[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

https://open.spotify.com/album/76XDGbeLgdXtHXABbBZJEl

wore me out like an accessory '/

produced by @jolst
featuring @xobroken

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
am i over it?
or will i ever be?
if i could i would erase you from my memory
i cant forget what you did or what you said to me
you took me and wore me out like an accessory

and now you're dead to me
don't wanna see another message that you send to me
now who am i?
im someone else
where were you when i was crying out for help?

you were nowhere to be found
(to)catch me while im falling to the ground
you just treat me like a clown
you wont help, you only let me down

i'll just smile and wish you well
i feel broken cant you tell
i've been sad inside
where my soul resides
since you put me through this hell

[@xobroken]
shoulda known that there was no fixing this
asking me what's wrong but she aint listening
we all know the story but she keep on twisting it
i know when i'm gone she aint ever missing me
one second she hate me, next second she kissing me

sending mixed signals fucking up my head
putting me through hell, tell me what is that?
only want you but you looking for the next
i dont think that im over it

[@lottaheart]
am i over it?
or will i ever be?
if i could i would erase you from my memory
i cant forget what you did or what you said to me
you took me and wore me out like an accessory

and now you're dead to me
don't wanna see another message that you send to me
now who am i?
im someone else
where were you when i was crying out for help?

you were nowhere to be found
nowhere to be found
you only let me down

THANKS 4 LISTENING!

accessory w/ xobroken [jolst]

with FøRD (soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
Getting dark, its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
But I’d still let you in to say again
It’s better now

So what would you say in the dark light of your kitchen floor
Cause lately its no one that I’m living for
And there’s no peace fucking anymore
You were so close, only 24
And I still got a fucked up memory now
But thoughts of you could still break through
I limp unsteady through every town
Man I really thought I could save you

And I’m only here til you’re gone
The night on the pier, I still go there a lot
And I held the feeling I know that it’s wrong
But lately its not even safe in my thoughts

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
I saw your hints, I saw your notes
But couldn’t say why

FøRD:
What I wanna say
Instead ima whisper it up in my head
Worried that you’ll break my bones, break my vertebrae
Just like the rest you make me wanna run away
Can we touch base another day?

It’s so hard I can’t begin to tell you the truth
Lights out and I don’t know what the fuck to do
Ask how but I don’t know if I could explain
Bad crowd and now, now I know that they were lame

I used to dream of every night laying next to you
And now I drink cause suicidal thoughts are overdue

So I guess I’ll just leave the room
I’ve had a mess up
But don’t wanna tie a noose

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Rosewater (w/ Brecken )

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x GetBetter x JadedLoner
Produced by: lil XipZ x Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ x teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x GetBetter x JadedLoner
Mastered by: teddyboi
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Intro: teddyboi]
yeah idk what i did but i really seem to fuck up
everythings to loud can you please stfu
you dont get it like me
pray that someone else kill me im like please
said i got a pyramid on top of my head
lots of percocet and codein all over my nightstand
best friends with Vyvanse and best friends with nicans
it over yet i cant im sorry but i cant

[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
i want you to kill me
just end it all quickly
im tired of feeling the worst

im lost inside the haze
im lost inside a maze
babe come look at my face
im the worst

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
I know I'm the worst
Babe
I know that it's thirst
Babe
It's always the same things
Getting up in my way
Anxious tendencies
ADHD 
On the worst days
When it was our first date
Loved you from the first date 
I'm the punchline of a joke
At the end of my rope
Dead end of the road
Broken boy that you don't know
You only know me in the flow
You only know me when I grow
You'll never know me like for real
You only know what imma show

[Bridge: Danny's Adventures]
break me down, break me down now
hear me out, hear me out now
can not forget, still have no regret
anywhere you wanted to go i would take you there
oh yeah anywhere i go i cant leave you there
youll leave the rest behind

[Verse 3: lil XipZ]
thought that i could move on
i guess that i was wrong
dont know what im feeling
id say im feeling numb

you loved to see me at my worst
id say it isnt true, but it is and it hurts
feeling like my hearts gonna burst
next time you see me itll be in a hurst 


[Verse 4: GetBetter]
idk his lyrics

[Verse 5: JadedLoner]
She got me down on the floor
Damn near begging for more
I cannot stand this whore
Rather feel the blade soar
Over my wrist again
Now she’s calling my friends 
No I’m not feeling great more like I need a break 
And I’m 

Feeling the worst 
Even calling you first 
Catch me slip on that verse
Name dropped that lil bird
I’m the one that she stuck on 
I am hurt
If everyone wasn’t dying 
Probably pop me a perc 

[Outro: Crizzy White]
Suffering
Im mutilated
Spill my guts 
I'm recreated
Only live a lie
That's why I'm so dead inside 
I took the bottle to my brain
I said I'm ready for the ride
It's full throttle in the rain
Clip the bridge and fucking die
I'm a psychopath 
Insomniac
A broken boy
A fucking act
A filtered noise
Through broken glass
Of screaming thoughts 
I shouldn't laugh
But everything I hear 
I fear I'll feel it the morning 
I hold it way too dear
And near the tape is now recording

FeelTheWorst (w/ teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x getbetter x Jadedloner)

DONT GO TO THE PARTY

LiL THC - DON'T GO TO THE PARTY W/ 9TAILS (BONUS) (PROD. SKEL)

Produced by mackk 

(Luvflorent)
Do you hate me?
Well I hate me 
I don’t need you 
Why you need me?

