sacrifical

prod by me x C418, sample is cat
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

[nvr nvmbr]
she asked me if i could feel the rain
as it falls on my face 
but i can’t feel anything
& it drives me insane

baby, i see the rays as they shine on your face
i just need your embrace
you move with beauty & grace

if anything & everything is dying
we’ll fade away
you should’ve just stayed away
i wish it’d remain the same

[sendflowrs]
i’ve never been the same 
its never been the same 
aaaaaaaaaa

*clears throat* 

i said i’m flowrs
mind the e, bruh
she said i’m daisy 
nice to meet ya 

we get some lunch i had steak she had pizza
then we hit the blunt now we leanin like piza
she light up the runtz
give me head, she a keeper

ice in my cup in my drank in my litre
so pour it up
pour it up, pour it up
pour it up, pour it up
pour it up, pour it up

i didn’t say stop 
4 in my pop
on the weekdays do x 
on the weekends do wok

i don’t fuck with no NP’s
don’t fuck with no opps
i don’t fuck with no pigs 
i don’t fuck with no cops, aaaahh

still in my car
0 to a ton in the second i got this
the way i be whippin this shit 
got me lookin like mando
grogu in my cockpit

i’m smokin on ____
i’m smokin on ____
this shit kinds weigh on my conscious
i’m luvin on her n she lovin on me
and im grippin her legs while she topless 

[nvmbr]
i just want your love
but i get ignored, yuh
& i can’t afford to go backwards no more yuh 

if anything and everything is dying
we’ll fade away
you should’ve just stayed away
i wish it’d remain the same

iTunes

beauty & grace

numb (feat. Blospar)

display (feat. Liru)

small hometown (feat. majoraeclipse)

Glow
X16 

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Definition of passion yuh 
Yeah this love is ever lasting yuh 
Idk what spell you’re casting yuh 
But it’s magical and now I just wanna watch you 

Glow
X16

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Verse 
Oh my god it’s amazing 
Yeah the way you make me feel never changing 
Yeah you emanate this glow that Ive never seen before 
Yeah I owe it all to you for helping me explore 

Explore the world and experience love 
The way it’s written down in the story book 
Yeah I lay with you just staring at the stars above 
But then I glance at you realizing I didn’t even have to look 


Got a star got a star right next to me 
Always bring out the best in me 
One day you’ll live out your dreams
And I’ll just watch you 

Glow

glow (prod. tiedforsilver)

I can't be your man, I only come the way you say I am
I can't be your girl, I'll be your gun
My baby looks like Hollywood, I'm doublewides and dollar shots
I like it here the best when I'm drunk
And I look like an animal, always too much or not enough
The pills will bleach my insides 'til I'm done
My baby's sleeping beauty, all Klonopin and makeup wipes
They like you here the best when you're young

I might run away but I'll come back
And bring a bird in my teeth
I'll never be an inside, I'll never be a inside
I'll never be an inside dog

I might run away
But I'll come back
And bring a bird in my teeth
I'll never be an inside dog

inside dog

Lyrics:

(teardrop mafia)

tell my mom i'm sorry
cuz i can't feel my body

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

we got angels in the fuckin' sky
all my dogs bleed
all my dogs be on do or die
wipe them tears, no suicide
wipe them tears, no suicide
tell my mom i'm sorry
i can't feel my body
tell my dogs i luv them
tell my dogs i need them
we gon keep bleedin' till we 6 feet deep, 6 feet deep

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

all them rainy days, all them stormy nights
we done paved a fuckin' way bitch
eyes red seeing blood bitch
eyes red seeing blood bitch
i got hounds, i got dogs in the mf pound
ohhhh put that on my twin
we was born 2 win
we was born 2 win
shout out wifey
shout out dylan
shout out digi that my bro
that my twin
that my twin
that my fuckin' twin hoe
got some demons
eyes still bleeding
freezing, black ice
teardrop dreaming

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

Credits:

Art: bleak7x
Production: cxrter x yunny goldz
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

numb part 4 prod. cxrter x yunny goldz

day 3

lyrics

you come out when i sleep
and walk all over my dreams
you tore me to the bed and I couldnt breathe
i've held my eyes shut all week

i'm holding down the wildfires
with picture perfect nightskies
if you call I might cry
for now i'll lay a light sigh

wait for the sunrise
no patience you're out of your mind
I loved you one time in my life
and I could for more than eternity
yeah tha is what I said
hold me firm, ill grip you to the end 
know its hard but something better left
left alone when inside it is dead

no sound of a breathe when you're waking 
went cold yeah he just couldn't make it
it's all smoke when you live for the payment 
tears turn to shards and you'll start to get anxious

no waiting, no saving 
too late in this mist i'm fading 
rung smoke, I got blunts piling up like pages
bong rips, see the sky go from clear to anxious

i'm so jaded, think I'm hated
I'm not drunk enough, i'm caving
dark surrounds my soul
I dug deep to get out of this hole
but there's more to this than you could ever know
throw wood fire in the pile just to watch it grow
sparks being sent to where my energy went
I'm just trying to find home

hold heart there's no remedy
just get lost in the seven seas
don't lose sleep on where you're meant to be
but lose breath on the memories

we hid in the shadows and got stuck in the pages
and now we know that this is one for the ages
casting the spells like your blood is of mages
I've got a viking heart, I'm courages

it might be all they're offering 
but I fought for this 
burning the land in return for the conquering
couldn't stand for this had to drift with the ocean
drift with the wind while enchanting my potions

rant my emotions
is it open i'm hoping
this undertone comes with a gift and a notice
the smoke in the distance the quickest erosion 
can't lie to myself do I live with this knowing

wildfire

wildfire (jacob vallen)

@noizzbeatz

why do i sit inside til its over
maybe i shouldve tried getting sober
she tried to ride on my wave ion know her
maybe ill fly away for november

tried to run away
but still i see your face
in every single frame
in the back of my brain

i shouldnt have to beg
for the food on my plate
are you fucked in the head
or am i goin insane 

im not doin okay
i rly got a lot to say
but words dont come out of my mouth
i hate to say that im ashamed

i cant say that i hate the pain
because the pain is what made me
wont u feed me to the lake
before my vessel betrays me

feel my bones start to rot
ive abandoned the thoughts
thatve obstructed the process

as i sink into this cot
i start to wonder what ive lost
in the path of my destruction

oh how ive grown to hate your touch
im fallin out of love
thats why i left in the first place

i couldnt be good enough
would you even give a fuck
if i was dead before thursday??

numb part 4 prod. cxrter x yunny goldz

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