Produced by @splashgvng & @thislandismusic
Artwork by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
No I'll never be

Wonder who I am as I stare in
The bathroom mirror as the shower fogs it up
And I think of what I've done
What I will do
And what I'll be after everything adds up
Once again I descend into madness
Take a deep breath, time passes
And nothing ever lasts
So I can find some peace in that
For a minute, then that feeling comes creeping back
What do I say when you ask me how I'm doing?
I just say I'm fine
Try to keep it moving
But in the back of my mind
I feel like I'm going to lose it
Sad part, if I died
It would probably be for their amusement

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
(No I'll never be)

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
that I'll never be

Wish I Knew

altbaufenster

Beat & Vocals By ℒund
Buy: https://lundbeatz.bandcamp.com/track/only-for-you
Lyrics:
spend all my time with you 
i feel so alive with you 
baby you know that its true 
cause my eyes are only for you 
(x2) 

no i can’t bear to see you go 
no i don’t want to let you go 
the way i feel when were alone 
oh girl you keep me on my toes

and you would never even know 
its kinda hard for me to show 
but baby girl i love you so 
i want to call you all my own 

my eyes are only for 
my eyes are only for you 
only for you 
(x2) 

my heart is only for 
my heart is only for you 
only for you 
(x2) 

spend all my time with you 
i feel so alive with you 
baby know that its true 
my eyes are only for you 
(x2)

Only For You

Lyrics:

ℒund:
Might just feel my brain with lead
Torture from the words you said 
Running through my head
Late while I lie in bed 
You know from these wrists I’ve bled
(x2)

Blood on my t shirt 
Blood on my carpet
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting 
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
What do we do now
We are all dying
 
This world that were all living in is fucking hell 
I swear to god sometimes it makes me want to kill myself
This is a maze, where's the exit 
Fuck it i can’t tell
Asking god why i cant check out 
Triple 6 hotel.

I forgot to die 
I guess ill wake up
Girl I told you 
You look better with no make up
I don't wanna go no where 
Let's just stay home
It just seems like lives better when were alone

(But still theres)
Blood on my T-shirt 
Blood on my carpet
(ohhh)
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting
(Fuck all the fighting)
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
(Why are we lying)
What do we do now
We are all dying
(we are all dying)
(x2)

Foreign Forest:
You were on my good side then
Now I'm getting high with my friends
Ima focus on my ends
If you wanted just to play pretend
Then you should have said you love me then
(x2)

Off the drugs
'Cause you ran off with your love
You were just here for the buzz
That's what this life always does
No fair now
Smell you when my hairs down
Picture perfect
Now I'm feeling worthless
I'll get over your spell
Only home for you is hell
Hope your frozen cold
When you see my gold

Tears on my T-shirt
Tears on my carpet
I'm all alone now
Feeling nostalgic
Where did my time go
I gave it to you
If I paid attention
I would've seen through you
(x)

forgot 2 die ft. ℒund (prod. late june)

Thank you all so much for 40k we in this bitch

Addict
Vocals & Production By ℒund

Lyrics

kush up on my clothes
whiskey on my breath
my only prayer to god
is to ask for death
i still smell your perfume 
like u never left
missin late nights
u leaving hickeys on my neck

empty bottle 
numbing all the pain
wake up in the morning 
circumstance is still the same
I’m having trouble trying maintain 
sanity inside my damn brain
fuck a bitch and then i get paid
they wonder why I’m so lonely

they wonder why I’m so lonely 
wonder why I’m so cold
cause ion need no help
bitch i do it all on my own
doing numbers you’ll never see
this aint no hobby its a part of me

see theirs a lot of snakes 
that going slither through the game
try and take advantage of your lil bit of fame
thats why i don’t work 
unless I’m mother fucking paid
young kid with some intuition 
listen what i say

they told me i could never be 
everything that i am now
all i got is room to grow
cause theres no more breaking me down
been at the bottom to long 
harbor emotion 2 put it in songs
you think you know me
you got it all wrong

Addict

Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:

I'm loosing my soul
My demons they grow
They drag me below
but nobody know
No nobody knows

When they take control  
I cannot die 
I don't bleed anymore
Still I feel the pain
inside this hell
I'm burned by the flames
Eternal yells 
cast into the lake
Where there is no love 
Cause love is just pain
So why am i  living g life
Cause life's just the same 

Blkbrd don't need a reason to go fly
Nobody wonders why he gets so high
Nobody ever question where he go
Cause nobody pays attention anymore

Blkbrd gon fall from the sky
Blkbrd gon take his own life 
Blkbrd  he say goodbye
Blkbrd he don't wanna cry 
Blkbrd he don't wanna cry 
no more

ill admit that i am selfish
ill admit that i have lied
but girl how many times can
i fucking apologize
stare into your eyes I’m looking for a vital sign
but all i see is cold baby your hearts turned into ice
conversate with god 
only thing that keep me round
got a little bit of hope left 
though I’m broke down
late at night my demons fight
they yell so fuckin loud
burning blunts and empty bottles
only thing that calm them down

BlkBird

Vocals and Production By Lund.

Lyrics:

couple hits of loud
is what i need right now
if i let the stress build
it will slow me down
this world is cold 
i can feel it 
like frost bite now
drink a pint of henny
just to lay me down

wish i could’ve seen it in my foresight now
where were you when u said you would hold me down
how could you watch me struggle and just let me drown
i never thought you’d be the one to let me down

so baby now I’m down down
i been down down before
so u know ill find the strength to 
pull me right up off the floor
baby best believe me
i aint coming back no more
I’m fucking sick of doing circles 
around this revolving door

yeah wish i could seen it in my foresight now
but everything is broken cause you fucked around
i wish you would seen what we had was good 
used to feel bad cause i doubted that you could

well u just proved my suspicions were true
hate to admit that i really love you
thats why i fucked up 
when i stayed with you
the first time around

soon ill be gone
i will move on
our love was lost
turned into dust

see you don’t gotta tell me what you wanna feel
just come with me baby ima show you something real
if you look into my eyes you’ll see
baby come and spend the night with me

Foresight

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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Lund - Reflection

OCTAVIO - Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)

Stream/Buy "Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)" here!:fanlink.to/Nineteen_OCTAVIO

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Lyrics:
Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Baby i just need some space
I don’t even wanna taste
And every time i see your face
I know that you can’t be replaced cuz 
You know what to say tho
When i’m not okay no
Used to say you promise
Didn’t know you’d break those
Telling me excuses
We left each other bruises
I roll up when i wake up
You put on too much make up

Saying i love you 
I can’t even touch you
Can’t do this again
So now i'm sayin fuck you
Once is enough girl i don’t need a sequel
There’s good and there’s bad but with you its just evil
Our love is a gun one mistake could be lethal
My life is a movie post up at the regal

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Scary
I'm so afraid
Of a world 
That's painted in gray
Scary 
I'm so afraid

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Artist & Producer
Inquiry - yousadbruh@gmail.com
snapchat - lundbeatz

Foresight

ℒund

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