Lyrics: 

Pain only ever cuts deeper and deeper 
Left here alone now I’m waitin’ on the reaper 
Whippin’ up potions pour it out the beaker 
Blow my brains out just like speakers 
She only hang around waitin’ on a re-up 
Cuz I’m really one with the trees like a lemur 
Back then I grew hot-headed like a fever 
Ask if I’m happy or sad well I’m neither 
Pain only ever cuts deeper and deeper 
Left here alone now I’m waitin’ on the reaper 
Whippin’ up potions pour it out the beaker 
Blow my brains out just like speakers 
She only hang around waitin’ on a re-up 
Cuz I’m really one with the trees like a lemur 
Back then I grew hot-headed like a fever 
Ask if I’m happy or sad well I’m neither 

Didn’t get left with too many options 
Not enough time to proceed with caution 
Had to pull more than my weight like an oxen
Can’t afford to love price jumpin’ like an auction 
Make as much money as I want like a salesman 
Critical time no need for an airlift 
Still a misfit can’t handle my ailments 
Keep my gun not runnin’ from assailants 

Talkin’ to the mic I don’t feel like sharin’
Think I’m doin’ good but I’m hangin’ on barely
There’s no chance I can undo the damage 
Live my whole life paranoid ‘till I perish
Talkin’ to the mic I don’t feel like sharin’
Think I’m doin’ good but I’m hangin’ on barely
There’s no chance I can undo the damage 
Live my whole life paranoid ‘till I perish

Neither (prod. LXCCA)

[ay-hay]
long live jerm.
he/they

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