amazing job dude 🫡 cant wait to see you live one day

10k for one of the best songs i've ever heard :')

with FøRD (soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
Getting dark, its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
But I’d still let you in to say again
It’s better now

So what would you say in the dark light of your kitchen floor
Cause lately its no one that I’m living for
And there’s no peace fucking anymore
You were so close, only 24
And I still got a fucked up memory now
But thoughts of you could still break through
I limp unsteady through every town
Man I really thought I could save you

And I’m only here til you’re gone
The night on the pier, I still go there a lot
And I held the feeling I know that it’s wrong
But lately its not even safe in my thoughts

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
I saw your hints, I saw your notes
But couldn’t say why

FøRD:
What I wanna say
Instead ima whisper it up in my head
Worried that you’ll break my bones, break my vertebrae
Just like the rest you make me wanna run away
Can we touch base another day?

It’s so hard I can’t begin to tell you the truth
Lights out and I don’t know what the fuck to do
Ask how but I don’t know if I could explain
Bad crowd and now, now I know that they were lame

I used to dream of every night laying next to you
And now I drink cause suicidal thoughts are overdue

So I guess I’ll just leave the room
I’ve had a mess up
But don’t wanna tie a noose

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Rosewater (w/ Brecken )

music video:
https://youtu.be/Ck4vV7So2TY

carhartt jeans and levi boxers
i know that she still want me 
i miss my old nissan frontier
i don't miss you baby

i don't think i'm brave enough for this
i'm not used to paranoia
you couldn't pay me nothin' to stick around for this
what the fuck do you even take me for
i don't think i can stand my ground for this
pour one out 'cause my love is dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but you make both harder when you come around

i don't think i'm brave enough for this 
i'm not used to anything anymore
you can't pay me to stay around for this
i don't know what you even take me for
ain't no way i'm getting down with this
bury my heart six feet it's dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but i don't feel either one anymore

spotify

land of the free (p. jonah + hannah read)

cold misery
cold destiny
ill be on the moon
before 50
never meant to call you out
but what i say is what i do
i see you mixing pills with liquor, what does life even mean to you

cold, out
i wanna die is what you said to me
NEVER THERE!
BUT I'M GONE
HONING IN ON ALL I GOT
DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME
never cared
now i'm gone, and ur a catastrophe

FETAMINES
a sedative
YOU CALL IT NOW
WHILE YOU BLEED
i met you by the RESTAURANT
hold it breathe
HOLY MATRIMONY MOUNT
MOUTH TO MOUTH, WITH ANOTHER ONE

now the clouds come over me daily
i go out at night take pictures, of everything
in the area, reminded, to let it be
i see the moon, i watch it smile, and look at me

cold misery
cold destiny
ill be on the moon
before 50
never meant to call you out
but what i say is what i do
i see you mixing pills with liquor, what does life even mean to you

I SEARCH THE SKY, FOR A GLIMPSE OF HOPE
holding hoping, that you'd let me know
WHAT I DID TO YOU, AND WHAT I MEANT TO YOU
BOY YOU MADE A PROMISE, UR SELFISH, I'LL HOLD IT TO YOU I GUESS

You made a promise (Moon V) (feat. weepings)

pretend i'm somebody else 

prod: jewelryboy
master: @onlyfriendyeah

if we can't be good to ourselves 
(cut me out)
pretend i'm somebody else
(pull me down)
he wraps his hand 'round my belt
(slowly now)
i'll be your personal hell 
your hell 
your hell 

am i allowed to be this desperate 
it's not right
i just beg for your attention 
over ice 
give me just a little bit more 
and i'm finished
i can just pretend 
that i'm yours 
for a minute 
do i make you feel nice 
when i text for no reason 
you don't even reply
"night"
when i need it 
back and forth 
out the door 
no remorse
don't let go 
i'm so close 
my amour

close my eyes 
and pray that i get less attached 
i let you treat me so damn bad 
it's all i have
look me in my eyes 
baby make me melt 
all i ever do is fucking hurt myself 
look me in my eyes 
baby make me melt 
all i ever do is fucking hurt myself 

i'm so aware of it
i hit him up 
if he's a gun 
i'm fucking loading it
i always let him in 
i'm like a dog 
he says my name 
and i just run to him 
pour it up 
i wanna drink till i can't feel at all
in my defense 
i spent a year without the alcohol
i didn't feel much better
it just helped me remember
i'm still too hung up 
on what we did in december

i'm so sick of it 
i don't feel so well 
it's a swing n a miss 
sure you'll be back in a bit 
it's my personal hell 

if we can't be good to ourselves 
(cut me out)
pretend i'm somebody else
(pull me down)
he wraps his hand 'round my belt
(slowly now)
i'll be your personal hell 
your hell 
your hell

personal hell

THE SONG OF THE SUMMER
WITH @ejcarrmusic
EP SOON

lyrics:

up three, down one 
soak in the fun 
couldn't catch it too fast 
something hidden in the grass 
thought i left it in the past 
but don't think that i can shake it 
use me for entertainment 
think i'm falling down the hill 
started fading out the thrill 
needing patience when i'm still

waking up 
guess it was 
plain to see 
through all the positives 
no shot you're taking this away

no shot you're taking this away

i lost enough, can i get another one?
i think im trying to hard to be the one
you know its hard when i always wanna run
i think i’ve finally had enough
of all the shit i take
my conscience can’t be
under all the weight
of half the people
in my day to day
i try to keep the
things you said
behind a lock and key, ‘cause

waking up 
guess it was 
plain to see 
through all the positives 
no shot you're taking this away

waving out of this one
save me from everyone
all within me
no shot you’re taking this away

its all the time i wonder
is all of this a blunder?
before the lightning; thunder
you strike me over and over

there’s no shot, there’s no shot 
(its all the time i wonder)
there’s no shot, there’s no shot 
(is all of this a blunder?)
there’s no shot, there’s no shot 
(before the lightning; thunder)
there’s no shot, there’s no shot 
(you strike me over and over)

waking up 
guess it was 
plain to see 
through all the positives 
no shot you're taking this away

waving out of this one
save me from everyone
all within me
no shot you’re taking this away

no shot w/ evan carr [immortal x perish]

spotify & apple!

