I actually lowkey drifted to another dimension You both killed it <3

LYRICS¬

I don't really wanna explain
got a lot on my chest that im struggling to relay
so i keep it hush for your sake
nobody ever listened in the first place
i could cry my heart out on a track and you’d forget it in like 4 days 
If you listened to my lyrics then you’d never be surprised that im not okay
no you’d never be surprised that im not okay
Woah,
lemme it slow down for a minute
i been fighting, im abouta reach my limit
Need pills with the potent stuff in it
cross out my own name off the hitlist
Uh 
and its non of your business
Who called it
But its obvious…
…oh its obvious

i could fight the demons, exorcise the monsters
but i could never save me from myself
tell me it gets better when I’m older
but you could never feel the pain i felt
I cant tell you how to make it better,
but i can understand you, if it helps
at least you know now, that were here together
trapped for, an eternity in hell

and oftentimes the thought of something’s
way more daunting than the fucking process
Panic causes me to digress and i push shit to the side when i should progress
and its holding me back
And i cant accept the facts
but it
Its fine
I
Ill make it 
this time

(I could never 
I could
I could never save me from myself
My hearts broken, 
i fall apart
all, the words i left
Unspoken)

helpless case
dont give me hope baby i know that you’re not here to stay
I know you’ll leave one day
Like everything ive ever loved you’ll slowly fade away
fade away

i could fight the demons, exorcise the monsters
but i could never save me from myself
tell me it gets better when I’m older
but you could never feel the pain i felt
I cant, tell you, how to, make it better,
but i can,understand you, if it helps
at least you know now, that were here together
trapped for, an eternity in hell

save me from myself (idealism)

prod. 2001

shoutout the homie skrwd <3

woah
in the silence i will drown
tonight 

i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

in the silence i’ll drown tonight 
no one can save my life (save my life)
all i needed was a friend 
to come and pull me out of the quicksand 

SKRWD:

its been a while and i still feel abandoned
it comes to mind all the time, i cant stand it
every night i lie awake to reminders of the sound
maybe i wont feel a thing on the way down 
i dont get it
you never meant it
so whyd you wanna be the one who said it?
i dont get it
i dont get it
why say it if you never meant it?


i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

(in the silence i’ll drown tonight no one can save my life)

in the silence i’ll drown w/ skrwd (2001)

Artist:
@ghosthandsmusic

Lyrics:
Is there somewhere else you’d recommend
I could use a break from my body and my head
Spend the time on love or making friends
Or maybe I could be a poltergeist instead

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be anyone

I promise I won’t scare you all that much
We can trade a secret or two but keep it hushed
And you’d ask me how I’ll ever feel complete
With all the people and places I could see
‘Cause I’d rather stay near home (did you get it all how you wanted)
And haunt a place I know (walking in a place that I haunted)
Break glass to say hello (am I the poltergeist that you wanted)
A little nudge to feel a little less alone

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be anyone

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be someone

ghosthands - poltergeist

lyrics

im home 
she says im home
laying right next me but i didn’t know
no she never showed 
and we just couldnt grow
we couldnt let lose of the ties we had sown

i love you more than i could love my self 
dont you see the imbalance puts us on a thread
i know the intention is not what u meant 
but if lifes pre conceived then our life is just death 

and the worlds that collide are just all in our head 
and the time that we spent 
oh its all gonna end 
it gets worse it gets worse 
when u lay in ur bed coz those thoughts turn to actions 
you’ll wit such dread

and i now know 
that this is ur home 
but im sorry this house is built on broken bones 

im sorry i tried to help all on my own 
i just thought for this once i could try a life not alone

times have changed 
but im the same on the inside
a deep dark pain
that i couldnt evade even if i switched lives

or switched minds 
im 2 deep in thought see a dead line
im 2 sad to cry 
my words r like wine 
but my body like metal and the rusting is high

so what goods my message if the messenger dies
and im talking near future this world isnt mine
this world wouldnt listen as long as im alive 
so what good am i doing just wasting time

falling like leaves in the forest 
no one heard me at all but theres solice
so please dont feel bad it was destined i promise
i love what i had…its sad but its comic 

oh its comic 
the sickness is chronic
im lost if im honest
im piling up letters to burn in th forest

im just gonna lay here for a while if im honest
im just gonna lay here for a while if im honest

im home

im home (waves)

@fleshgolem

(flesh)
i've been sitting with my thoughts
without your company i'm lost
i wish i didn't overthink every part 
of the words that you said in a dream

(TNS)
Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

(flesh)
i hope that i dont mess this up
got so much love to give to ya
sometimes i think i'm not enough
intrusive thoughts can't break me
and so i try to loosen up 
so i don't lose my grip on us
i'm sorry that i've been impatient lately

(TNS)
Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you

Sitting As The Cars Go By w/ flesh golem [+ jasco]

@strivemusicau
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(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up 

(strivesad)
I miss the stars and symphonies
My racing heart and pretty things
fell apart into my memories
So can we

taste it all it’s bittersweet
It’s me and her the remedy
it’s me and her that perfectly fit with the way that we’re living