The sun stops,I’m stun locked 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Pills in the drain, I’m so scared 
I’m always fucking anxious 
It’s why I yearn for the pain pills 
My stomach is always aching 
You said you hate me

I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 
I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 

(Vails)
why’d you hate me?
baby thought u rated me 
I can’t breathe for real
So caught up in all the feels
Yeah

Dropping a pill so I feel levitated
I’m breaking the silence so now ur frustrated 
I promise to u since u left I’m so jaded 
these pictures of us really seem to be tainted 
I’m faded I can’t seem to cope with reality
Baby it’s hard cus u hated me actually
just cus I’m changing, and breaking 
Don’t mean you should leave me

luvflorent w/ vails & mackk - hide my tears

lyrics ⬇️

time flies by i know
make the life you wanna unfold
one eye looking down the rifle
countless tries they got me going thru a cycle

tbink back when i was young i would go hunting in the woods
grandpa taught me that yhe guns are only used for doing good
why is everybody toting all their guns up in the hood
i really think that i would change the world if i feel that i could

love, peace thats all that we need
everybody hates a single feeling of defeat

i always try my best to tell em how i feel
i dont like to crash the parties
i dont like to pop the pills
gimme paranoia 
used to gimme thrills
made me trapped made me stuck feelin ill
“whats up, poor a cup” no deal
maybe thats the reason i feel how i feel

they said that i gotta learn how to live
i wish that i could get past all the tricks
but i know nobodys an idol
so vital, the fact that you can lie tho

nowdays i think that honesty really got an appeal
theyll take ur heart when u think that they dont steal
yea you really gotta watch out 
cuz theyre gon tell you that you shouldnt ever fear

paranoia hits me in my ears
talking all the time thinking bout the years
i dont wanna think that you were ever even mine
you were with my peers 
it was clear

now i know what really came to my demise
but i dont wanna hear what i should really hear
always try to cover every single little lie
cuz i dont wanan kneel where we used to lay
but when its all uncovered ik how youll rlly feel
ill look up in the sky and hope ur still alive
im feeling really horrible and skippin all my meals
cuz i know im the guy that ruined ur whole life

nobody told me it wpuld be this hard
fell to my knees cuz it was ruined from the start

always felt like i need backup
yea but that aint even really rational 
could blame it all on bad luck
you know this life gets so personal

peace. (cl6udy)

prod. heyzbee & onidtnom

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest 

honestly, i’m struggling, but i don’t think that’s fair to say 
god i feel so selfish every time i write and the say way 
i’ve been feeling recently, i don’t wanna stay the same
this a cry for help but no one cares, i do this day by day
are you listening to me, every word can you repeat?
god it feels like you’re a liar when you say you’re caring please
it’s all upsetting to me, everything you say is cheap 
you just wanna make me feel better but that’s not what i need 

AVXiD:
i been getting worse
everyday i turn
bb can we take it back a little
back to what we were
let my body purge 
let my systems burn
enter in my heart and sew it up cuz it had start to hurt

split my brain into pieces
u know that i need 
im sick of being
who im not 
somehow seeing
somehow breathing
barely bleeding
let it rot

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down (feat. AVXiD)

HmmYesI’mTrulyInformed

Lyrics 



Pull up in the whip, yeah, it's you and me,

Moonlight glow, feelin’ so free,

Romance in the air, baby, can you see?

Diamonds on ice, yeah, we livin’ a dream,




Heart on the line, baby, motto supreme,

Countin' these stars, baby, we make a team,

In the night sky, we fly like a beam,

Hold you close, girl, like it’s a scene from a dream,




Uh, yeah, your love's a vibe,

Got me feelin' high, we don't need no ride,

Hold my hand tight, let’s go for a ride,

In this future love, let the universe guide,




Pull up in the whip, yeah, it's you and me,

Moonlight glow, feelin’ so free,

Romance in the air, baby, can you see?

Diamonds on ice, yeah, we livin’ a dream,






together forever,

Swear to the moon, we gon' shine like a treasure,

You and me, girl, yeah, nothing can measure,

When I’m with you, life’s a whole new pressure,




Kissin’ in the dark, never missin’ a beat,

Romantic future, girl, it’s you that I need,

Always by my side, yeah, plantin' that seed,



Backgrounds by Xenttris



Original Beat Creator: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ab2cpbkwQD0&list=LL&index=1