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Everything I was doing went against God's planning, I was actively sinning and constantly ignoring; I knew I was lacking but didn't care about changing because I thought I was enjoying when I was really just dying. Even though I grew up believing, it seemed like I was pretending, not really caring, I was going where I was wanting instead of what I'm supposed to be doing.

Angel helped me when I was ignoring, led me away from suffering, constantly desiring without having anything that was fulfilling. I thought France was more appealing because I was focusing on how people are failing and judging, instead of how God's all-knowing yet still loving and forgiving. Now London's where I'm living because now I'm grinding, and focused on improving. I know I'm still failing, but now I'm trying, thanking God for being forgiving.

I should be suffering, eternally burning, but instead I'm writing, constantly growing, trying to be guiding to people who aren't knowing, or even to those who are struggling, maybe not even trying, even though they know their sinning, they've stopped trying, because even when they were attempting, people were still condemning.

If you've stopped trying because of how people are acting, you need to focus on God's love, which is neverending, instead of people's attention, which is always fleeting. I was in the same standing, and it led to struggling, my mental health declining, because I was viewing myself as impossible to be worth reviving. That was a lie I was believing, because of what I was experiencing, from people who were judging.

If this is the first time you're hearing about anything that I'm saying, you need to start reading and try to start learning, all you need to do is be repenting, and God will be forgiving. Please start following the path I'm walking.

If you're already believing, but currently struggling, even though you're trying, you need to stop distracting yourself with what you're enjoying, and need to spend time praying.

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Jesus Christ is Lord
Save Palestine, Israel has fallen away 🇵🇸
LGBTQIA+ rights are *human* rights 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

They/Her/It

/// A Transgender Christian //
~ The Anomaly ~

* A SHEEP 🐑 IN WOLVES' 🐺 CLOTHING 👚 *

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