Farewell - Single

Our Mirage - Farewell

Prepare for a brutal yet adorable sonic assault with "Snuggle of Spite", the fourth album from Death Metal Cats. This release blends intense death metal with feline affection, delivering roaring riffs, thunderous drums, and primal growls. Death Metal Cats unleash chaos and kitten love, melting faces and hearts alike.

Snuggle of Spite

Fluffy Toy of Deception

“INSECURE” is a raw and haunting confession straight from the heart.
A war within, a voice screaming to be heard,
a soul wrapped in chains of self-doubt.
This track dives deep into insecurity, fear, and the desperate need to be seen –
not as perfect, but as real.
Turn it up and let yourself feel every word.

#Insecure #NewMusic #AltRap #NuMetalVibes #EmotionalLyrics #MentalHealthAwareness #RawAndReal #DeepThoughts #ScreamingInside #MusicWithMeaning #InnerStruggles #UndergroundArtist #DarkVibes #IndependentMusic

Insecure

4,000 MILES YET I STILL GAVE YOU MY HEART

Walk Away Clean

“nothingchanges” is a raw, emotionally charged dive into the heart of modern emo/nugaze, gritty guitars, haunting vocals, and lyrics that confront the numb cycle of routine and regret. Perfect for fans of emotionally resonant, nostalgia-laced rock that cuts deep and lingers. It’s the soundtrack for anyone stuck in the spiral, looking for release.

nothingchanges

promise

AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

rebuild or rot

A descent into shadow, Death of the Voice is an unflinching blend of crushing riffs, haunting melodies, and cinematic atmosphere. Every track is a chapter in a story of defiance, decay, and the search for meaning in a world that silences the truth.

The Dark Silhouette

The Evil In Me

Sometimes, it just come back... I wanted to find a way to get this out of my brain.
All guitars, bass and lyrics are mine


Drum, piano, voice is AI.

Lyrics:

Verse 1
You came like dusk behind the rain
No sound, no step -  just tears again
I knew your weight before the breeze
You settle in and never tease

Pre-Chorus
Did I invite you back again?
Or did you slip beneath my skin?
You feed on all I fail to hide
But if I fall, will you survive ?
You only breathe because I do
If I disappear  - so will you


Chorus
Welcome back, old friend of pain
You walk the halls inside my brain
You bloom where broken hopes still lie
Then vanish when I wonder why
And though you never ask to stay
I’m the one who shows the way


Verse 2
You crawl beneath my waking skin
And twist the light I hold within
You paint the walls in shades of dread
Then whisper dreams I should have fled


Bridge
You slip inside without a sound
Then root yourself where none are found
You carve your name beneath my skin
And steal the light from deep within

Chorus
Welcome back, old friend of pain
You walk the halls inside my brain
You bloom where broken hopes still lie
Then vanish when I wonder why
And though you never ask to stay
I’m the one who shows the way


Final Chorus
Welcome back, old friend once more
You never knock, just find the door
You echo through my hollow chest
Where dreams once tried to make a nest
And though you never call me yours
It’s me who lets you haunt my soul




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Welcome in my laboratory! I share music created by me and enhanced by AI. I want to see if my music can touch people, even if it’s not 100% human, but a mix of both…Also, It helps me to unload stuff I have in me. So if you are reading this, you are not alone.
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