my lover
hair as black as night & coal
dry enough to blow him off 
colour code him in the dark
I'm the fire, lit a spark
i do care 
i act like i don't sometimes
he's still here 
normally it take em 3 weeks foe' they're out of the door 
that was then 
now that you’re gone 
i still care 
i act like i don’t sometimes 
you’re not here 
normally i pushed you away so you left for good

my lover (slowed + reverb)

in the moments that i had you 
i was feeling overwhelmed 
there were moments when i hated you 
but could never see my life without him 

so what happens when we grow apart? 
what happens when i leave this place & never return
i hate that you’re in love with me
i hate that you have seen me cry
no i don’t want my lover back, i just want my love

overwhelmed

✧₊˚. 🍓🗒 / 🐰☁️*⋆ฺ࿐

pull the cords out the tv 
call the kids to come see me 

now i know why you were bored 
now i know how you were lured 
& you know that i had the time 
machine gun rainin’ in the sky 
the unknown 
plays with your head til you rot 
had i known 
you would go ahead & go 
cheat, cheat, cheat
you would go ahead & cheat 

look at me again 
my 
eyes
wet, my eyes
look at me again, my 
eyes

tell your friends you saw me cry 
drank lead & some cyanide 
just so you could die with me every night 
you got everything i want & more

cheat (exp.1)

ɡlæmə - glamorous.persuits[prod. Sydney] - DEMO

*natural* (sailing to antigua × sweet medicine)

[verse 1]
are you a natural as she says?
do her words make you confess?
does she water you until you're less depressed
(cause i sure did)

[verse 2]
why, does, he lie?
why, don't you lie?
does she make you smile 
does she bring you joy?

[verse 3]
I saw myself through her eyes 
I'm a threat 
I never promised I was wise till you came 
ever looked at him enough to realize 
you're the only one who knew his eyes
but why you led me on

03.10.22

GDR & The Unknowns present, "420. THE PRE:ROLL [ANGEL DUST - SIDE B].

As the festivities of the night continue, The Unknowns are seen hotboxing inside Shady, as the smoke fills the car, sadboii cues the second half of the tape, SIDE B [ANGEL DUST]. "If you're not coughing then you're not smoking it right", take another hit.

enjoy, 
a blessed 420 weekend to you and yours.

1. selah.

Canvas Sativa's Debut Mixtape. 
The soundtrack to my dreams, i'll just let the music tell a story...

02. Better Know

CAG Radio Show #001

When you’re alone with your mind too long, it can feel like a maze. Lost Thoughts is about wandering through confusion and finding meaning in it. This track represents the beauty in being lost, because sometimes that’s the only way to discover something real.


#trap #emotionaltrap #cinematictrap #darkvibe #melodictrap #soultrap
#808heavy #chilltrap #grindmusic #motivation #dreamstyle #beatmaker #producerlife #trapbeats
#instrumental #soundcloudbeats #typebeat #beatstore
#darkenergy #vibe
#cinematicbeat #storytelling
#melodic #sadbeat
#lateNightVibes #moody
#trap808 #dreamybeats
#soundtrackvibes #undergroundtrap

"Lost Thoughts" By-DreamStyle (A Chaser's Euphoria Beat Tape)

28 Hours later.

✧₊˚. 🍓🗒 / 🐰☁️*⋆ฺ࿐i’m here bc i’m bored :))
you’re my 333 babyyy
🧿 ((( & my dumb lofi experiments )))
IG: littlemissdragonfly
email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff idk
i make music for chakra huns. 
i’m still yaya/Oyama

cheat (exp.1)

oyama oyama