Night Run

I want to be happy . . . keep walking

Passenger Lift

Keeping Me Sleeping

prod. me

lyrics

im like whered u go
i see footprints in the snow
i do not know what to do
to prevent me from being alone

every word that i say
just seems to drive you away
ignoring my texts on your phone
so i guess ill just rot in my home

drinking away my feelings
directing my eyes to the ceiling
as they roll back in my head
hear you utter some words so revealing

you say you never loved me
thats okay neither did i
you look at me, starting to cry
i look down, i cant meet your eyes

dont take it so personally

where'd u go? (sampleix)

https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

amv:
https://youtu.be/6PVfJgVxxXc

lyrics:
i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

trying my best
you'll be better off alone
cause im a mess and i just stare at my phone
you can find another one
he’ll treat you better than i ever could  ohh
kissing in the shower, i'm missing you after
you should see my head love
i'm such a disaster
ohhh you'll stay for awhile
it cuts me deep everytime that you smile

i've
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

i'll regret it when you're gone
getting tired of writing the same songs
i can't help but worry that you'd leave
there's no way that anybody could want me
almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, i'm learning on how to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i'm so used to trying to vanish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i'll regret it, when you're gone

skele - it's my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

everything by me, thanks for listening x
special thanks to @yehon

yes i reuploaded it unpitched <3

(lyrics)
i cut a line for a spot down by the creek 
i signed a waiver, broke a deal 
but now i’m working by the beach 
& i never learned just how to swim, didnt read the fine print
but i'm teaching myself how to stay afloat on my own
on my own

and ever since i took off it's been such a scandal,
you're saying i'm “just a woman," and i don't know what to handle
sat laughing with your teeth in my neck 
and you broke all the bones in my spine as i slept
babe, it takes one to know one, as you're slamming the door shut
at the back of the tour bus, you're packing your bags up
so i watch you, cause you think that i'm bad luck
spoiling your plans, for walking out for another man

starved to death and late on rent
woke up face down tied by the limbs
bending over your bathroom sink, you caught me swimming through amphetamines
you don't know how much this means to me
holding my hair while i'm on my knees,
retching the rest of my guts like it feels so free
i broke down sobbing on the tile floor, when i finished you were out the door

feet in the sand, head in your hands 
terminal two to take off or land
drive you out next to john wayne, you'll fly out now, on the next plane
picking fights with a force that you can't blame,
no you can't blame, no you can't blame, no you can't blame

woke up from the rubble of a crushed-up semi truck 
crawling out from the wheel and i couldn’t help but think, like, fuck
has it been six weeks? was it just six months?
being touched in the wrong way, and you’re no fun on a bad day, 
with your hands on my waist, it's a sad thing
slamming hard on the brakes in the fast lane, in the fast lane

caught over the county line, you know what to take if it was mine
it's all your proper possession, you'll always get what you mention
so when i'm coming on back, be the first at my pension
chasing god on the wrong train, guess i'm no fun on a bad day
carving scars in a girl that you can't change, 
but i know, babe it takes one to know one, to know one

it takes one to know one

Written, Produced, & Mixed By: ICYTWAT

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lyrics:

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

Its just another Sunday to tempt my mind
Beneath the planes wing I see the northern lights
Im wiped from her fate like im a passerby
I carried your pain so won’t you carry mine
Give me your fate u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there
Give me your life u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

The Basement Flooded (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

temporary serotonin 
little busts of energy 
ceremony
staying faded 
stumbling through my routine 

ive been snorting glitter 
ive been high for the last year
i’m at the shoreline 
i hope that i die here 
stuck in my old ways
stuck in this routine
lying on the floor 
staring up at the ceiling 
can anyone hear me
it feels like i’m sinking 
but nobody listens anyway
i can be your clown
bring you up when you’re down
but does anybody think bout me?

routine w/ dog (prod Anxiety Attacks!)

snowstorm

Sigur Ros - Untitled # 9 B

Agape- Nicholas Britell (sadder)

Stellar Blade

Passenger Lift 161

prod. heyzbee & onidtnom

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest 

honestly, i’m struggling, but i don’t think that’s fair to say 
god i feel so selfish every time i write and the say way 
i’ve been feeling recently, i don’t wanna stay the same
this a cry for help but no one cares, i do this day by day
are you listening to me, every word can you repeat?
god it feels like you’re a liar when you say you’re caring please
it’s all upsetting to me, everything you say is cheap 
you just wanna make me feel better but that’s not what i need 

AVXiD:
i been getting worse
everyday i turn
bb can we take it back a little
back to what we were
let my body purge 
let my systems burn
enter in my heart and sew it up cuz it had start to hurt

split my brain into pieces
u know that i need 
im sick of being
who im not 
somehow seeing
somehow breathing
barely bleeding
let it rot

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down (feat. AVXiD)

shoutout my guy sin

"if i sit down" soon

come home, nomad (feat S.I.N.) [prod stoic]

Game Day Prod. Malice

Tell me I’m okay 
While you push me away 
Faces go extinct 
But her words will stay 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

Nights turn grey
I fell in love with the pain 
Weeping nights always 
You know I love it when it’s rains 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

The suns up 
I’m fucked up
Every morning they needing for me but it’s tough love 
Every morning waking up for the Zoloft 
Waste away slit my wrists and then I throw up 

Remember sipping keystones with my best friends 
journeys every weekend 
I’ll love you till the end 
Remember when she looked at me with her devil eyes 
I didn’t think twice 
But damn it felt right 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards

Greybeards (Prod.funeral service)

70 - Sulyya Springs

The Original Soundtrack of Final Fantasy XV

Final Fantasy XV OST - Somnus

I know I think to much I get so stuck in my head
anxiety has made my body heavy as lead
you mean so much to me but theres no words to describe
I know I'd lose myself if you would leave me behind

so stay
for a while

I wake up in the morning and your still on my mind
you exist in every dream that I have ever designed
you don't think your special but to me your divine
I thought my heart was dead but somehow you have revived

I feel okay
when you're with me
you wash away
what's wrong with me

if its okay with you I wanna be more than your friend
if its okay with you we can seal the deal with a kiss
I can take you to drive ins and later look at the stars
I can comfort your wrists because I know you have some scars

Greybeards (Prod.funeral service)

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