lyrics

hold up, back up, ok
do she love me, no way
brain get fucky, ok
they don't want me, ok

i had enough
oh i'm fucking up
ion love to lust
bitch i love to love


baby i'm psyco
killing fuckers wit my eyes closed
living a everyday cycle
i might go insane lil hoe
(i forgot??)

strapped yeah, they ain't coming for us
my glock horny, i think it's finna bust
sawed off ima shoot at his gut
sawed off ima blow out his guts

cop killer no i don't give a fuck
ima shoot at 12 for they shoot at us
bodies on the ground, make a mf bust
ima kill these pigs, that's a mf must

killer killer i'm misaki asano
drop a bag like i just hit the lotto 
body bag, need a bag 'em like pronto
killer killer like i'm tony soprano

killer killer

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killer killer (kacie free)

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@lucybound
@k0a
@funeral
@vaeo-music
@polar333
@1maxime

hazmat (siouxxie)

Blast3k _ Love to hate

CANT WAIT ANYMORE

prod me

a message to myself

time and time again i tried
to get your heart back to me, oh
why did i even try?
cause you are with another guy
thought it was worth it but its worthless
i fucked up and now im hurting
sometimes i think i deserve it,
do i deserve it?
cant write songs i cant write verses
in real life i feel unnerving
in person i feel uncertain
if im worth living

fuck
aye the clock is ticking
cant waste no time
the world is spinning
dont leave me now
let me come with you
let me come with you
let me come with you

time and time again i tried
kill me now and do it right
fucked up once wont do it twice
my biggest mistake was being nice
i fucked up and im feeling gone
i fucked up and im feeling wrong
let me sing you this song
before you go home

time and time again i tried
to get your heart back to me, oh
why did i even try?
cause you are with another guy
thought it was worth it but its worthless
i fucked up and now im hurting
sometimes i think i deserve it,
do i deserve it?
cant write songs i cant write verses
in real life i feel unnerving
in person i feel uncertain

if im worth living

message to myself

don't move w/ funeral, blackwinterwells & wido (prod. angelus & rhine1k)

produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me @scrufff and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu

mixed and mastered by me

//LYRICS:

didn't care about it in the first place
how do you look so good on your worst day
it's not fair at all, how I feel great
ion gotta care at all, how you antagonize me

i'm, so, done wit it all
gotta life, imma throw it away overall
it's like week, after week, i'm so done get it off
but eventually... you know we all go fall away
(that again)

nevermind, imma stop talking bout my time
got so much ice up on my wrist I can't get caught between the lines
i don't know you anymore so i don't know why you just try
it's cool, but i don't really even wanna die

it's cool, but i don't really even wanna try
are you ok, I don't really even wanna lie
stop acting, like it's not ok to cry
it doesn't really have to be ok to say goodbye
(that again)

thank you for listening!!!!

i'm so done

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

all of a sudden they wanna text me
i feel like the outcast yea they dont get me
everyday an overcast, its getting windy
and ive been down u feel me

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

and my head hurts yea i need to get up
all of the voices i hear need to shut up
i swear that ur perfect u dont need no makeup
she said its not working yea she wanna break up
baby u can go
baby u can leave me
but there's something in u only i can see
im addicted to her cause she's what i need
i cant feel nothing if i cant bleed

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again

overcast

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

what u want me to say
i would be lying to myself if i said that im ok
and u just lie u just lie to me, its so twofaced
and i just fight the voice inside of me its like everyday
suicidal and im here because u want me to stay
and im an idiot ok i just want to be played
growing up im only 15 at the end of the day
almost 16 tryna find where i belong in this place

and they just use me
but im used to it
and ur just dead to me
thats what u used to say
baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get
all her messages on read because i dont know what to send
and my brain is going everywhere my head all on my desk
and i cant solve what i cant fix so i just become a mess
im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends
everyday, its all the same
i just wanna feel again

ouu ouu i
oh i
i wanna feel again, i wanna feel again
ouu ouu ouu
i wanna feel again, i wanna feel again
and u hate me and i know it
u dont have to save me, where are u going
no u dont have to save me im going
i put my pride to the side
and put my love on the line
and i thought u were the right one
to make u mine
messing my life up one by one
only a matter of time
only a matter time

lalalalalala
oh lalalalala
ouu im
alright
right

and they just use me
but im used to it
and ur just dead to me
thats what u used to say
baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get
all her messages on read because i dont know what to send
and my brain is going everywhere my head all on my desk
and i cant solve what i cant fix so i just become a mess
im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends
everyday, its all the same
i just wanna feel again

feel again

feel again

the only lyrics i ever sat down and write 🙏 i always punch in yea.



you gave me a feeling, i never thought i had
somehow i keep dreaming, although it never ends
oh if i had the chance, i think i would be you
oh i would sing and dance, why cannot i be you?

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

oh i scream and shout, my recklessness
its so much worse, when i pretend
i hissed and pout, all my regrets
its just my curse, that i live with

if i could change things, if i could change things
then i would maybe, figure you out
im sick of chasing, im sick of waiting
im sick of chasing, oh how i need this

he didnt notice, he didnt notice, he didnt notice
that she is
she didnt notice, she didnt notice, she didnt notice
that he is
now they both notice, now they both notice, now they both notice
but they have gone too far
i wanna know
if i can be you?
(x2)

i lay awake
its hard to take
i sleep away
i wish you stayed with me...

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

why cant i be u?

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lWotd0NtRkHnjuMIfA8Ip?si=7fa21e8f52004e58
[lyrics]
(hook)
and i tell them to listen 
but they never do
and i dont wanna sound like you
 im doing something new
she say im just like the rest
i said she way too obsessed
im thinking one more day and then ill be gone
and she like juno why you like that at all
and is it bad that i cant fight back at all
you cant get to the top if you aint ready to fall
you got my name in your phone, but you aint ready to call

(verse)
and im 10,000 miles away 
from the rest of the world its a shame now
and she told me that i was to blame
for the way of the world, how it is now
sick of the background, i lost it for a sec
but im back now
i told myself that id never back down
i went and got it for myself fuck a hand out
i grab the wheel it looks like im in command now

message to myself

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