Addee - Dirty

Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

Blank skin, small grin 
At the edge of my seat 
Grip the rests, deep breath
Pray the pain is discrete 
You know I wanted this forever
Something we can’t delete 
But you just wanted temporary 
Tat a rinse and repeat 
You wanna lay low, lay low 
Read your Plato, Plato 
Solitary is your heaven 
Reaching halo, halos
Insecurity is driving 
Every wheel that you hold 
I’m tryna partner up for trust 
You work better alone
I find it tricky how you ghost me 
Well okay Loki 
Just need you closely
Your tatted whole sleeve 
My hands are up to Yeshua 
I been on both knees 
I’m sick of stick and poke 
So will you make my soul bleed
You never answer
So your voicemail is memorized 
Social life wears a hockey mask
And your horrified
Magnify every bad excuse 
You’re a samurai, cutting ties
Slashing up our bond 
Now you tell me why 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo 

Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

When I was a kid
I grew in a busy home
Moving from my friends
The shyness grew in my bones
Now I’m getting old 
A shadow behind my shoulder 
Turned into a person 
Who’s scared to answer my phone 
Why am I afraid of having any eye contact
Can’t even look my wife in the eyes 
And I hate that 
I wanna be the person 
That God would want me to be 
But social anxiety 
Is hugging me where I sleep 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo

temporary tattoo (prod. xmichaelwarren & ohsobrkn)

I can feel the weight on your shoulders
I know it’s only worst now we’re older
This world is so messed up
Everything is falling apart 
Would you let me in your heart
Let me help you in the dark

Stay, can you please just stay?
Can you please just wait?
I can keep you safe
Just stay (Just stay)
Just wait (Just wait)
I can keep you safe (I can keep you safe)
Stay can you please just stay
(Wait can you please just wait)
Stay I can keep you safe
(Just please don't runaway)
I know you love me
I know you're sorry
You can’t see past the wall
I’m trying to climb it
But you wanna fight it
I can’t survive the fall
I’ve said the wrongs things
Too many times before
I’ve made it easy for you
To just walk out the door
But would you

Just stay (Just stay)
Just wait (Just wait)
I can keep you safe (I can keep you safe)
Stay can you please just stay
(Wait can you please just wait)
Stay i can keep you safe
(Just please don't runaway)

RUNAWAY (feat. Yung Van) [Album Version]

Egg fried (p.1ntcart)

IN CONCLUSION

memento-mori

prod. by me

lyrics:

[pre-chorus]
i been feeling like i’m fake
i’m a fable
time to lay it all out on the table
my emotions run deep
and they’re fatal
i’ve been feeling like cain 
am i able?
to defeat all the pain that i might face?
wanna quit, one foot out the doorway
i always feel the same
but i never seek change
i really wanna live
but i hate this place 
[hook]
and honestly the honesty’s
the only thing that keeps me 
up awake at night
I can never face the fact 
that I am not okay
and every laugh is made of lies
i stay trapped inside an empty home 
with the hollow bones
and all my worries come to life
this might be another song to you
but it’s real to me
and honestly i just want to cry 

[verse]
someone ask the doctor
what’s wrong with me 
i can’t figure out
i always try to be positive
but it’s seasoned with doubt 
i wanna search for a smile
instead of surf on the couch
shut up these soundcloud rapper
only talking for clout
quiet 
i’m always hiding
find me somewhere
sufferin’ in silence
i wanna fight it
see people helping
but i decline it 
don’t even ask me why
i don’t know what to say
my friends will give me their love 
but i just throw it away
i don’t wanna pop pills 
just to feel happy
i don’t wanna get high
just to keep laughing 
i see a lot of fake fun
but they don’t have it 
everyone is crying
see the tears like closed caption 
i really wanna live 
but i’m killing myself
seeking out for God
Lord i really need help 
drinking all these lies 
is potent to health 
but nobody cares 
i guess they really like hell (oh well) 

[pre-chorus & hook]

i want to cry

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mixed by the legendary @oh_lucifer
produced by me 

i've been working super hard on new music, i know the amount of music i put out this year is a lot less than it's been in the past but i am working super hard for u guys, ily never forget!!!

LYRICS:
(intro)
you’re so far away 
you’re so far away

(CHORUS)
Do u promise to keep me alive?
Fight off the monsters that eat at my mind
Im so far away from where I belong
i overthink everything I think I do it all wrong

(VERSE 1)
Lately Ive been mixing up my dreams
Lately ive been skipping meals and talking in my sleep
Love me with ur eyes closed stuck in different time zones
I can tell ur feeling for me i’ll start to lose control

the chemicals that make me smile are upside down today
so i’ll mime my way thru conversation frown upon my own damnation crying my heart out because i broke a promise i once made to someone who i love so dearly now she can’t stand being near me 

(BREAKDOWN)
i’ll be on my way home 
see you at the payphone 
no matter how anxious i get i have you on my shoulder urging me to breathe and remain calm
remain calm
and i promise you we will get thru this 
to u i am no more than useless cuz u are an angel u already knew this 

(CHORUS)
do you promise me i always be a part
of you and of the itty bitty fragments of your heart 
cuz i can’t do this shit alone you pulled my life part 
my head is in the dark you gave my feelings all these scars 

wish you here
now im upset i got nobody near
i’m in my feels while i’m covered in fear 
it’s been a long time like almost a year
but i have a way out of sadness my dear 
when you say love i hope that you’re sincere
cuz i’ve heard it a hundred times over and over the coffin closing my thoughts are getting too severe
hold me tight and dont let me go!
falling for u with vertigo 
falling for the girl that i met the first time and now
i cannot outgrow 
the tendencies i have to dispose 
any hope that you’ll hold me close
i was once a happy kid with dreams and a heart but that’s a long time ago

promise?

Where Do We Go When We Die?

another throwaway track, might put on spotify soon tho x

lyrics ~

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

and baby do you bleed like the others do?
and tell me does your heart scream like others too?
i don't really like the honest truth
so i'll just let you lie and just pull me through

do i really know you?
do i really know you?

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

but you won't let me go yeah
i don't really mind that
i'll just say a couple words and pray you bring me back yeah
i don't really see what the point is in all of this
but i don't really see what i'm missing here

do i really know you?
do i really know you?

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

LYRIC VIDEO

~ nobody else (do you bleed like the others do?)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Z9xvxjvj0s

Artists / Producer:
@sinxi

Lyrics:
and i got love in my veins
i can make it all okay
if you stay
if you stay here
and you got ice in your heart
in every place you start
you'll never find someone to love you more than me

i don't wanna wake up
reminded of the heartbreak
reminded of the dumb shit
conflicted by assumptions
that i could have done better
ignored the bad weather
saying 'i hope you don't mind me'
and 'god you look lovely'
i don't mean to i'm sorry
i'm nervous and sweaty
you're smiling you're happy
i'm glad that that happened
i hope you don't lose your glow before you go

and i got love in my veins
i can make it all okay
if you stay
if you stay here
and you got ice in your heart
in every place you start
you'll never find someone to love you more than me

and i got love in my veins
i can make it all okay
if you stay
if you stay here
and you got ice in your heart
in every place you start
you'll never find someone to love you more than me

sinxi - someone to love you

its normal to be sad <3
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Where Do We Go When We Die?

luvlilk💔 - @luvlilk