high + sad.

I ran, trying to find peace, but the further I ran, the more troubled I felt. someday I have to go home.

ngabaleka incomplete(Rehearsal Outtakes - 2021:06:27, 19)

i've been trying to learn 
how to water all my greens
I water them all, but they die in the end
sinks in the bottom with no where to go
I want to float 
I want to grow 

but the maggots are eating my body
can't get my soul
& the magnets are pulling me down 
to the ground, underneath 
really slow
gravity don't exist now 

maggots

Without U (Prod. Greaf)

Can We Meet Again

08 GENESIS

01 MOTEL 6

Divine Intoxication

Enlightened Now

Pyrite V2 (Prod. Daniel D'Artiste)

On Our Sweaters (Don't Let Me Down) (Prod. dylAn)

Payíva (Feat. Wilough) Prod - JABS

Nike

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dylAn - On My Sweater (Original Version)

a product of my journey en route to san francisco at the end of the most unforgettable season of my life.

self-everything

Overwhelming Independence

MIGHT AS WELL

I hate not being a part of your life
I hate standing on the outside
I wanna be the one you see when you close your eyes
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you want 
I wanna be the one you need
but you don’t need me
no you don’t need me

I hate not being the one
I want to be there for you at all time
I hate I hate it
I wanna be the one you need the one you see when you close your eyes
I wanna be the one you want
I wanna be the one you need
but you don’t need me
you don’t need me but I need you what to do
I need you

the one you need

Freestyle (Prod. Mecaveli)

drippin

hope u slip into a deep depression wit this one x


 sit back, spark your zoot n let the tears flow

introverted stoner (prod. jkarri)

February 20th, 2019

Before you heal you must hurt. 
And sometimes love is hurt.
So you must love.

recorded dis yesterday in my room and found a conversation I recorded a year or so back.. u meet some characters on the way don't ya. I just wanna say a genuine sorry to Fire. You were weird but you didn't deserve all that. Hope you finally found your place somewhere in this big, cruel... but sweet world. Sending love.

Also, love ya ez, mad woman, lady of light!

insane, i'm sorry fire.

Produced by sonder the africanime
Written by sonder the africanime and wolffisdead 

Thank you to wolffisdead for this beautiful opportunity 🖤🦋

paranoia v3 (ft wolffisdead)

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you’re my 333 babyyy
((( 🌀 )))
IG: littlemissdragonfly
email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff
(still) yaya.

high + sad.

oyama oyama