prod king theata 
lyrics

me:
last song, so baby keep it playing
my mom been sick of all the playing
iv been playing the part for too long now
i don’t wanna go i just wanna leave my hometown

when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up the phone

hated when i rolled up back then
and i never listened
i just wanna feel you smoke in my lungs
sorry for what happened
baby we were kids then, and iv always been on the run

like can i get up out the 864?
hate this town i don’t wanna live here no more
had me begging i was down on my knees begging please
don’t you walk right out of that door
when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up my phone calls
you don’t pick up the phone x2

spooky: 
you called me a lost cause
then you turned your phone off
iv been in a state of paranoia, feel like a brick wall
you used to be someone i loved 
now you’re just someone i pissed off
you just call me the problem
baby who the fuck got you locked up
iv been waiting round for years for you to tell me i’m the only one
that shit was as real as a folk song
this feel like the last call, at the bar up on long hill
i moved to California but you’re probably there still, uh

i hope the last songs one that you can’t hear
i hope you drive safe ima just steer clear
and growing up is just a cut that you can’t heal
and i know we were kids but why did all of it feel real?
might need a coat, you’re just like a storm 
and the years ain’t kept me dry

last song w/ spookybands

red lights from the embers
hard to forget when it's hard to remember
your words and your temper
know i'll forgive cause you start to accept in time
i want this for life
i need you right now
for as long as it takes and the lights in December
clean me out
thought we'd be good by now
for what it's still worth
i know it still hurts in the same way

barely breathing actually
lost in technicalities 
hold him close and damage me
Holy Ghost reality
hung so still like tapestry
first and last i'm all of these
only place i want to be 
drifting in and out and sleep

but they couldn't know that i 
sat in the cold dark
tell me when it's done, what you're thinking of
lately the walls just cave in
and all of my faith just wears thin
so tell me when it's done, what you're thinking of
i know it's hard to sleep
and everything comes back to me in pieces
like how you need it
cold on the table, touched deep
just fucked and departed slowly
if white walls could speak could hold me 
they'd speak of the damage only 

barely breathing actually
lost in technicalities 
hold him close and damage me
Holy Ghost reality
hung so still like tapestry
first and last i'm all of these
only place i want to be 
drifting in and out and sleep

brace against the white sand 
holding it in cold hands
close to you to grow back
time we lost, it's potent
bones had bent from words said
whispered on the church steps
told to him before that
take me whole in one breath

take me out of this body, out of my life
i've been out of my face and out of my mind
i've been out of my depth, closing my eyes
letting go of my hope before it could die
letting go of my hope before it could die

South Florida Pain Clinic

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNafCR19YrM&ab_channel=ghosthands

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arctic

im stuck up in a tidal wave,
she hit my phone and she said there's no time to waste
i dont hit back but i promise that im okay 
i know the love is here just please stay, dont lose focus

yea yea

i wonder when they'll notice, all those little things
shine so bright like a lotus, like maybe take my hand,
lets walk across the field, but baby dont look back
cuz none of this is real, the stars shine so bright,
so imma take the wheel, and imma drive to some place so far,
to a haunted hill, i know all of this is fake,
its never felt so real, i really dont know whats up
like did i make a deal,  (x2)


its hard to feel like this, why everyday i wake up and i feel like shit
i know its hit or miss, i really hope this works so our future is bright as shit	


i dont know why i try, all i do is write stories and sing these songs

i know they wanna love but i forget the person who i really was

if you gon light the fire, constantly tired, decaying to the bones

just know that i was there for this all, now im just one broken soul

haunted hill [michael harrison]

punisher w/ skele (phoebe bridgers cover)

lyrics

thought i shouldve stayed inside tonight
but you look like something out of heaven in this candlelight
so i will stay if you let me

cuz i only see you on the weekends
but it only rains on the weekends
my stomach hurts and im bleeding
figures talking to me while im sleeping
i wish that i could keep dreaming
but suicide is too easy
plus everyones telling me that im worth something

but i dont know what
i keep coming close but i can never get quite there
this town feels so different
but i dont know why
i cant put my finger on it
everyone cries
but i havent in a long time

i smile i see her
her missed calls i return
i get drunk and she burns
she loves me i made sure
she said im no fun cuz i stay inside and write songs
but maybe this will be the big one
i will love you till im freezing

cuz i only see you on the weekends
but it only rains on the weekends
my stomach hurts and im bleeding
figures talking to me while im sleeping
i wish that i could keep dreaming
but suicide is too easy
plus everyones telling me that im worth something

but i dont know what
i keep coming close but i can never get quite there
she said ive been so distant
but i dont know why
i cant put my finger on it
everyone cries
but i havent in a long time

South Florida Pain Clinic

Greenwood

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