can’t look at myself

i don’t ever feel like myself
cuz idk who i am
think i might kill myself. . .
n no one will miss me, yea
it’s the hard truth, words only mean so much
cant feel my arms i cut i cut
in the end, no even really cares that much
i’m a horrible person, i suckisuck

don’t wanna get blood on my desk
got my arms by my side
I got blood on my shirt
fuck

i dont need ur love or ur pity
man don’t waste ur time either way im gna give up

cant look at myself

i cant trust myself
i think i might hurt myself
and i dont wanna be by myself
but i wanna be by myself

how do i explain this feeling?.?.?.???.
how do i explain that feeling.????????
how do i explain this feeling???????????

how do i explain this feeling????????

i could die with no missed calls
no one would miss me @ all

no ones there 2 watch me fall
and no ones there 2 pick me up

sad song i made when i was sad

lucy got problems