Thought I had a better sense of this 
Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss 
At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist 
What direction can we figure from the list 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly 

i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go
she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone
so imma be up all night
just perfecting these songs
i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk
i swear its not even fun
love, baby tell me that i am the one
and what’s said is done
swear this denim packed with toxic
i can’t feel my lungs
you should check your phone i think too much
and i miss your touch
please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch
imma be driving all night

imma drive up that road that we both know too well 
By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell 
I’m keeping two plates on me 
I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby 
I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning 
let’s keep on sorting 
this mess could you adorn me 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly

lamp light ft. notahero (cl6udy)

Lyrics -

If ima fuck it up then shit, let’s do it over supernova stuffed inside this blunt
If there’s a salad in this bitch, no point to do it over lunch
But I can tell you missed the point and damn this roach is almost done 
let’s keep ‘em in rotation so we don’t run out of fun 
As I stand before the barrel of your gun 
All sensations lost my body weakens, I go numb 
It’s like I’ve seen something i know I  shouldn’t have now I’m stuck 
I was comfortable love, haven’t you ruined enough 

I get this sense of neglect right when you enter my mind 
Isn’t it obvious we’ve wasted our time 

Look how i fucked it up again 
Now the memories are ashes in the tray beside my bed 
Shit I took it to the head 
And leaves my conscience feeling fresh 
But that’s never what I get 
Now I don’t know

The Ruiner

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

i knew u was a bitch cuz all u really seem to do is talk 
time is money is gotta watch the clock 
yellow rarri in the parking lot 
Mp5 I got a shot
I will never let u walk 

I been thru some shit up in my life 
I won’t give no story time 
and I won’t tell a fucking lie 


and ur chopping me up with that knife,
put me in an body bag, 
And dump me out the sea tonight 

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

why the fuck they come into my life and then they switch up, 
I swear I’m better off alone I’m not a bitch stop 
I use to want a bitch that go and drive me  crazy 
I said I’m better off alone and now they hate me

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

s2g w/ brecken [eyesofdirty]

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

Nonprofit , artwork found from Twitter

Are you riding with me right now right now 
Are you riding with me right now right now 

Ah fuck 

Let me lay my head tonight 
Let me counts ur breaths all night 
Did all I can to make things right 
Cause in the end your the only one I like 

Are you riding with me 
Are you riding with me 
Right now right now 
Are you riding with me 
Are you riding with me 
Right now right now 
Uh oh 

Trippin off all the vowels that you say 
Uh oh 
And If you mean it I’ll just throw it all away 
Uh oh 
I’m not conceited I just wanna be something 
Uh oh 
But I love it when you’re telling me to stay 
Uh oh 

I think we’re meant together 
Don’t go ur separate way 
Wish this could last forever 
Glue this moment in place 
Fill up the wounds up with feathers 
And if it is to break we can just blame the weather 

Are you riding with me 
Are you riding with me 
Right now right now 
Are you riding with me 
Are you riding with me 
Right now right now 
Uh oh

r u riding w me? (Prod.hakaisu)

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)

prod. secre x threemvsk

my soul has been empty
and my heart, needs your love
oh God, please help me
I need you right now dont tempt me

changing up my looks and my temper
you arent here right now, whys matter
youll come back soon, and ill be better
let it all out right now, cause you miss me

change
my love its okay
its change
but youll be okay
i know life
is this way at times
keep a smile on your face girl, it looks nice

back to back
problems i cant take no more
why
this ache in my heart is coal
black
the more that i cry
im so
sad
without you next to me

pissed off for a long time i know that
i learned now my problems back then we're not 
anything too serious, i really cant lie
i wish that i could go back there, and just smile

for you x 4

back to back
problems i cant take no more
why
this ache in my heart is coal
black
the more that i cry
im so
sad
without you next to me

change
my love its okay
its change
but youll be okay
i know life
is this way at times
keep a smile on your face girl, it looks nice

pass
it'll all pass, this pain
yeah ill take it away
dont stress
my love and dont cry
ill see you soon, and youll be alright

change

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (prod. wraithontheporch)

A journey of self-acceptance and vulnerability. About having the courage to show our authentic selves - flaws, struggles, and all. We all have inner demons, but sharing our darkness creates deeper connections and healing.
This isn't about being perfect; it's about being real. Sometimes we overcome our demons, sometimes we learn to live with them. Either way, acknowledging our shadows is where true growth begins.

r u riding w me? (Prod.hakaisu)

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