produced by branwen
lyrics vvv

[empty]
(2x)
i seen better days when i was sittin' here alone
i was always home but you would never hit my phone
i don't wanna seem like a pest, but i worry
i think i was doing better when i didn't have no
weather changes, always; breaking

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you

[awhdum]
etched into my brain; imagery i fucking hate
what's the point in being brave, if you're gonna walk away?
either way, no chance from the start
cut deep in my heart, got marks on my arms
won't care if i talk about it

never felt that my feelings were valid
always just been tryna find a balance
between heaven's gate and this hell escape
existing's the ultimate challenge

i don't wanna see another day, till i wake up
EVERY LITTLE THING THAT GOD CREATE'S FUCKIN' MADE UP

[awhdum & empty]
i seen better days when i was sittin' here alone
i was always home but you would never hit my phone
i don't wanna seem like a pest, but i worry
i think i was doing better when i didn't have no
weather changes, always; breaking

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you

(don't tell me how i'm living)
(yeah i agree now, i'm sorry)
(but why'd you mess with my vision?)
(i ain't enough for your worries)
(ain't enough for the morning..)

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you...

trying4u

trying4u w/autumndropsdead

SAVE ME - IHATEMILLIE

mad at you (prod. autrioly)

prod. ghoul

Lately I've been fucking up
Lately I'm just having fun
Lately I've been fucking up
Lately I'm just having fun

I've been fucking up I wanna sidetrack fuck the life
I been smoking on that potent gas breath to stay alive
I'm just tryna move on to the future do or die
I be getting deja vu I'm giving up what a surprise
I've been fucking up I wanna sidetrack fuck the life
I been smoking on that potent gas breath to stay alive
I'm just tryna move on to the future do or die
I be getting deja vu I'm giving up what a surprise

I'm in need of some assistance I've been thinking too much
I've been acting like I'm special all I do is whine 'bout love
I've been tryna hide away from my problems with a cup
I don't care about my life I don't really give a fuck
Yea you better stop, hold it, I'm about to switch up now
I'm just chillin with my squad, I've been rippin from the bong, I been sippin on the henny now
Everyone fuck with me now, look at the crowd, watching them fucking go bounce
Don't you walk with me, don't talk to me with those cringe ass prenouns
I'm smoking all night I've been feeling numb now
It's a routine I've been feeling down now
Everybody wanna win for a crown now
But I'm just having fun I don't really care now

Lately I've been fucking up
Lately I'm just having fun
Lately I've been fucking up
Lately I'm just having fun

I've been fucking up I wanna sidetrack fuck the life
I been smoking on that potent gas breath to stay alive
I'm just tryna move on to the future do or die
I be getting deja vu I'm giving up what a surprise
I've been fucking up I wanna sidetrack fuck the life
I been smoking on that potent gas breath to stay alive
I'm just tryna move on to the future do or die
I be getting deja vu I'm giving up what a surprise

surprise

https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy

swear im okay
im just sick of all this bullshit
and she dont go away
i need a doctor before i lose it

i need help im on my own
theres no sun inside my home
and i could call u but i wont
if theres a door i hope its closed

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere
coexisted now we collide
i think us being apart is for the best 
no more a part of my life
i wish it was as easy done as said

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

landmine w/ casperrr (king theta)

six feet deep [prod. drma]

prod me <3

lyrics:

i took a shot in the dark
guess that i missed but i want u to know that
i didn't mean any harm
i can't admit that i wanna be noticed
i don't think i have a heart
but you did
and i lost that
and he got that
and like so far
like nobody comes even close yet

guess that i'm back at the start for now
it's getting so dark out
i'm heading home all alone
for the 90th time in a row
it's a pattern now
had it all planned out
guess that i better start tearing it down
u never smiled like that with me
ur better off that i left town

wishing the best for the two of you
ache in my chest from a newer bruise
give it a rest, what the fuck am i supposed to do?
world around me a bluer hue
knowing that you found somebody who
you could love a little more
i guess that's nothing new

i took a shot in the dark
guess that i missed but i want u to know that
i didn't mean any harm
i can't admit that i wanna be noticed
i don't think i have a heart
but you did
and i lost that
and he got that
and like so far
like nobody comes even close yet

Im not worth it </3 (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

lucas winter