Shoutout Toad and every time we've been going thru it.
Its okk tho cause we'll be up soon enough, and guess what then
they'll love us.....

@yungtoadsage

(Intro)
Last Year I was gonna kill myself
you put ur hands on me
all of ur cards are dealtt
when I needed help
no one was around

(Chorus)
Its so fucking pointless
how you act like that
I swear no one cares
ur all I had
look into the mirror
I just disappear
cause I deserve the worst
thats all I hearr

Hopping out the bentley
now they start to text me
remember back then
I was feeling so empty
lost inside the basement
damn I really hate it
knew that would switch up
on me when im famous

(Verse)
and im blinded by ur love oh no
oh no I gave you everything
my heart and my soul
I still have no friends they
dont pick up the phonee

now im nauseous 4 in the morning
got me pouring up while coughing
talk to the to wall
to them I really mean nothing
left here alone
thats always been the only option
and you wonder why im toxic

(Chorus)
Its so fucking pointless
how you act like that
I swear no one cares
ur all I had
look into the mirror
I just disappear
cause I deserve the worst
thats all I hearr

Hopping out the bentley
now they start to text me
remember back then
I was feeling so empty
lost inside the basement
damn I really hate it
knew that would switch up
on me when im famous

Pointless (prod.bycian)

@kvvader

Am I back in my own land 
Getting harder everytime to open up again
Feel it in my chest again
Bleeding memories I’m staying here the best I can
Bones are at unrest again
Feeling like a heart attack

Look around
Everyone is gone I don’t hear no sounds

Your sound
Echoing back in my dreams too loud
Ur words too loud
Safe and sound 
Hollow hell
Ur no help
Sleepless cell
My head hits hard
It pounds
My heart 
My soul
Getting far from home

safe and sound [KVader]

Non-profit


Everything I see is just a tinge of blue 
I don’t know where to go but ima follow you 
Anything you want I’ll give you everything 
Anything you want , I can be anything 
Everything I say I tend to hide the truth 
Maybe if it was different I would be there with you 
Anything you want I’ll give you everything 
Anything you want , I can be anything 

Pick me up from this mess 
Can you take the knife out of my hand?
50 milligrams of Zoloft on the desk 
I just need your hand
Can you give it back?

I don’t wanna always have depression 
But you seem to make it hard to get it pass that
And I’m sorry if I end up being past tense 
Guess I live too fast to pay attention 

We can go back to my shed 
And smoke grams and all that 
I just really wanna make you happy 
If I say it enough it will happen

anything,everything (prod.coil)

skele - icantloveyouenough (soz remix)

not fair w/ sage envie x kennedyxoxo (p+ shyburial)

*lyrics*

(yuh, nah)
(for sure)
(of course, of course)

ur the only one who could save my life
if i cant be with u then ill die
i wont let u know that, of course
i cant let u know that, for sure
since last november, i aint felt the same
13 pills loop around in my brain
when ur around u be making my day
ill see ur face n i will feel heart ache
ill break

-it down
no drugs, no sounds
no hate, no pain
no words i feign until i die

ill cross the months across in the next few
when i be lookin at u, its the best view
ik ur broken too, just like me
ik u couldnt ever like me

one time, one time
please give me a chance
no matter the deal, i still stand with u
babygirl, lemme just take ur hand
babygirl, lemme be ur gf or boy

i dont care
i feel so warm inside when i see u stare
idk
i cant glow for the rest of my life
so just let me 
shine with u

ur the only one who could save my life
if i cant be with u then ill die
i wont let u know that, of course
i cant let u know that, for sure
since last november, i aint felt the same
13 pills loop around in my brain
when ur around u be making my day
ill see ur face n i will feel heart ache
ill break

(ur the only one who could save my life)
(if i cant be with u then ill die)
(of course, yeah)
(for sure)

shine with u (prod. kardia26)

car crash w lil boi blu (dead spyro)

prod. mend
https://youtu.be/HkN3yVqQhbw?si=YprDDI0YH3OL0GLP

music video

jeep_whip (mend)

They wanna know what it's like
Hoes never staying the night (the night)
Call 'em a Lyft or an Uber
They couldn't just stay in my life (yeah)
I know that I'll never be right (right)
I can't admit when I'm wrong (wrong)
I couldn't tell you my feelings (feelings)
Fuck it I'll make it a song (make it a song)

They never liked me
They just want a friend around
Boy you shouldn't try me
Know I always stand my ground
Snakes in the grass
In the dirt in my DMS
I don't respond
I pretend like I don't see them
Oppas always spawn
Yeah they coming from the deep end
Water round my neck I'm looking icy
You should peep this
Told her that I lied
When I told that bitch my secret
I lost all my confidence
I knew she wouldn't keep it

Touch my body I can't sleep
I hate the way I feel
Your fingertips feel like lightning
Finally meet appeal

What is it like to be beautiful
That's not a compliment
That is a question
Look in the mirror
I feel apathetic
I'm looking pathetic
And restless
The empty inside it reflects to my outer
I'm not sniffing powder
I still feel devoured by habits I put in my chest since
I gave up on loving anyone
But I still fucking found you (I still found you)
There's just something about you (about you)
There's an aura that surrounds you (that surrounds you)
One that I feel bound to (bound to)

They wanna know what it's like
Hoes never staying the night (the night)
Call 'em a Lyft or an Uber
They couldn't just stay in my life (yeah)
I know that I'll never be right (right)
I can't admit when I'm wrong
I couldn't tell you my feelings (feelings)
Fuck it I'll make it a song (make it a song)

I can't say your name it's too much pressure but I love you
Show you in the car every song that I hold to
Even though it's bad I still think that we can pull through
Come stay at my pad and then I'll fuck you till you can't move
Cover insecurities with feeling up your body
I think you look perfect I think I'm looking too shotty
When we fuck I hurt because you're my Aphrodite
I'm feeling too amateur I think that you should hide me

They wanna know what it's like
Hoes never staying the night
Call 'em a Lyft or an Uber
They couldn't just stay in my life (yeah)
I know that I'll never be right (right)
I can't admit when I'm wrong (wrong)
I couldn't tell you my feelings (feelings)
Fuck it I'll make it a song (make it a song)

What It's Like

lyrics:

One more life is all
 all i ask
 so i can make it last
 the memories
 that i threw all away for 
 a temporary fix
 throw me in a ditch
 cut me and my wrist
 i deserve this shit 
 karma is a bitch 
 Cursed me like a witch 
 Losing all i love 
 Oh i've had enough 

 Far away i'll go 
 My stories not yet told
 I'll prove them wrong i know 
 I'll be someone's hope 
 I can't find a reason not to cry

karma is a bitch (prod. neverforever)

a consequence of lack of caring
is all i know 
i gave it up  and tracked the hours
still its at my throat

i guess that im not surprised
given my situation
i know he didnt survive
should’ve been education

it didn’t take too long
where did we go wrong baby
guess i’m not that strong
i guess better im gone 

save me 

so why am i so cold
inside
i wanna break my bones
it’s time 
that i take control
i don’t need it
but i can’t let go
i can’t let go
i feel so cold
inside
i wanna break my bones
it’s time 
that i take control
i don’t need it
but i can’t let go
i can’t let go
and i feel so cold

Pointless (prod.bycian)

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