its feeling ghastly in here 
       almost ghostly, i swear 
        - the other day i was strutting away 
         - remembered who i was, on a random
             tuesday
         sit back, relax i got a thing for
           hypochondriacs
         the day i ended it, the start of my own
          my bargaining 
        the spiral was a symbol for my handwritten 
           anomaly
        - & normally, i’d escape reality by capturing 
             a dream in my own version of serenity
         realising now, its self-imprisonment & 
            bondage 
         how do i break free, how do i love me? 
           how do i escape, how do i escape the matrix
           - not part of your antics , only got my magic
               she’s esoteric

esoteric (draft)

✧₊˚. 🍓🗒 / 🐰☁️*⋆ฺ࿐i’m here bc i’m bored :))
you’re my 333 babyyy
🧿 ((( & my dumb lofi experiments )))
IG: littlemissdragonfly
email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff idk
i make music for chakra huns. 
i’m still yaya/Oyama

esoteric (draft)

oyama oyama