Copy of Daily Drops 10/6

yokia dreams

Spine

Spine (Ft. Weepings & Yokai Dreams) [Prod. Rajaste & sxber]

produced by cxrter & VITO
mix & master by cxrter & evergarden
📸: Lizzy Chew

lyrics:
(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

tell me what's the cost
something just to have
everybody else gets on easier than that
i could make a call
you could send it back
i could give you everything
just tell me what you want
i could put it all to the side
it's just a noise now
i could make it right in the end
but what's the point now
fuck it up so late the game
who i'm supposed to be
i was me, but it's really not a choice now
voice down, breathe in, breathe out
never one to fall, but i'm in so deep
dream of death when i fall asleep

white lies just complicate it
painted in colors fading
wonder why i've been so pressed
feet on top, my neck have started pressing down again

go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

(notcursed)
don't wanna cause a loss of my own life
my own voice don’t feel right
you called it, under the street light
i walked back alone
i’m craving for a feeling
creating my own meaning
heart drops, a fleeting
but you wouldn’t believe it
let it sink in
i can't find a reason for all the commotion
when will i learn all the parts i’m supposed to
don’t understand the new feelings that grow though

(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

circles (cxrter x vito)

I was walking in the farmers market 
I never expected to see you there 
And we talked again like I’ve always wanted 
But your words were few of something nice to hear 
By the CD area stalls 
you were telling me I should just get over you
But I can’t 
Holding up the line I’m begging you can we try again 

So don’t go for too long I’ll miss ya 
By the car you shout back then that was different 
I moved on 
found a new one it’s going great thanks for asking
Hung up 
Crying out what I held in for a very long time 
Distraught now that your gone
Makes this another event you won’t find me at this fall

Is it possible to talk about everything we did
When you looked at me that first night 
And gave me that kiss
But it was different then 
I was a different man 
All I ever hoped for was to see you again
I got the chance to get you back it’s in front of me
I’ll do anything right now you come and talk to me 
I just want us to work out your mine to be 
All over again  <333

Farmers Market (king theta)

Double Casket

Prod Matthew may 

She says she cares 
I know she don’t 
You’re in my head
I’ll slit my throat 
She said to wait 
You know I can’t escape your touch 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

Sit me down but I dont want to talk 
There’s no point of going on and on 
And I know that things won’t be the same 
And I know cause I found the words to say 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
For you to change 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you

Waiting 2 Wait Again

Till The Sun Blows Up

prod. weepings

You don't need me, like I need you
You don't see me, Like I see you
~
I feel like I don't know you anymore
I'm not important to you
Tell me what the fuck to change so I could be perfect to you
I remember when she was the person I'd confide in
Nowadays learned to suffer in the silence
~
late nights on facetime turned to where the fuck did my time go
Crossed lines I'm crosseyed Imma drown my pain in this merlot
Each time i'm over you, you comin back, show your new tats with a photo
this Push and pull is intoxicating I love it,  pretend I don't tho
~
I don't know where I went wrong
I just want to feel like I belong
Everywhere I go I feel like I'm a burden
Pop a couple pills and mix it with the burbon
When I'm off these drugs feel like a different person
She pull my heart from out from chest just like she was a surgeon
~
You don't need me, like I need you
You don't see me, Like I see you
~
late nights on facetime turned to where the fuck did my time go
Crossed lines I'm crosseyed Imma drown my pain in this merlot
Each time i'm over you, you comin back, show your new tats with a photo
this Push and pull is intoxicating I love it,  pretend I don't tho

u don't need me like I need u

Oh
I can see you when I fall asleep
You live in my head now you're haunting me
Holding my hand and then you cut my veins
Squeeze every ounce of my blood you can take
Oh...

YOU'VE GOT YOUR HANDS AROUND MY NECK 
AND YOU'RE TAKING MY LIFE :( 
TIGHT LIKE A NOOSE 
OH I CAN HEAR YOU SMILE...

OH OH OH OH OH
OH OH OH OH OH 

So shut me up
Go on sever my tongue
And if it's not enough
Then just cut my throat out
Hear me grasp for air
But I'll still stare
At how your eyes captivate
Everyone around you babe...

You said "what are we"
What are we??
I don't know love...
Cause it seems like you're somebody
To someone else now :( 
And don't act like it's funny
Cause I'm throwing up
Wiped the blood up
With money
Cause that's all I'm for

THAT'S ALL I'M FOR 
SIX FEET UNDERNEATH AND IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 
IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld

Cut me up now, burn me in fire
Watch as i drown, love, don't you get tired?
Taking my life again and again
Twist in the knife, it's your only friend

I'm just another body to you
You're undercover, but I'm no fool
Out for blood, I know you are

I see there's murder on your 
MIND
DARLING 
I'M BARELY ALIVE
SO DIG MY GRAVE 
Parasites crawling away
Poltergeists taking my place

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
IN THE UNDERWORLD 
IN THE UNDERWORLD

what you deserve

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what you deserve w/ tnvr [tnvr]

RULE BREAKERS -Powfu

lyrics ⬇️
let me in your heart once again
i never thought that i would make some sense of this
but broken promises will never change if they dont listen

gimme just another minute i dont really know what even going on

and i hate to see that you act like youre so conflicted i know that youre gona run

make me think that itll last so long
but it wont even last a week more
now im sleepin out on my wood floor

change out my other clothes for some new ones so that they dont know
i would rock anything you bought me
so that i could show
my love
but, now i wanna burn it on a stove
gave up
On us
everything turn to hatred 
turned to stone

(booj)

It’s like you placed me down below and I’ve got nothing left to show 
Well the thorns scratched deep but I couldn’t let you know 
The brightness in the air covered up all the soulless glare 
I know it when I see it now
I don’t think you would care 
I’m just your person for a moment yet somehow you grieved me 
My heart still beats and I know it’s not sweet anymore 
Just fingertips of stone and languish for a home 
And all that’s left, is to confide 
I’ll sit alone until I’m casted out that’s my kind 
And reconciliation like a curse you place upon me
Now my only thoughts I wish they could just be fondly thought of

(halfhearted)

world on my back, blood on my chin
hate it when the world meets my eyes
didnt mean to fold, it was too cold
told me be bold when i cried
im sorry that iv hardly been the man that you want
im falling and im burning 
like the urn of our love
they say im full of purpose 
but im worthless whwre im from
im sorry im burden,
i was perfect to you once
i wrote a laundry list of how i hate who iv become
im sick of clinching fists and hoping that ill be enough.

turn burgandy
match the color on my tee
cut my heart and let it bleed
watch it run right out of me 
guess ill try to get some sleep
because ppl talk and they percieve

Waiting 2 Wait Again

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