theres no way out as far as i see, im going through hell can you find me

51:50 suicidal. 🦇 whos insane? 🤪 hate me while im here love me while im lost

Really not fight what did found against sun great giving all hope is not dough

Favourite part of the song… it hits different

Vibes

Waste My Time-Iamjakehill

produced by aries, wyatt otis, and pharaoh vice

SNAKE EYES

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_real_McCoy

Preppy Gxd Steven - Real McCoy Rich Boi Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Preppy God Steven, 22 years old and fuck a rule
The real McCoy of wealth, never old news
A financial giant in boat shoes
Money bags when I cry, rarely blue
As a boy my Dad threw me the perfect spiral, a money ball
I made the catch, now I'm the catch
Wealthy life and naughty, every party I attend is a ball
Never touching down, every moment we lift off
Damn I just can't stop getting off, winning and flossing
There are plaques engraved with my name and face
My family has a crest and historic racks
great grand dad is in black and white photos traveling the world, money cramps 
(Thanks gramps!)
One of a kind stamps, sports stadiums, museum collections, high ass pants
My money is an intellectual guy 
I've taught him to study and advance
My A.I figures make plays of their own that branch
Is it a check if it comes forever?
Is it a check if it comes forever?
Cartoonist money bags, I draw the field and myself
Fuck this story I'm rich and hype myself (Hype myself!)
I kicked the fourth wall down, buying properties to renovate, 
flip em as a hobby, pal
(That's advice there bud)

(Chorus)
What the fuck is a chorus?
What the fuck is a chorus?
I can sing for myself
A band of assistants follow me when shopping, 
theme music doesn't generate itself 
I wear a cape so I can stand still when it flies
Every structure in the game is a free ride
I'm the real McCoy! money money money board game life, toys 
I'm the real McCoy! money money money board game life, toys 
I'm the reeeeallll McCoy! Money money money board game life, toys!
(Yes!)

(Verse 2)
None of my family needs to reach out for cash
In an alternate reality I would pitch in to help
They're all made in their own right
None of our creative ventures failed
Most at the height of sales
A dozen tech companies for me, just a crypto whale
My sister is an art collector, 
her bids on pieces are money hay bales 
She taught me the ways of an auction, 
my super car collection is now a scare (Boo!)
My younger brother’s path is his to choose
We will guide him in stupendous wealth 
My family and I are orca whales
Born with skyscrapers down the hall and labeled top shelf 
Soho swag, another gold bar about wealth
I'm preppy enough to be the lacrosse team head
My outfit is not a game, my goal is made with every step
Casual business looks easy money on me
That's Uhhhh wealth on wealth 
(Wealth on wealth)
(EZ!)

(Chorus)
What the fuck is a chorus?
I can sing for myself
(ooh oouuuo ohhhh)
A band of assistants follow me when shopping, 
theme music doesn't generate itself 
I wear a cape so I can stand still when it flies
Every structure in the game is a free ride
I'm the real McCoy! money money money board game life, toys 
I'm the real McCoy! money money money board game life, toys 
I'm the reeeeallll McCoy! Money money money board game life, toys!
(Yes!)

Real McCoy Rich Boi

i never apologized | Ft. Two:22 (Prod. Misery)

@kingtheta

If we all love uncontrollably then life on earth will be much better <3
Many can enter but few are chosen.

Lyrics

C
U had me going from the day we met
Made so many memories I can’t forget
Always thinking of the times we spent
But I don’t want to
I don’t wanna think about u

V1
I’ve been feeling lost
Talking with your ghost
Scrolling through ur Insta
Looking through ur old posts
Me and u and doggo
Smiling for the camera
Both of u are gone now
I am just the last of us
Wish u never left me
Wish u never met me
So I didn’t have to feel this pain
Thats never ending
While ur up in heaven
Make sure u save me room
The good will die young
So I hope I die soon

V2
I can see you in the
Bright looks, in the eyes of our friends
Still feelin all the good vibes you'd send
Old books, that you left on my shelf
Remind me that you taught me how to love myself
Your light in every star
You vibrate in my guitar
My life's a show and
You play an important part
The notes you wrote me
Burned their words into my heart
I see you everywhere
it makes forgetting hard

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days we had | Feat. king theta (Prod. Jayhmez)

Hey guys, this is my debut single. I really hope you guys like it. More to come. Please share with your friends!