The weak sleeps as she weeps through the wasted mental
state of mind while I’m wasting time it’s either now or the afterlife
and there’s a thousand ways of saying that I really tried 
I keep to myself almost every night 

I thought that you would notice
from the fake smiles on my photos
lack of seretonin I hope it comes back so I can focus on
the things I knew that got away
The pain my mind is suffering
I wish to see more better days
and focus on recovering

I’m holding onto to hope and
All the things that help me cope with
all the stress will keep me smoking
bacco cause the stress has got me going
flowing back into my old habits
I hate the fact I’m slowly sink into my old mattress

(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up

Thousand Ways w/ strivesad. [+ flesh x pekarot]

instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=160zZyfIGP4

do i deserve to know, why?

with FøRD (soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
Getting dark, its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
But I’d still let you in to say again
It’s better now

So what would you say in the dark light of your kitchen floor
Cause lately its no one that I’m living for
And there’s no peace fucking anymore
You were so close, only 24
And I still got a fucked up memory now
But thoughts of you could still break through
I limp unsteady through every town
Man I really thought I could save you

And I’m only here til you’re gone
The night on the pier, I still go there a lot
And I held the feeling I know that it’s wrong
But lately its not even safe in my thoughts

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
I saw your hints, I saw your notes
But couldn’t say why

FøRD:
What I wanna say
Instead ima whisper it up in my head
Worried that you’ll break my bones, break my vertebrae
Just like the rest you make me wanna run away
Can we touch base another day?

It’s so hard I can’t begin to tell you the truth
Lights out and I don’t know what the fuck to do
Ask how but I don’t know if I could explain
Bad crowd and now, now I know that they were lame

I used to dream of every night laying next to you
And now I drink cause suicidal thoughts are overdue

So I guess I’ll just leave the room
I’ve had a mess up
But don’t wanna tie a noose

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Rosewater (w/ Brecken )

thnk u 4 th_recent support <3

lyrics

its a mess w/ no rest i
cant tell u how im feeling 
we go in circles like one day its gonna pass by
running backwards the back roads are really quite revealing
ive told u b4 jus worded different to last time

u found a space i just hope that u can make it out
i little different for me but i still tell myself
that ur still worth every second that u output on this earth
u jus gotta c it through ik this world causes a lot of hurt

blow a fortune 
she’ll pass on the fortune
but the words u express sound so cordial its torture

u wear this costume
but it aint a costume 
if u wear everyday and act like its correlated on the inside

u found a space i just hope that u can make it out
i little different for me but i still tell myself
that ur still worth every second that u output on this earth
u jus gotta c it through ik this world causes a lot of hurt

i love u i hate u cant u tell that its the same thing
the latter jus for when things dont go planned
but thats the realm that cant always be controlled 
if u see the painting from the lens 

grow old w/ me 
u wanna grow old w/ me 
if theres a story in the works 
u cant go cold on me 

follow me 
cant allow hollowing 
i see the bigger picture and ill do whats best if we can make it out

if we cant make it out the world wont end
ik its hard to believe 4 u but dont send
threats
i try hard to not live w/ regrets
its all locked inside my chest
please give me a little rest now

i c visions now all holy 
she tells me im the 1 & only
the 1 & only u say.. in this universe?
do u think this was written right from fucking birth

ive seen plenty faces and i can tell a curse
i try forget the name coz ion want that person in my life
but its respect its jus that ik myself and when i fret
u say that its all in my head so.. ig its all in my head

grow old w me

grow old w/ me (taylor morgan x jolst)

red lights from the embers
hard to forget when it's hard to remember
your words and your temper
know i'll forgive cause you start to accept in time
i want this for life
i need you right now
for as long as it takes and the lights in December
clean me out
thought we'd be good by now
for what it's still worth
i know it still hurts in the same way

barely breathing actually
lost in technicalities 
hold him close and damage me
Holy Ghost reality
hung so still like tapestry
first and last i'm all of these
only place i want to be 
drifting in and out and sleep

but they couldn't know that i 
sat in the cold dark
tell me when it's done, what you're thinking of
lately the walls just cave in
and all of my faith just wears thin
so tell me when it's done, what you're thinking of
i know it's hard to sleep
and everything comes back to me in pieces
like how you need it
cold on the table, touched deep
just fucked and departed slowly
if white walls could speak could hold me 
they'd speak of the damage only 

barely breathing actually
lost in technicalities 
hold him close and damage me
Holy Ghost reality
hung so still like tapestry
first and last i'm all of these
only place i want to be 
drifting in and out and sleep

brace against the white sand 
holding it in cold hands
close to you to grow back
time we lost, it's potent
bones had bent from words said
whispered on the church steps
told to him before that
take me whole in one breath

take me out of this body, out of my life
i've been out of my face and out of my mind
i've been out of my depth, closing my eyes
letting go of my hope before it could die
letting go of my hope before it could die

Rosewater (w/ Brecken )

Greenwood

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