sleep forever

I just feel like i'm way too obsessed with the sex!

SEX OBSESSION! (feat. cade clair)

. (Letters in lullaby)

love of your life

Wings

I don’t really matter 
no they never wonder 
they don’t ever  find out 
how I’m feeling under 
like I never matter 
???
like you never wonder
like you never found out
do I have to beg you 
will I ever matter 
will you ever feel the need to 
can you ever find out 
can you ever reach me 
can you never let go
always giving xos 
no I never ever matter 
think of me right after 

no they never wonder 
how’s he really doing 
does he ever smile 
when he’s all alone 
does it ever really matter 
maybe ima workhorse 
maybe I’ll just workout
maybe I should lose them 
ik it never works out 

not happy ever after 
no I never matter 
bother them by laughter 
they hate me when I’m happy 
they hate me when I smile 
they hate it when it goes well
should I not be breathing 
would that make it better 
sorry I upset you
sorry that I’m trying to
sorry that you hate me 
sorry that I stayed around so much 
sorry that I ever gave a fuck 
sorry I don’t matter

idontevermatter <|3 prod. 2ukko

I was looking at her blue eyes 
i got lost up in her highlight 
 I was looking at her makeup 
she was looking with those bright eyes 
touching on a black dress 
you got blush on my white tee
when I’m lost can you find me 

right when I’m leaving 
think I’m good let it fall out 
let the rain fall down 
let it all fall down x3

maybe that was all another nightmare 
this is hell we where we don’t have to fight fair 
lotta times it wasn’t just one night there

I can feel myself evaporating 
I can see them all exaggerating 
lately they been all elaborating 
they need each other need collaboration 
they need to have their flowers congratulations 
they need each other need a conversation 

I’m just here for bodies confirmation 
I’m just here another assassination 
another day another hallucination 
another day it’s all accumulating 
I’m so experimental mutilating 
sunshine when you speak it’s illuminating 
I just came for headshots termination 
any artist fuck it extermination 

load the chop let it unload 
think I fucked your aesthetic 
all of you you make me feel disgusted 
kill em dead that’s it the whole instruction

this is it they call it Armageddon 
you can kill me never not a weapon 
formed against me I was forged in heaven 
date was born the eighth but on the seventh 
2000 years my name was in the making 
everything that happened all arrangements
now I’m here to show them what I’m made of

gold and platinum diamonds 
those are trinkets 
guide them where they need before extinction 
thank me later only hope I’m keeping 
all on me as long as I’m still breathing

armageddon prod. fckborne

“Putting a spin on October Passed Me by” (Girl In Red / Alternate Version of mine)

It’s always been about you 
You must know 
You gotta know 

Mm
Mm
I keep the letters that you wrote in a secret place
Every now and then
I go down memory lane
October passed me by just like any month
But I still think of the times you took the breath out of my
Lungs

You don't have to run, mm
Yeah, I got bitter when you got cold
And could you really blame me though?
'Cause I'm still tied up when you go
You know this song is about you
Who else could it be?

You were the first to make me
Feel like I was me
Not Just some tired memory
It wasn't all good, yeah, it wasn't all pretty
Lost our grip while tryna go steady

Holding on to you 
I’ve always knew it was meant to be
I met you at the wrong time

But It’s been awhile 
Do you see it’s the right time finally?

I stopped being busy with the stars, you are looking at me
For better or for worse, I don't know, but for what it's worth
I’m never lost
I let you become the one place my whole world knows to run back to
I let you become the one place my whole world knows to run back to

Screaming at the top of my lungs, beloved
Always in the back of my mind, beloved

Putting A Spin On October Passed Me By (Girl In Red)

Lil Tracy & Famous Dex - Digital (Prod. 12Hunna & BigHead)

produced by classixs beats found at www.youtube.com/channel/UCkNqXC7nc4gtHQ8cKU48iow

lyrics:

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

hit me with a feature boy just know this is art
come at me with garbage and ill rip it apart
honestly i been about it prior to you
and i dont need a fucking friend i need a drink and a dart

i dont even smoke but i think i should start
take a couple years and give em back to the dark
eliviate the pain and fucking take out my heart
eliviate the pain and give me back to the dark

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off

they want a love song
but i havent felt love in a minute
its been so long
truthfully im not sure if i was ever in it
but now its all gone
the people and the visions we both thought of as vivid
thought of as lucid
fuck all the bullshit
strangle and beat up and fucking spit on the cupid
im so gone
scotch and a spliffy had got me saying some shit 
i never dreamt of
sertraline pills im not an artist im a motherfucking
pill box
right now fuck the flashing lights i think id rather see a 
red dot
headshot
maybe its time that i met god

4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

i cant finish project
or put it in motion
everythings sounds shitty
by the damn second verse
got some real friends
sending me some warm texts

but its a shame that my phone dont work

i got debt on debt
u like my shit oh bet
i might not make it for a while
cause im fucked in the head
find me sleepin in bed
i got a 12 hour rest
imma wake up for an hour then go do it again
i needa wean off

give a fuck if im dependent on the meds
as long as i get up and think enough to make a track
its weird to have a thousand people screaming what i said
im good at working under pressure when im sad i write the best
smoke alot of weed but im addicted like its crack
i been rippin blunts until i feel it in my back
when you adopt the music you adopt it till u dead
your brain'll change and you can fire thoughts like your a gat

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

wean off (prod. classixs beats)

ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

produced by LCS and Silent Fresh

mixed & mastered by 9TAILS

thankyou for listening

proud of me (prod. LCS & Silent Fresh)

Letters that become ballads at 1:43am. I don’t chase comets anymore, they look for me…💫

 
Instagram: LettersInLullaby

Putting A Spin On October Passed Me By (Girl In Red)

Letters In Lullaby