🎆 🎇 July 2024 🎇🎆

overdose [w/ fallacy a.d.d.] (prod. flower & luffysome) *2022*

whys it feel my friends have died
when I know there right outside
am I the only one inside
eating at my mind

I hope they miss me being around
but I don't feel like being around
rather my face stitched to the ground
don't leave a message after the sound

when this liquor hit my veins
it just put me in my place
fuck I hope I change
fuck I hope I change

change (idly blare)

lyrics:

Acid wash love for my denim heart
Stick the real thing to my skeleton baby
Every night since it would reoccur
Cdg print on my outerwear fading

Light just hit the glass its like a solar flare
Every fucking time I swear I hate it here baby
Once we all die they say we best of friends
But still I hate his guts from in the grave its not changing

Oh im too wavy
The Pain has now faded
Shit I put off
Till 20 years later
I made my bed
The sheets just need changing
Feel my face
Cause I am unable

Way down here we like to spawn havoc
Let the lust fly indulge in our habits
Once we all die they say were like brothers
But its just hate harboured deep for each other

Time took we had and broke it all down astray from ourselves we waited
Centuries have now passed and still I cant tell if it would be worth us saving

Feel the knife sink into my worn skin
Watch it give way up to the leather grip
Pull it back out and lick the blade clean
U could taste fear inside my blood stream

Oh im too wavy
The Pain has now faded
Shit I put off
Till 20 years later
I made my bed
The sheets just need changing
Feel my face
Cause I am unable

Way down here we like to spawn havoc
Let the lust fly indulge in our habits
Once we all die they say were like brothers
But its just hate harboured deep for each other

ihateyouihateyou (tiedforsilver x yunny goldz)

so sad
but so true
...
i loved you

spreading awareness: https://thoughtcatalog.com/andi-terblanche/2015/02/15-tragic-signs-youre-dealing-with-a-fuckboy/

@derealised is the fucking homie, please peep his music, you wont be dissapointed

additional production elements by @cozyboycries

fuckboy definition

løving yøu is hard because yøu've ønly fucked with fuckbøys [prød. derealised]

https://soundcloud.com/613ninja


and it hurts still when you cut slowly
and my heart still beating when it's broken
getting harder now to breathe when i'm choking
i don't wanna feel the heat nah i'm frozen

and i'm fucked up reason why i'm lonely
i'm a lost cause ain't no point in knowing me
i'm a ghost now ain't nobody saw me
and i'm gone now i don't know where i'm going

[District]
i know you don’t understand, I
don’t see you reaching your hand out, no
don’t try to call me again
ayy
fuck all these feels, it’s just chemicals
now where have you been?
wondering when,
will she ever get the fuck out my head?
still don’t understand, how could u....
shit, I saw the hurt from the cuts on her skin

[Ja¥en]
i can’t feel anything inside my body
numbing everything, need escape from pain.
dead, now I’m a ghost
wonder if you even saw me
my heart falling apart
i’m the one to blame 

[Ja¥en x District]

i’m a ghost u can’t see me, yeah I’m gone now
floating off into space, where the stars are
in the Phantom windows tinted, music so loud
i don’t know where I’m going, but it’s so far
x2

Hurt w/ Ja¥en x District (prod. Sleye)

a bunch of unfinished / unreleased tracks from my 3 month "hiatus"

overdose [w/ fallacy a.d.d.] (prod. flower & luffysome) 2022

privatefuneral