“i don’t knowwwww why”
ts so good bro, dayumm

huge thanks to evergarden for being on this!
produced by michael harrison
**lyrics**
(me)
I still go back to that Autumn night
I lost my judgement in your eyes
You said I need you right here
Now I know it wasn't genuine, I'm masking up my fears

Not gon' lie I thought you were my only friend :/
Am I supposed to sit and watch it all go to waste?
You got a little rent free spot in my head
Chalk mark memories weathered in my brain...

(evergarden)
Withering beside the willow
Watch you lay to waste
I'm so hollow
How can I say in simple terms?
Hard to put this feeling into words...

(me)
It's okay to say goodbye
Maybe you can find your peace
I'll just let this feeling die
I don't know what I need

need w/ evergarden (michael harrison)

this is how it always goes
i got way too close to you and nobody can find me now 
and half the things you said
were promises to someone else and i'm not the same person anymore
and now i'm half the man 
that you knew before 

just cut off the bloody ends
i would've loved you forever yeah
i wasn't ready for anything you did i never saw it coming 
just cauterize me 
i feel like an amputee in the civil war 
and i hope that i die from my infections 

this is how the war's going 
this is my state of the union and nobody can help me out
now i'm just half the man
that you cared about 

way less than 4 score and 7 years ago we had it all 
we had it all 
and i'm tempted to just give everyone exactly what they want 
bits and pieces of me in a coffin

because i'm half the man i was before
i was before, yeah
yeah i'm half the man i was before

a civil war amputee (p. opokubeats + phonetius)

=Lyrics=

[Hollow17]

im just a young man
i dont really got a plan
hoping that u understand
but i know u fuckin dont

u dont know the full story
so idk why u hate me
why the fuck are u so controlling
why the fuck are u so damn nosy

Have you tried minding your own business??
life is way more simple just like that

i tried to satisfy
but everything that i do is wrong
i tried to get along with everyone
but i'm still doing wrong
i tried to satisfy
but everything that i do is wrong
i tried to tell my side
but i can't even write a simple song

i tried to satisfy
but everything that i do is wrong
feeling like i could make 6 or 7 figures
but i'll still be the bad guy in your picture
i'm losing my mind
thinking about it
but i dont care if i dont mean shit to u
i dont really care
no i really fuckin dont
just dont push me to the edge
or i'll have your throat

[Vails]

u take away everything i owned
call it your own, sell the loot for your profit
had my homie on the end of the phone
told me he just bought u out
now i can bet u wished u stopped this

i give up a bit
finally had enough of it
feed me to the lions 
cus atleast they show me truthful shit
faded now i’m jaded yeah my eyes green
swallow up these pills n truth
that ur leavin

reasoning in my soul 
need to take a long walk
breathe out breathe in
finally say i’m done

IM JUST A KID [feat. Vails][plazy! + chris marek]

watch out you look a little run down
fourth quarter and we only need a touch down
uptown this is where we live loud
yelling out to to my love this is our house

feel a lot from the trees when the wind blows
Feeling judged from a flic wit my eyes closed
think of her when i look out the window
judgiest person that i know

but ill be there until ur final days
i dont feel emotion ill ride the wave
i dodge the commotion and chill up on stage
with all of my homies that making the plays

stuck in a gaze

nah nah i dont want games
but if you want beef ima put you in place (x3)

haha put up ur fist u dont want this ima hitchu in yo lip
bLa Bla bLaAa
talkin all that - it got you stitches

oh yea i forgot to mention all tge high phonys had told me whats missing
honesty, integrity and attention 
middle schoold days i was stuck in detention 
highschool i finally made it my misson
find me a person i know isnt ditchin
maybe im comfortable different 
other than losing my senses
that make me feel super distant 
everyone look at me like im a victim

yea but i dont wanan be the villian 
Yea but that day thats just how im feelin
but i cant help it what im feelin
and i cant loosen my belt when its the weekend

stabbed in my back honestly glad cuz i dont hang w rats
told me we cool and then he had to cap
keep pushin buttons and ill lay you flat
right on the grass
youll take a nap
ill take a snap when ur face look all black
and blue

black & blue (yunnygoldz)

sadchill - https://youtu.be/7ZTyeyAf800?si=5q_CUKhWuS3d1mpj

lyrics⬇️

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please dont leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadnt let me go

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we dont got have much time
let me look bavk in ur eyes
always had thought you loved me
now im just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
Beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find but-tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasnt the worst time
no that wasnt the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
thats really all that i did

sorry company w/sadchill (greenwood)

sinister w/ zoltar

prod by mackk
Featuring Vails
written by wes & Vails
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[wes]
don't know what to call it 
I call it all over
said it's the last time 
the last time you're over
think I might be broken
i'm broken inside and
you're the one I blame for the feelings I fight

