how could i lose? @psychemodel

can’t look at myself

i don’t ever feel like myself
cuz idk who i am
think i might kill myself. . .
n no one will miss me, yea
it’s the hard truth, words only mean so much
cant feel my arms i cut i cut
in the end, no even really cares that much
i’m a horrible person, i suckisuck

don’t wanna get blood on my desk
got my arms by my side
I got blood on my shirt
fuck

i dont need ur love or ur pity
man don’t waste ur time either way im gna give up

cant look at myself

i cant trust myself
i think i might hurt myself
and i dont wanna be by myself
but i wanna be by myself

how do i explain this feeling?.?.?.???.
how do i explain that feeling.????????
how do i explain this feeling???????????

how do i explain this feeling????????

i could die with no missed calls
no one would miss me @ all

no ones there 2 watch me fall
and no ones there 2 pick me up

sad song i made when i was sad

abt myself 😓😓 prod yrsci kuribu

I complain but not a lot
keep on talkin put ya mans inna dump
w my brudda yea we stay in kazakhstan countin guap
i wld never b yo friends is sum chumps
always feel some typa way like I won't make it to the top
i aint countin bread, i been moving dead fa some months
keep him over there, all my homies knew he was a cop

u ain killin me
my friends n I all wanna bleed
u ain healing me
walk away n let it be
im w my other side
yk its jus him n me
ik he wanna die
he dont wanna save a thing

Kazakhstan

Ⲓmm ʂo ղum Иo ꫀmotion

keep going

oo gah dam 
oo gah dam

bankroll shawty
rockin rocks on me 
bad hoe she mexican
this hoe look like lavi
yo music so trash
yo shit is a lobotomy

this hoe on my nerves
ima pull a jaydes bitch
im fly like a bird
he mad cuz he baited
i might take yo bird
im so cold like brr
i dont wear my glasses cuz i look like a nerd 😂

bankroll shawty
rockin rocks on me 
bad hoe she mexican
this hoe look like lavi
yo music so trash
yo shit is a lobotomy

wtf
omg
cant fucking sleep
im nodding off
its not enough
its not enough
im rockin rocks
im so damn tuff

bankroll shawty
rockin rocks on me 
bad hoe she mexican
this hoe look like lavi
yo music so trash
yo shit is a lobotomy

i got out my head 
shout out 2 allah
get up out of bed 
cuz if i stay ima rot 
everyday im blessed
i got fans boy im shocked ❤️
gpa fried i dont know if ima walk :/

this hoe on my nerves
ima pull a jaydes bitch
im fly like a bird
he mad cuz he baited
i might take yo bird
im so cold like brr
i dont wear my glasses cuz i look like a nerd 😂

down bad in the trap they pourin syrup
numbers coming in yessir
these hoes in the way they be burned up
flyer than a fuck boi i done bird up

@jitrunner - get up prod me n sage #keepgoing

zai - Lets Rave! If You Really Want 2

xoly - dum woman

Seriously tho

shawty hmu motarola
walk up inna party n they know us
baby wna fuck im like okaaay
i take aim bitch, i dont fucking spray
i pull up n u mfkn praaay
on my grind bitch like i sk8 !!
he wan talk hit em in his face
slit my wris baby wit a switch blade

im okay
give yr soul to me
baby ya i say
yr the wun for me
u gon dig my grave ..
idk y its so hard not to hate ..つ﹏⊂

idk y its so hard
bby girl wna b a star
ima rock out my guitar
pull her strings bitch like a haarp

sad song i made when i was sad

lucy got problems