Vibes XIX

tot'7... fave

street line

𝙽𝚘 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚛 𝚚𝚞𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗. 💀💚

ＤＥＴＡＣＨＥＤ

spongetots

bestot'

BabyHayabusaTristeNuit

BTY Beedo - Fuck Tha Opps

I know you're huty

spotify

I KNOW YOU'RE HURT

I Miss the Rain

Me R U - MMY Ash x Bleeda

3am In New Warleans

produced by sorrow bringer

-lyrics-
I don't wanna play pretend 
im so sick of seeing you with him
keep it all inside for the sake of staying friends
i already know how this ends
why do you wanna play pretend?
tell me that you love me then you wish we never met
acting like you hate me then you say its my head
i already know how this ends

dont like i aint seen you
dancing with a stranger
you told me not to think so much
played my insecurities
you play with fire, burning me
you told me im just not enough

this that calm before the storm and it dont stop
you just slamming open doors that i left propped
you're the reason for the songs that i wont drop
i feel im on my own again

I don't wanna play pretend 
im so sick of seeing you with him
keep it all inside for the sake of staying friends
i already know how this ends

I don't wanna play pretend 
im so sick of seeing you with him
keep it all inside for the sake of staying friends
i already know how this ends
why do you wanna play pretend?
tell me that you love me then you wish we never met
acting like you hate me then you say its my head
i already know how this ends

PLAY PRETEND - Demo (sorrow bringer)

poison ([prod. bended])

lyrics 

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

and i hear you when you scream out for help
cuz i been there
and nothing was brought to my aid
but i wouldn’t accept any help
so i brought it upon myself 
what a shame

and if i disappeared 
would a thing change
im brought to tears
but i push thru the pain
and my face turns to ashes at night when i rest
and my eyes burn hard at the sight of your face

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

follow my lead cuz i think i know where im going (prodsecre)

Долгий путь

STEP 2K25 (Remix)

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Credits:
Written and Performed by Eli Wilson
Produced by Dominic Martinez, Taylor Bialy, Zachy
Mix/Master by Taylor Bialy


High

Stream

BunnyEars (prod.Limbowithnell)

Mockingbird

lyrics//

wrote a letter to you 
wrote the date
signed my name
saw in the news
they finallly locked that man away

i dont wanna be the one to talk 
abt the problematic things
used be the one you call
when somethings wrong
but now we don’t agree

mama never learned
my dad tried his best but it only left him burned
sorry that it hurt you
yeah i stayed up every night 
asking “God what is my worth?”

but its all good
its a part of me now
im awful, just a face in the crowd
i wish you were proud.

so i drink another bottle by myself
sick and tired of the feeling that iv felt
said im lying but i know the truth
it’s killing me so im killing you

we were never ones to play it right
and 
i was never one to be aligned
feel the blood flow right into my visine
theres two sides to the silver lining

problematic [idly blare]

Baby if you’re desperate, Don’t lie to me 🎶

DESPERATE

prod @s0ftskelet0ns

LYRICS
Shifting gears down twisting roads
Life status critical
Without love i'm miserable
Envy me and my life honestly im still pitiful
Even if i take it to the top, will i make it home

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out
Face a mighty foe wont back down
Baby do you want this all, do you really want this all?
Pedal to the floor blast down that hall, clutch in clutch out i still stall
Clutch in, shift gear, hear me call

Brake up, neutral revvin at the light
Nova scotia winter turbo sliding ice
6k in my pocket name that price
Baby this is how i wanna live my life

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out

Saving up money from work, buy an srt all while having tuition to spend on
Life aint great but it could be worse, i might hold a key but am i the one to depend on
I might be me, but im just background for a ten thousand piece puzzle
So dont you see? We might build up, but for all that work were still ground floor ruble


clutch in [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

the odds are good that no one would notice i was gone...
no... one... would... care...
in fact, some - if they noticed my absence - might feel an odd, indefinable, sense of relief...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...
knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

written and edited by lightning logan
prod by culmanii
sample from american psycho by bret easton ellis

slit wrist prince$$

mental - angel number (jolst)

make it through (prod. lukas)

