i hear cracks from the mirrors inside
glitter n light in front of my eyes
with it coming too close into sight
scared of what might be coming alive
i left notes about taking my life
and the scenes that unfold in my mind
give me reasons for why i should hide
now that i’ve seen their hollow disguise

my sudden demise
they’d cope
but i can’t lie
they’d know
that i had died with hope
lost

i feel my heart turn cold
pick up a moss clad stone
sneaking along cold floors
now

then i see it
turn of the corner
i hear heavy breathing
running for cover
the terror is seething
at this point there’s no god to believe in

oxygen low, bone dry
sucking out all my life
clenching my fists, ready to fight
checking again if i’m dead or alive

the daylight vanished before i could catch it (dash)

lyrics 

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

and i claw out my eyes
so i cant see what i’ve done 
and i rip out my throat 
so i cant speak to anyone 
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im
oh im
oh im

what would it take 
for u to listen when i warn you
im in the party bleeding out
in the corner
is it me 
or are the lights shutting off
pls check my wrist so that im truly gone

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

wipe that stupid smile off your face (p. wraithontheporch)

Tell me I’m okay 
While you push me away 
Faces go extinct 
But her words will stay 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

Nights turn grey
I fell in love with the pain 
Weeping nights always 
You know I love it when it’s rains 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

The suns up 
I’m fucked up
Every morning they needing for me but it’s tough love 
Every morning waking up for the Zoloft 
Waste away slit my wrists and then I throw up 

Remember sipping keystones with my best friends 
journeys every weekend 
I’ll love you till the end 
Remember when she looked at me with her devil eyes 
I didn’t think twice 
But damn it felt right 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards

Greybeards (Prod.funeral service)

produced by @prodcxrter x threemvsk
featuring @decksmusic x @flesh

https://open.spotify.com/track/7IaPndHHSCwBx3zEFHtFAY?si=CL8_mcGpSG2pvXp4xVEwlQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3nvvOZ7UptPO8PoFNhNMn6

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
every breath i take is just a waste when
you don't share the air that i breathe in
but i'll try my best to stay patient
it's just when i'm with you it's like i'm dreaming

i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@decksmusic]
whats the point in going back on my word?
i’ve felt it once or twice before i’d never raise up the dirt
you saw the mirror break connection at first
cuz that reflections never perfect, our relations are earned
i need like eight hours 
to break sour
you see me in the waves, cower,
all that power will go to your head
paste valor
your flush malar
i wonder what’ll make matters worse
could it last you a lifetime?

i don’t wanna overwhelm you with my pain
i put the pen down, call it a night
in the presence of the same i’d be a lifeline
tell me right now, is that alright?

[@lottaheart]
i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@flesh]
hold my hand
let's walk around
i'll always have the memory
it finally start to hit me
way back then it was something else
we were snowed in
but you kept me warm
for years i've been frozen
opponent of myself i know that
i'm just glad that's not the me that you knew
i put up one hell of a show
remember how callie would hide all the time
i guess that's what i feel like
that shit makes me wanna cry

hopes high w/ decks & flesh [cxrter x threemvsk]

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

showing up for someone doesn’t have to be complicated. sometimes just being there is enough.

lyrics:
if you had a bad day we can talk about it
or we can forget and just do something else
i don't want you feeling like it's overwhelming
as long as i'm alive you won't be by yourself
[x2]

wanna be with you, i don't wanna wait
cause when i'm with you i feel i'm okay
i know you feel like no one understands you
i'm here to help you however i can
you're not alone, girl, you know that i'm here for you
i'm here for you
i know i already told you
you're not alone in the shit that you go through
i'll always be here to hold you

if you had a bad day we can talk about it
or we can forget and just do something else
i don't want you feeling like it's overwhelming
as long as i'm alive you won't be by yourself
[x2]

(i'm here for you)

bad day [flower]

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

Living in my car
Staring at youre photo
My life is dark and i dont know where ill go
(i dont know)
I travel through cities Only God is with me
Leaving Leaving Leaving Leaving

Leaving Deceiving each other
Caressing our bodies im cloaked in dishonor
A facet of whoredom
My letters ignore them
A tent in sodom
saw the Lightning Falling
(Satan)
 Saw you As a beautiful Girl (Satan) (Satan)
For You... 
go under The Soil (Satan)
Leprosy i am a Gargoyle Withered and toiled  Catalyst for destruction
Im Sorry God...
I guess i broke you're rules....
I loved her so much like the Pills in his Room
I loved You too, Yeah yeah youre Gone
Pistol in my palm, wrote a letter for Mom
 As I walk through the valley
of The shadow of death
Nothings left
As I tattoo the sigil on my Chest, Gamaliel
Possess my dreams abandonment you're Set
I am hated by the night I cannot forget

Im a Gargoyle Imprisoned  By Stone
And the Ghost of youre love such a broken road
all the Seeds of my soul Eaten by the crow
Standing By the church
Im a Gargoyle 

Felt so high cards had to fall
I cannot smile, I am nothing at all
Vision Leviticus 
Im a Gargoyle 
Lamentations, Vav Hey Vav

i dont really care cut the blood from veins
(you dont care Either)
Delusions in my mind I am Not Ok
(i'm sniffing ether)
Give up the ghost by the Bridge
By The Lake
(Pour a liter)
High, kill my pressure
Watch me  Jump to my Death

Im not a Leader
Fuck You People
I never wanted to be alive Hoe
In My dungeon Shiny Needles
Love SpeedBalling Off alotta dope (Off alotta dope)

Im a Gargoyle Imprisoned  By Stone
And the Ghost of youre love such a broken road
all the Seeds of my soul Eaten by the crow
Standing By the church
Im a Gargoyle

Greybeards (Prod.funeral service)

luvflorent