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Life2Live

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If you want to take my life (feat. SadBoyProlific) 

Loved making this one, I hope you all enjoy.

If You Want To Take My Life (feat. SadBoyProlific)

Lyrics:

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?
(do you care)

Hiding my pain
there's poison in my veins
going insane
the lack of You is driving me crazy

don't know what i'm saying
there's nothing there that you're saving
and you know that i'm praying 
i can't feel the rain

Pop another "X" pill
always aim for the kill
i don't know what i feel
am i dreaming or real?

Up for you to decide
am i dead or alive?
wanna come for the ride?
i little pain on the side

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?

I still really want what we both had
writing all our stories in my note pad
had you in my sights but i missed it
i'm an odd number i'm a misfit

I wan't some real friends that don't stab my back
getting sick of fakes and the heart attacks
my life, always filled with hurt
why do i always get what i don't deserve

i've been acting up on my mood swings
aint feeling shit no toothaches
you're my weakness like fruitcake
i might dip this place to a new state

keep on eating fast food it feels like i'm starving
lately i've been messed up, I don't feel my heart beat
you said i don't try but try, my heart
left an indent like a sharkbite mark

when you coming back? 
'cause i need you
slowly i'm desolving
like i'm see through

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?

Lovemark (feat. Powfu)

i turned 20 today, thanks for listening <3
Dropping 'SBLS Pt. 3' on April 5th!!

Shoutout to @kuzumellow for the amazing 3rd verse
and my homie Alan for the beat.

Instagrams:
@pow.fu
@kuzumellow
@the_runaway_club

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met at a party | Feat. Kuzu Mellow

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

Little Die Or Ride

Song title - Reflection
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics: 
I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

(X2)

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

I couldn't help myself 
you smiled and I was lost
in a lovesick world endorphins 
they can be toxic 
you played me for a fool
cause love was never an option

I want to wake up 
and feel like 
this life is a blessing 
instead I'm drinking whiskey 
loading bullets in my F-N
leave everything I own
to my family and best friends
and I know it aint your fault
I just can't keep on pretending 
that I love my life and 
everything is fine around me 
while I feel like I'm drowning 
demons they surround me 
talking very loudly
all inside my head
I know its all inside my head
cause

I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

Reflection

Issues

i love you all so much.
thank you for always being there for me <3

Song title - Reckless
Production & Vocals by Lund

Lyrics: 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Numb inside
photos on the wall 
I can’t stand the sight 
Cause every where I look 
I see you and I
It’s tourture baby
I don’t even feel alive
I can’t even cry 
Hole inside 
My heart
You took advantage 
Of my trust Oh why’d 
you have to ruin
All our memories 
I tried everything 
To keep you by my side 
But I can’t love a lie

come back 
Quit wasting time on love you know that won’t last
When this hearts only for you 
I could show that 
in everything I do for you 
you’d know that
All of me 
I’ll give to you 
Won’t hold back 
Trust in us 
Oh I believe 
We’ll grow that 
Anytime you need me 
I’ll be right there
I been here before 
I know your scared 
your heart im tryin repair
Cause I know that love is

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Silhouette of you 
Playin on a loop in my head 
It was all a ruse 
Didn’t mean a word that you said 
I gave you my heart 
you wanted my soul instead 
This an sos but no one here to save me 
I’m dead 

Caught up in a lie 
Can’t forget the words you said 
The way you made me feel 
Even it’s all pretend 
Poison in my veins 
I can never trust again 
Look into my eyes 
I want you to see what you 

Did To me 
tried but I can’t erase all our history 
haunts me everyday I live in misery 
Without you I have nothing but our memories 
Life is like a puzzle
Your the missing piece
Now I’m so confused 
On where I need to be 
Searching for the answer
But it’s plain to see
We weren’t meant to be 
Baby I’m just tryin figure out 
How you could be so 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Reckless

Artist & Producer
Inquiry - yousadbruh@gmail.com
snapchat - lundbeatz

Fiction

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