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Cry all night
Go to sleep
Then wake up
And repeat
Wonder why I'm still so weak
Break the floor from under me
I'll return with my soul
Right before the feeling goes
Why can't I see my toes
Can somebody cut the rope?
Hear the cries of the fiends
Mind my business while they feast
All I see are broken dreams
All I need are memories
Paint the walls and the crows
As they drag me down the road
To a place that I know
Guess it's why I feel at home

Has the light ever shown?
Deep inside the world below
Ease the pain from getting close
I just want to feel at home
Am I at the bottom or the top?
Why they keep me down when I'm up
See my halo hanging right above
Guess I really never cared enough
Funny how I'm always on my own
Even when they say I'm not alone
Maybe I should take the blight and roam
To a place the light'll never go
Watch it go until it's almost gone
Everything I've known to love is lost
Did I try too hard to write my wrongs
Why can't I just seem to move along?
In this place that's only kept me low
I could never feel the weight I hold
Is there still another way to go?
All that's left of me in here are bones

Cry all night
Go to sleep
Then wake up
And repeat
Wonder why I'm still so weak
Break the floor from under me
I'll return with my soul
Right before the feeling goes
Why can't I see my toes
Can somebody cut the rope?
Hear the cries of the fiends
Mind my business while they feast
All I see are broken dreams
All I need are memories
Paint the walls and the crows
As they drag me down the road
To a place that I know
Guess it's why I feel at home

the only halo I'll have will be the rope around my neck (prod. by born hero)

and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying now im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss (Slowed)

part of the problem

what a way to go, you've got a
a way to go still
did you pray for those nights i've spent
thinking way to go still
what you hate the most will be 
the easiest to fall in love with
when your eyes are closed, you pray for 
torture that's not been come up with
came to my place, laid up against me
i give my thanks and you go against me
feel out of place it's like no one gets me
i forgot to stay so no one forgets me
i still see your face in my mind aplenty
even in outer space you couldn't let me go
if you're gonna hate me cause i'm changing
then before i become who i am i just want you to let me know
i let go, i don't know you, 
wanted to before but
i don't want to, no not anymore
never can be sure until you're swimming to the shore
sharks in the water and blood on my shorts
started to get further but they're catching up of course
i don't even bother being careful anymore
all i do is falter and forget to lock the door

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

way2go

i haven't slept since that day

brain zaps w/ vails

lyrics 


get slammed
pass out
i was down
im back now
two hands
on my face
in sand
its erased
u dont know
my pain
u dont
know my brain
u wont
try saving me
u cant
try changing me

oh im ripped
oh im gone
welcome to abyss
i hope u continue on
i might flip
i might flip it
tell me what u think when im outside of the living

i
i give up

flip

GIVE ME YR LUV W/ YBCMILEY (ERTU)

https://soundcloud.com/boxedcat3
prod. nevrfall
imagine having a broken Soundcloud that doesn't let u post

boxedcat - smoke

disgrace (prod. irby)

Both beautiful and terrible, the Goddess Hel is keeper of the dead, lays judgment on souls, and decides who is reborn. She is both sides of two extremes. Break the narratives, who cares anyways.

My second album ever

featuring: @ https://soundcloud.com/vvherearewe
@ https://soundcloud.com/pure557 
@ https://soundcloud.com/slayer77
@ https://soundcloud.com/koto18
@ https://soundcloud.com/user-521161645 
@ https://soundcloud.com/fangmadesoso
@ https://soundcloud.com/xuuled
@ https://soundcloud.com/veincrawler
@ https://soundcloud.com/glickss
@ https://soundcloud.com/moryy1

brain zaps w/ vails

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