Nonprofit , artwork found from Twitter

Are you riding with me right now right now 
Are you riding with me right now right now 

Ah fuck 

Let me lay my head tonight 
Let me counts ur breaths all night 
Did all I can to make things right 
Cause in the end your the only one I like 

Are you riding with me 
Are you riding with me 
Right now right now 
Are you riding with me 
Are you riding with me 
Right now right now 
Uh oh 

Trippin off all the vowels that you say 
Uh oh 
And If you mean it I’ll just throw it all away 
Uh oh 
I’m not conceited I just wanna be something 
Uh oh 
But I love it when you’re telling me to stay 
Uh oh 

I think we’re meant together 
Don’t go ur separate way 
Wish this could last forever 
Glue this moment in place 
Fill up the wounds up with feathers 
And if it is to break we can just blame the weather 

Are you riding with me 
Are you riding with me 
Right now right now 
Are you riding with me 
Are you riding with me 
Right now right now 
Uh oh

r u riding w me? (Prod.hakaisu)

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

ok les get it started
u can rip apart my heart ion wanna guard it
ahhhhh i say sum shit again 2 make u mad
fuck fuck fuck
yk im hurt wen ur hurt girl my bad
iiiiii dont like the way i feel inside my skin
hmmm dont close up on me bae im tryna get in

drugs inside my bag
im dying slow live fast
im losing parts of me in you i dont think ill get back
fuck it 
im goin for the win where the bucket
got my heart in yo hand dont chuck it
they all hating on me i love it
ion like to show face in public
oh im tip toeing on a thin line
wen push comes to shove i shove it
all the things you did i done it
im in ya city rn tryna run it
pop a 30 n its fuckin wit my stomach
i needa call bae rn she buggin
i need a 60/40 spliff
i needa go and buss down mommas wrist
i never thought itd be like this
i done watched close friends switch for
*sucks teeth* 
iiiiii only got a few leff pls dont switch
i really got love for the ones i love
if you need it rn ill give u my rib

ok les get it started
u can rip apart my heart ion wanna guard it
ahhhhh i say sum shit again 2 make u mad
fuck fuck fuck
yk im hurt wen ur hurt girl my bad
iiiiii dont like the way i feel inside my skin
hmmm dont close up on me bae im tryna get in

ill give u my rib [p. silver+brknglss]

lemon & lime

lemon & lime (cxrter x mackk)

Without You

Featuring @sewerperson
Produced by @noahmadethiss & @horoshavibes
Mixing, additional vocals & guitars by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks
Art by @melmige

LYRICS
(sewerperson)
All alone on this Summer night
Look for me in these velvet skies
Pray for me while I walk this fire
Anything just to see you smile
November came and our Summer had died
Leaving us with nowhere to hide
When everyone dropped dead like flies
I had no choice but to make you mine

When we fade away where do the feelings get dropped
'Cause I got boxes of these things like home videos
I'm away like half the year
She doesn't miss me though
All while I'm thinking about her touch
It makes me miserable

(Carlby)
Somehow I'll find a way to reach you
Drag you through the screen
This time I'll tell you everything
How much you really mean to me
And all I am today
Because the bleakest weather is better in your company
Although you're long gone now
I hold tight to your memories
Like home videos
Just know I'll never forget these

I still stare at old photos
Wonder where does the time go
How can I get it back

(Horosha & Carlby)
The past is dead and yet I still I feel it
A shadow sliding over concealing
Anything in the present that would bring me joy
And still I miss the pain

I knew our time was short
But your summer eyes
They captured me by force
A willing prisoner
Even with a painful ending you made every moment shine like gold

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Home Videos w/ sewerperson (Prod. noah thomas)

Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

r u riding w me? (Prod.hakaisu)

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