prod. cxrter

surprise surprise;)
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don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
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lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

Old Me (prod. Cxrter x Stafford Beats)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

Lyrics:

if only i, if only i was happy
if only i, if only i was happy
if only i, if only i was happy
only i

if only i was happy, i could watch the world burn
if only i was happy, i'd be ashes in an urn
if only i was happy, i would lock my heart away
if only i was happy, you could watch my soul decay
if only i, if only i was happy
if only i, I'll never be happy

i'll never be happy, i'll just feed into the laughter
i'll never be happy, i've been hanging from the rafters
i'll never be happy, i've been bleeding for the crowd
i'll never be happy but i'll make them fucking proud
blood on a blank canvas, take my final bow
watch my spirit vanish as i leave my broken shell

i wish i was happy, got me wishing, i wish was happy when i was

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: cxrter x cloud
Mix/Master: Ensenada Beats

happy (actor) prod. cxrter x cloud

do you feel me? (prod. drmabeats)

𝐅𝐒 (𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃. 𝐒𝐎𝐋 𝐉𝐀𝐘, 𝐒𝐍𝐎𝐎𝐙𝐄𝐃, 𝐃𝐄𝐂𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃)

MARIO KART w/ KENNY ORLANDO (prod. thislandis)

BATCLIQUE
prod. longboystyle + turro
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz
🎶 https://social.tunecore.com/linkShare?linkid=3PoOI-JsKzOwXw6KCzP6aA

adderall

.i thought i lost you.

.shove.

i know its distorted in some parts - i like it that way
prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Back from the skylines baby blue
Baby waste my time, whats new
Back n forth all night, how we move
Bedsheets no light, gripping onto you

Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you
Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you

Cut the ribbon and tie back
Beautiful mascara to ur eyelash
Hear me out i dont wanna get side tracked
Living In this generation love seems to die fast

Highlight my flaws and dissect my dna
I might be wrong, but go ahead anyways

Played my soul, dress what you desire
Dice roll, snake eyes landing dire
Burn my passion light me in the fire
Truth may hurt atleast u know im not a lier

Back from the sky lines baby blue
Baby waste my time, whats new
Back n forth all night, how we move
Bedsheets no light, gripping onto you

Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you
Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you


crazy4u [prod. yunny goldz]

Momento Mori album 2025

Meant to lead - vails 
Hope you guys enjoy :!

Summer nights.. skateboards in the street
Falling down but getting back on our feet
Windows down blasting old CDs
We’re living young burning calories

No regrets, we’re painting over the past
Fast food wrappers in the passenger glass
Your “sorry” note’s crumpled in my jeans
I’d rather chase dumb teenage dreams

I won’t accept your apologies
We’re better off just wild and free
Laughing loud till we can’t breathe
This is the life we’re meant to lead

Rollerblades and spray-painted signs,
Sneaking out past every stop light
Every scar just proves we lived it bold,
Every joke still funnny when retold

We’re not broken ..we’re just misfit kids
Our playlist knows exactly what this is
Your apology would slow me down
I’d rather keep this chaotic sound 


#rock #poppynk #iof #vails #metal #song

Meant to lead

.smashing mirrors idc about bad luck.

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
We may have our disagreements, guarantee we’ll move on
Not worried bout the season, im aiming for long

tryna find a lady who gon hear me on a route
Im a planner baby need to know the ins and outs
Say were on course but never know what thats about
Online all day never leave the house

Yeah i go to work, yeah i go to school
Still a fulltime loser and thats cool
not expecting pity from a damn song
But If u say im not a nerd well u damn wrong

Bitch im a nerd, word im a bitch
ima turn what i learned into money and some bricks
tryna buy a house a place to exist
Longterm growth by outweighing the risk

why am i so focused on a girl
When i could be focused on the greater meaning of the world
wanna find the one, by my 30’s be married
Buy a little place and have a little family

Middle class rural, F150
Ima put every effort into teaching history
Energy drink every morning heart attack by 50
Is the world really gonna miss me

Every choice that I make, Every place that I move
Constantly shapes my statement of view
Every choice that I make, Every place that I move
Constantly shapes my statement of view




statement of view [prod. yunny goldz]

producer 🎸 | token emo | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | 21 |
💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

happy (actor) prod. cxrter x cloud

luv2messy

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