[Vails]
Really hoping that you’d call
Winter is approaching from fall
tried to stand up, stand tall
never saw the other side of the wall
Yeah
Is the grass greener on the other side 
are you laying in the fields, with no worries right?
is everything good with you this time
Tried to call you no less than a thousand times
never picked up
The only thing I got from you was this fake love
And now I’m broken
I need fixing 
Wanna past time
Cause it’s crippling

[wes]
don't know what to call it 
I call it all over
said it's the last time 
the last time you're over
think I might be broken
i'm broken inside and
you're the one I blame for the feelings I fight
x2

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Thank you to Vails for hopping on this and thank you to mackk for creating a masterpiece beat, Check him out.
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Last Time w/ Vails (mackk)

lyrics

thought i shouldve stayed inside tonight
but you look like something out of heaven in this candlelight
so i will stay if you let me

cuz i only see you on the weekends
but it only rains on the weekends
my stomach hurts and im bleeding
figures talking to me while im sleeping
i wish that i could keep dreaming
but suicide is too easy
plus everyones telling me that im worth something

but i dont know what
i keep coming close but i can never get quite there
this town feels so different
but i dont know why
i cant put my finger on it
everyone cries
but i havent in a long time

i smile i see her
her missed calls i return
i get drunk and she burns
she loves me i made sure
she said im no fun cuz i stay inside and write songs
but maybe this will be the big one
i will love you till im freezing

cuz i only see you on the weekends
but it only rains on the weekends
my stomach hurts and im bleeding
figures talking to me while im sleeping
i wish that i could keep dreaming
but suicide is too easy
plus everyones telling me that im worth something

but i dont know what
i keep coming close but i can never get quite there
she said ive been so distant
but i dont know why
i cant put my finger on it
everyone cries
but i havent in a long time

so different (jacob vallen)

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICS: 
Back before i was in university
I would nightly cry myself to sleep

I didnt like it thats why i fixed it
It wasnt easy i got off my ass and acted on intuition
My mother helped me out without her idk if i couldve did it
But i try my best in every situation
I may be lacking confidence but i got conversation
Words can mean a thousand things with many combinations
Watch what you say, something you dont mean could go a long way
And honestly i care too much about the popular opinion
Not of things but of me, and what the people ‘round me see
I wouldnt want a faulty picture of my individuality 

I used to be nervous stepping into class
Head down, long hair outfit all black
Well the hair i guess i never changed,
consistent with my life and honestly i like it just that way
But back then i was different if problems arose id run away
Now im medicated, in a calmer state
Even when things get hectic i stay focused and conversate
Management position taught me alot and what i know today I owe to that,
out at night flip the camera if the photo black
I remember back in high school, staying late out after dark
I smoked my first bowl for a dollar in the woods behind charles park

A downstem of pen, into a gatorade bottle
I coughed so much god damn it awful
But at that time in my life i wasnt feeling like myself
I had a girlfriend in those days but i dont know if all the fights helped
I made changes to my life to better my health and now im feeling better

I didnt like it thats why i fixed it
It wasnt easy i got off my ass and acted on intuition
My mother helped me out without her idk if i couldve did it
But i try my best in every situation
I may be lacking confidence but i got conversation
Words can mean a thousand things with many combinations
Watch what you say, something you dont mean could go a long way
And honestly i care too much about the popular opinion
Not of things but of me, and what the people ‘round me see
I wouldnt want a faulty picture of my individuality 

Back before i was in university
I would nightly cry myself to sleep

individuality [prod. the sound clown]

prod me
guitar sharpbeats

are you really lost or scared to be alone?
coz i know how things go...
is your mind friend or foe?
battle mine as long as i hold on to you
i fold for you my darling
im scarred im hurting
can u fix me before the morning?
i hope so...

i fell for you with the winter breeze
as cold as the ice on the ocean seas
a happy person i wanted to be
feeling like i wanna be six feet deep

but i dug too much for me
so here i stand
i know i made a leap
why do i feel like this when you make me so happy?

its confusing im shattering my bones
in a crowded room i feel so alone
when people talk i end up froze
my past is where i end up torn

are you really lost or scared to be alone?
coz i know how things go...
is your mind friend or foe?
battle mine as long as i hold on to you
i fold for you my darling
im scarred im hurting
can u fix me before the morning?
i hope so...

(outro/instrumental)

lost//alone

prod by stezzyxl
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lyrics:
do you think of me at night
cuz i think of you sometimes
and whenever i cant fall asleep
i imagine you right next to me

ur not fucking different 
from everybody else
and i don’t need to mention
all of the pain i dealt
ur full ignorance 
u don’t want any help
lie to therapist 
“oh he’s a narcissist”
oh i pray for the ones that are next in line
no matter what she fucking does, please do not make her cry
never challenge up to her, with her narcissistic mind
cause no matter what she does, she always thinks she’s right.

regret is rolling in 
can you hear me calling your name
regret is rolling in
can you hear me calling your name

do you hear my calls
your mask is falling off
i think you need a new one
the one you have is done
done 
done
done

𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 
𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦?
j̸̧͍͖͚̮͈̳̯̆̈́̈́̚͜

narcissist

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