@formerlyknownasmayadere lmao cause i fell off the face of the planet earth for the past year. im working on alot of stuff recently tho im actually rly excited to post again.

>prod: me [@lei]
> @evangel_co
>thank you all for making my life amazing and thank you for 6k

ill be home when you wake up so you dont have to worry
come take a walk we might find something fun to do this early
they whisper all about my flaws behind my back, i heard it
and you can leave me like everyone else im used to hurting
ill run away battered and bruised run till my shoes are dirty
dont talk to me about your nonsense it doesnt concern me
i havent felt good in so long, it's too much on me
if there's something im doing wrong, then you must show me

(it all is a lie)

im alright again
i can breathe again
ill whipe the dust from my eyes
and clean my hands
and when its all set and done
ill find i made me a friend
i lost a friend

i find simplicity within all the trees
i feel the same feeling in life in you and me
my calcium; ill break my bones and grind my teeth
yelling for help no one hears me
say you want me
say you trust me
when there's no one else
when we grow old and we're ugly
for you ill cross hell
and tear my skin till im bloody
need you all to myself
im kinda selfish its funny

im losing my mind
everyday was like yesterday
(im losing my mind)
(you dont know me, wanna control me) [x2]
ah

(yesterday)
im losing my mind
im still broken inside
i wanna feel right
its ok to cry

i wake up, i throw up
i go to sleep repeat
hol up what? like shut up
dont care what you say to me
i wake up, i throw up
i go to sleep repeat
hol up what? like shut up
dont care what you say to me

yesterday

spotify

Yesterday

django [+ cgm & mingo]

im back baby

lyrics:
 im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u- 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

so yea i fucked it up
i was flyin thru the skies goin to new york
so now here i am
ive been moving round doing what i want

i fucked it up
i fucked it up again like u said i would
so now here i am
sitting at the start cuz im not enough
no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

i been feeling happy for the first time in a long time thats progress
i woke up so i could see the sunshine in the outside its been a process
yea we was on the roof
cuz we didnt wana smell of gas all up in the room
and ross was lookin hella trash on the tv too
but i know ur there for me so im there for u
aww

yea they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me
 
but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

no magician

@prodelxnce @maddubzmusic

rhymes:
bro gave me a pill and ima take it
i, keep a drak stick
room, bitch we shake it
racks, ima make it
tax, for a fake bitch
lax, how im shittin on em
i see 12 and i dont brake bitch
you see me winning and you hate it
wonder if you stuck around
maybe you'd be gucci down
i just took a trip around his block welcome to loser town
i just bought my bitch a burky bag told her to lose the frown
shooter he do 10 to life before he wear a cap and gown
circle that boy fucking block we gave his ass the run around
money comes and money goes
but fuck i like how money sound
that boy flexing like he up
fuck around, gun him down
drive bys be so normal now the neighbors used to ducking down
so much ice up on my neck they fucked around and brought the puck around
jeffery dahmer, put his bones up in the ground
call my phone i hit the pound
if i dont get you then my dogs will i send the hounds
please make room in your heart for me
i know its hard for you to see that
i try, early morning, late night
i just booked a plane ride
hoping you would stay mine
crossing over state lines
with you i spend my break time
i was careful with your heart its crazy how you break mine
your friends a hoe, so you a hoe, grapevine
im with my canines lil bitch we have a great time
pass my bitch the baggy i told her to break it up
they stream me cross the world i make bread while im waking up
but i dont make enough, im so used to taking stuff
she scared of commitment she so used to breaking up
bro gave me a pill and ima take it
i, keep a drake stick
room, bitch we shake it
racks, ima make it
tax, for a fake bitch
lax, how im shittin on em
i see 12 and i dont brake bitch
you see me winning and you hate it
wonder if you stuck around
maybe you'd be gucci down
i just took a trip around his block welcome to loser town
i just bought my bitch a burky bag told her to lose the frown
how many bodies whats your timeline
oblivious to what i might find
foot in the sand i drew a fine line
you and i this aint the right time
dont even try to lie to me
i know you switching sides, its time to see
i know that its hard to confide in me
thats the man im trying hard not to be
i paint her face like im a vandal
she said im a handful
they say "trevor whats up in your pants" i got a pantful
suicide doors up on the whip i dont like handles
never been so sure of this like this is not a gamble
randle, cunningham these bullets fly
i dont fuck with 12 not fucking with the other guys
only talk if its about the money
not talking otherwise
my bitch ass is real
and it match her thighs
girl dont play with me
i promise you dont want to
you said he just a friend i can tell he want you
curb my feelings very well wanna beat his ass i want to
she think that im fake af like bitch why would i con you
deep inside i wanna fuck, wanna get deep inside
wanna leave her with some feelings that she'll never find
again (againnnn)
again (againnnn)
again (againnnn)
again (againnnn)
bro gave me a pill and ima take it
i, keep a drake stick
room, bitch we shake it
racks, ima make it
tax, for a fake bitch
lax, how im shittin on em
i see 12 and i dont brake bitch
you see me winning and you hate it
wonder if you stuck around
maybe you'd be gucci down
i just took a trip around his block welcome to loser town
i just bought my bitch a burky bag told her to lose the frown

i like how money sounds [ + elxnce , maddubz ]

www.instagram.com/7ngelus
this been in the vault since may 2022

prod faith, flippy, curtains & me
singing at the end by faith
mixed by slappy

ferrari (faith+flippy+curtains+angelus)

the club w zootzie

different from my usual but i’ve been trying new things, having fun :) expect more soon <3


i don’t wanna go outside
i like it much better in here
need some peace and quiet in my life
to get myself back in gear

i drive way too slow but my mind moves too fast
how much longer will these empty feelings last
i drive way too slow but my mind moves too fast
how much longer will these empty feelings last

are we there yet?

are we there yet or close?

are we there yet?

we broke down on the side of the road

are we there yet?

(created by fangs and spiderblush)

why'd you have to lie?
pictures of us tell the truth
why do you try to hide
stories that I lived with you?
stayed up every night
but you still deny you felt it
but you never made me cry
I guess now I lie like you
I lie like you

all alone
I'm all alone
you leave me all alone

I have more to offer than you know
pockets are full of your cash
but all that I feel is my pain
crying out for you to stop
crying out for you to stay
guess I don't know what I want
guess I don't see you the same
that's why I stay on my own
you're always stuck in your lane
I have to fight off my wants
so I can set my path straight
everyone drives me insane
pockets are full of your cash
but I'm throwing all of it away

I'm all alone
you leave me all alone

are we there yet?

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