cave dive feat. 8485, kuru, straydogali (tayevr)

part 1 brighteyes

as the cold air breathes through my skin, i look back at you again, your brighteyes they stare at me, but its only a memory, and your smile is a sight for - sore eyes and much more, i guess you're everything, but you're only a memory

and i, would like to suggest, a night
where nothings so stressed, and as you hold my hand, i hold you back as tight as i can, as i can

tell me what you found inside your mind, you can hold me as you cry, you can hold me as you cry, oh you say it is worthless to keep on going on, i think we deserve this, for all that we have done

dont wanna waste your time, dont wanna waste your life, sick of being wishy washy, tell me what you're really wanting, from me, i know that you was here, you tell me im not here, but i was always here, for you...

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part 2 i'll set you free

tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
babe what you want from me
i know, one day i'll set us free

tell me what you want

brighteyes

circles (recycleBin)

lyric vid :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpYTBLtdZFk

(i dont wanna talk like this
she dont wanna talk she jus want my dick
i dont wanna live so i slice my wrists
i wont evr luv cuz it dont exist
shes a masochist)

huh
range rover sports truck
got yo bitch in the back n she wanna take shortcuts
ima pour up like 4 cups
tryna kiss
pushed her off cuz i cannot take more luv
idc i dont rlly give a fuck now
i jus wanna fade into the backround
im jus tryna dip out fuck this town
i said that i guess ill see u round

@1sloan
I got blood on my face 
I got mud in my cup
And you say that you love me
Dont say it enough
Watch your eyes get bigger wen u see me
Its no surprise that you just want to deceive me
She know she bad but why the fuck she got on h&m? (What the fuck)
Put her on these artists swear to god she never heard of dem
Im just tryna get dis money in a small amount
Ask me if i really give a fuck i really cant now

back home n i still dont feel better
bitch got stains all on my favorite sweater
she down bad
said she wanted me forever
nice talk lil hoe i said see u nvr
i dont wanna talk like this
she dont wanna talk she jus want my dick
i dont wanna live so i slice my wrists
i wont evr luv cuz it dont exist
shes a masochist (huh)

range rover sports truck
got yo bitch in the back n she wanna take shortcuts
ima pour up like 4 cups
tryna kiss
pushed her off cuz i cannot take more luv
idc i dont rlly give a fuck now
i jus wanna fade into the backround
im jus tryna dip out fuck this town
i said that i guess ill see u round

(yo whaddup guys im enjoying a crisp diet cock i mean diet cock i mean diet cock i mean diet cock)

seeya nvr lol w/ 1sloan (shinju + silver)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, me)

@owtiss
prod @bazington, @decago 

i can see u when its raining
see the tears fall out of ur eyes again
havent really felt it lately ;/
all u need to do is ask ill do it again

kissed u one time didnt think it was blunder
u want answers shouldnt have ever gave my number
wish i didnt ever love her
i cant get away i wanna find another
its getting worse
but it never worked
and the way it hurts
feels like a curse
so say goodbye
lets cut our ties
u can try to lie
but i know the signs

u know full well what ur doing
cuz its not the first time u try to fool me
send a million texts that say u miss the cool me
i dont get it cuz u never even knew me
i know im useless
i know im worthless
i cant do this
i miss the solace
i know that u want this to happen
cuz i know that u miss the attention

raining (baz, decago)

@owtiss
prod @decago

finally finished this song (3 months later lmao)

you paint everything i say in a bad light
cant pretend that im ok i cant act right
i cant take all of the weight imma flatline
it dont matter what u say its the last time

lately i feel like im not enough
look you in the eyes and i cant help but fall in love 
every time you stay
i just go away
memories we made
they just fade away
im not the same
i hope that ur okay ;/
which way we take
promise i wont make you wait!

i cant stop myself from falling in love with u
u say that u hate me i feel so abused
play a character like idk who's who
wish u knew what it was like inside my shoes

flatline (decago)

felt like changing my sound a little :)
wrote this from the heart

@breakupbreakdown <3

lyrics:
gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

i been hurting way to much
way to many
my heart is fucking static
my feelings feel like plastic
i dont want you back
nor another
my head is getting dizzy
i wish you wasnt busy
yea, i know that you miss me (yeaaa)
took a while before you kissed me (aaaa)

its okay uh
bitch im on my way
another day
cannot find my place
like a race
how you fucking chase (meeee)
feel so wasted
wish i didnt break it

torture everyday
i dont need you okay
but it still hurts my when i think about you everyday
but your intentions are the problem
but we cant solve them
shit how i be wrongful
yea bitch im awfull

i dont fucking understand how you still go
always with you all the time i cant adore
keep on begging me for more
i dont want you baby can you leave and close the door
i can keep fucking with you
how you fucking with my head
i dont want you back so can u just go back to bed
all the things u fucking said
that will keep on hurting till the day i get my rest

one more left
i will keep on smoking till my lungs black
cuz i fucking know that you will be back
all these fucking feelings cannot hide that
(NEVER WILL I GO BACK)
x2

you dont wanna be mine
walking in the sunshine
bitch i got a glock nine
know that im not fine
dont wanna stand by
you know i cant die
feel like i might cry
dont wanna say bye

gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

demons (breakupbreakdown)

I'm looking out for you

in order of appearance
@funeral
@chach404
@yungskrrt
@gnde
me! (the hook)
@mental
@bigbillsondeck
@angelus7k
@1fns
@pincode8485
@kggn
@lilkiteshawty
@shadowkingkillz
@midwxst

produced by @4ambhx
art by @pincode8485

apparition feat. goonncity, helix tears, bloodhounds, noheart, yung skrrt (4am)

(dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

imma let you go
imma let you be
i know i’m annoying
and i know you’re sick of me
baby just don’t leave
you don’t have to fucking go
or else i’m gone go sleep
and i’m gonna dream so more
it’s a nightmare 
that i see in my dreams 
and it’s not fair
she be stalking me it seems
but shes not there
idk what i’m supposed to do
and everything is fucked up
cause i think of you
all the time

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)