An introspective project which literally taught me how to rap. This offering was written and recorded at a time where I was timid, mic-shy and on a pursuit of approval. I'm proud to have left such a dark time with such an uplifting project, I needed to unlock this so I can really tap into making the music I like. I hope you like it too.

Natefeloa ke lipuo tsa NTATAO

6.Child Rebel Soldiers Ft. The Rabbi Himself

[verse 1]
we were in his room
woke up the neighborhood 
we were on some shrooms
best believe that we were woke 
talking politics & hoes
"against the system, we revolt"
looking for the gold
I lost 
eons ago 
they cleaned us out 
now where do we go? 

[hook]
unborn babies 
praying teens 
& mothers 
fathers deadbeat, you would swear this is us
but it's not us
where do we get to the land of the free? 
it hurts that as the youth we got'a fight these policies

[chorus]
is this not the prophecy
we foresee 
every century 
feels like another form 
of slavery 
is there another term
that possibly is derogatory 
to my people
ain't no struggle, this is war man
I might struggle, I'm a woman


war (unmastered)

This is the first installment of my upcoming SOURPUSS EP coming this Winter. This song is about losing yourself to find yourself. Have fun with it & stay tuned for me :)

Peep the teaser of the "Where Have You Been" Visuals
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRT6TQU_VB8

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WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN

don't think i like it when you look at me 
feels like you think im not as pretty
I've got a scar, under my eye 
i dig on it, when im on a high 
I have a few, right on my thigh 
sit on the roof, hope that i die 

i am so empty 
that i can barely cry
I am so shallow
that i don't have a mind 
I've become sheltered,but homeless 
its not my time, you can tell I'm not fine 
(im not fine)
can you release me 
peppermint kisses are not numbing ice
(im not fine)

don't think im different 
just cause im lighter & laughin
starin' at the ceiling 
hoping im gone in the morning 

I'm not fine

Hollow Hearts

Bras & Panties ft. Thulasizwe

i’m fighting 
every particle of you inside of me
feels like a warmer breeze 
i’m smiling, crying
hoping when you come, i’ll feel at ease 
hoping you will see 
that i’ve
been trying, prying, dying 
to be yours
- i’m crying, fighting with every inch inside of me
every particle of mine resembles love in every frequency 
do you see? 
look above now, do you see our faces, places 

i see you fighting 
every particle of me inside of you 
feels like a warmer breeze
you’re smiling, crying 
hoping when i come, you’ll feel at ease
hoping i will see 
that you’ve
been trying, prying, dying

25.01.23

*natural* (sailing to antigua × sweet medicine)

[verse 1]
are you a natural as she says?
do her words make you confess?
does she water you until you're less depressed
(cause i sure did)

[verse 2]
why, does, he lie?
why, don't you lie?
does she make you smile 
does she bring you joy?

[verse 3]
I saw myself through her eyes 
I'm a threat 
I never promised I was wise till you came 
ever looked at him enough to realize 
you're the only one who knew his eyes
but why you led me on

03.10.22

02.12.19 ella rose experiment 16.11

Darkness held when morning came
The sun came up and the stars remained
I know the reason why there’s teardrops in the sky
It’s a missing child
And I folded your blankets the same
I am carrying your flame
For the space in my mind, for the love misfiled
For the missing child

Have I mentioned all the rainbows that you caused
How you lifted up my life that was
So whatever stroke of wonder that brought you to my door
I am hoping it can happen just once more
And I folded your blankets the same
I am carrying your flame
For the space in my mind, for the love misfiled
For the missing child

Missing Child

✧₊˚. 🍓🗒 / 🐰☁️*⋆ฺ࿐i’m here bc i’m bored :))
you’re my 333 babyyy
🧿 ((( & my dumb lofi experiments )))
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email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff idk
i make music for chakra huns. 
i’m still yaya/Oyama

I'm not fine

oyama oyama

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