easier sharing the weight.   If you need a helping hand, know that im here to listen and understand what you are going through. Just let me know if you need to vent and im there!

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 IF YOU SKIPPED MY BIO, GO BACK AND READ IT!!! >:(
i worked hard on it :(

(it took weeks and weeks to perfect)


Welp that's it! ~ (if u follow me i'll follow back ass soon as possible) ~
Again, I'm sorry for the rlly long bio <3

oki now baiiiiiiii!!! 

*evaporates until spoken too lol*

Exploring the boundaries of electronic music in deep, tech house, progressive and underground sounds since 2019.

Vent.... :/

{ON} ~ Lucky2_h@veM3Tu ~💬|🛏️ {BACK FROM BREAK}