Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5gMbaa3KuTXSbJkOXqzZFM?si=9cbfae401c3a42ea

Don't Let Go (Earthly Moment! Remix)

prod @s1ninja

lyrics soon i think




https://open.spotify.com/track/1D9witPOcGBy5qZYmOUvab?si=1C7lEl0fSD-toVkalURSsA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4ddgpA1qvM7Reg6eaYP9lf

same lights same nothing (p. s1ninja)

Lyrics:

Did you know that I'm not normal?
Only certain people make music at this level; 
I know I'm newer, but we can skip being formal,
I wanna talk bout more but I gotta b careful
cuz certain people might reject my real color;

Did U realize that I'm technically transgender?
The heretics will say I'm a blasphemer,
but i don't think my identity blocks my final;
Isaiah 1:18, God's my cleaner

Even if I'm a Tranny, I'm still a believer;
Though people will call me a deceiver
I was sinning more when I wasn't being clear;
Proverbs 28:13, I won't be a concealer
Iceworld's where I'm going, despite my cleaver

Surprise! I'm not just a normal preacher,
Most "Christians" will be a heater,
acting like I can't be a preacher,
when they're acting like Julius Ceaser.

Revelation 3:20, God will be with ANY acceptor, this means that regardless of their behaviour, they can obtain the eternal

Most Christians now would've been like the ruler of Judea,
Murdering the one that came to be their saviour,
You can't even say that I'm a liar; If Jesus came back right now, the Gentiles would be more accepting than most believers.

I've already revealed part of my failure, so I might as well continue; 
If you're a listener, you know my old name was ThytonMC, but you probably don't know that I was a player, and worse, everyone I abused was younger; I have no excuse for my past behaviour, even though I was a minor, that doesn't really matter, because of the weight of my past behaviour;

This song's important, so it'll sound more typical, because I want everyone to be able to gather everything that I'll splatter

Even though I grew up around the faithful, I ended up becoming a faker, I guess that's why my name's Conner; I was adopted by the creator, both in the physical and the spiritual, but I still fell further than most people. I'm praying I can use my failure to guide believers further and help anyone that's searching to find the true healer.

Everyone falls short, and I'm the example; If you're already a believer, like all of my followers, please try to improve your failures, if you can't see your own slacking you need to be a prayer, and need to be a better reader, afterwards, try to share it with the traveler.

If I've somehow reached the unbeliever, please listen to my failure, and realise how much favour I've gotten from the only true forgiver;
The only reason I'm able to be a singer instead of a prisoner is because I admit I'm a sinner. If anyone can claim that they deserve to burn in the fire, it's this song's writer, yet instead I've become a preacher.

C4NC3L3D (3.0)

(prod me)
Lyrics:

It’s gonna get loud 
We’re destroying hell 
Man we’re fighting right now 
We ain’t gonna pipe down
It’s all for gods glory 
So we’re casting all our crowns.
It’s gonna get loud 
I can’t stay quiet 
When gods in the house
We ain’t gonna back down
We’re gonna get mad 
And kick Satan out of town

RIGHTEOUS INDIGNATION

so i’ll die to my flesh 
cuz you payed the price 
for my death 
so i’ll die to my flesh 
cuz you payed the price 
for my death 

i just wanna be closer to u
i just wanna be closer to u
i just wanna be closer to u
i just wanna be closer to u

closer to u, to u 
closer to u, to u 
i just wanna be
i just wanna be 
closer to u

but there are dark forces
trying to tear us apart
but there are dark forces
trying to keep us apart

i just wanna be
i just wanna be
closer to u

so i’ll die to my flesh 
cuz you payed the price 
for my death 
so i’ll die to my flesh 
cuz you payed the price 
for my death 

i just wanna be closer to u
i just wanna be closer to u
i just wanna be closer to u
i just wanna be closer to u
i just wanna be
i just wanna be 
closer to u

CLOSER2U!

blood

prod me
[lyrics]

Where are we
It would be nice to know
I’m sorry
It’s getting harder to hold on

Might be the last time
I only wanna see it through a bad light
I might put my money on the best lie (lie)
Don’t ask me why
I’ll use you as the one that pushed me away
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil
You changed my heart, would you stay

I get so conceited when im all alone
I can feel it all
I can see my flaws

It's just enough to feed my ego
It took mine to show your evil
I don’t need more than this
I don’t need more than

Where are we
It would be nice to know
I’m sorry
It’s getting harder to hold on

Might be the last time
I only wanna see it through a bad light
I might put my money on the best lie (lie)
Don’t ask me why
I’ll use you as the one that pushed me away
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil

last time

prod me
[lyrics]

You are 
So, good to me and i
Don’t
Deserve it
Deserve it
You are 
So, good to me and i
Don’t
Deserve it
Deserve it

undeserving

Psalm 34:18 The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit 

song w @st4rcher-627362606 (Raijust!)

LOVE IS GONE

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7uQFhQTa0ZXNzfZWpuCrzM

FEAR!

first song fully prod me. no loops or samples <3
God is good!!! hope youguys can relate in some way

lyrics:

Mirrors be my enemy
I'm trapped inside what i see

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

I'm so sorry that I talk back to you
Know you're tryna push me to a better mood
I'm depressed I'm insecure in a new moon 
Everydays the same tryna speak thru you 

Sometimes feel if I'm too open you won't bless me no more
That all I that make should be bout you and feelings should ignore

Desecrate me again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

Lost too many of my friends
Jesus tell me will it end
Not enough once again
Swear I'm always on defense
The way I look is always dead
No emotion in my head
Try to numb it with the sound
That I play twenty 

Four seven 
I'm stuck in hell not heaven 
If you got a cure, send it 
Don't got a soul, can't sell it 

And everybody I'm around
Is so close to God 
I'm so far behind them
I always sit and stop
I'm stuck in limbo 
Where my body drops 
I wish I could be there
There close to God 
But I'm not

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

insecure

Jesus Christ is Lord
Save Palestine, Israel has fallen away 🇵🇸
LGBTQIA+ rights are *human* rights 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

They/Her/It

/// A Transgender Christian //
~ The Anomaly ~

* A SHEEP 🐑 IN WOLVES' 🐺 CLOTHING 👚 *

C4NC3L3D (3.0)

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