when I get a gf, I'll dedicate her this song :)

music video:
https://youtu.be/FQv0_j-Gn40

sun up
shaky autumn yeah yeah
i felt my southern oregon blues in washington
and would you wanna 
make me promise myself to you
i wouldn't do it in your shoes but i digress
southern oregon blues 
darlin'
do you trust me enough to let me go

and by the grace of heaven and god it's nice to meet you
i hope i never have to feel this pain again
i hope the last girl at this bar doesn't make me drink you
but if she does i'll have to take her home with me instead 

she don't care about tomorrow no ma'am
you're the last glass i would pour my heart into
and i don't wanna 
be the one they gotta pour out a drink for
but it's been feelin' like my time for so fucking long
yeah 
and darling
do you trust me enough to let me go

and i hope for heaven's sake that i can see you again
i pray to god i never have to feel this way again
and i hope the last girl at this bar doesn't make me drink you
but if she does i'll have to take her home with me instead

yeah 
southern oregon blues

take her home with me

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take her home with me (p. jacob vallen)

produced by nate2timez & jxsie beats

-lyrics-

let's go watch the sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

let's go watch the sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

yeah
maybe im taking this the wrong way
flying right off of that runway
running too fast, am I wrong babe?
love when you speak, so talk babe
yeah
maybe im maybe im talking too much
maybe im maybe im calling your bluff
maybe im taking your time, like what
like what, maybe I'll take you
watch the

sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

your touch, it feels like midas
getting butterflies while I write this
you know that im doing fine
when youre walking my way
lets chill and get some Five Guys
you're singing every word of "riptides"
youre the only one that's my type
look in your eyes, I can see the

lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch the
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch the
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch

on my way! (nate2timez x jxsie beats)

awake for too long (prod. I S O L A T E D)

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

produced by Jacob Vallen & Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
on these warm September nights
fireflies dance in your eyes
we can take out time
I don't wanna grow up, we got the rest of our lives
time stood still when you kissed my cheek
when I close my eyes I see us in dreams
try to soak up this moment and make it last
when we're old and grey, hope we look back on

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Neverland don't seem so far away
when I'm by your side, I know I'll be okay
I know you know
soon we'll find us a home
hold tight, we're almost there
I'll hold your hand and push back your hair
look me in the eye when you say that you want this 
forever and ever and ever and ever and ever

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Seventeen Evergreen

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

lyrics ⬇️   <3

sitting on my patio
whatd i tell you told you so
you never sent me where youd go
just leave my body in the snow
a slow recital for the show
flowers blooming watch em grow
yea i woudla told you but never could
yea i coulda folded but never would
maybe were better off out for good
turning a page in the biggest book
i shoulda told you its not that 
but i bet you wouldnt have looked
my vision went out the window
its better i run off on foot
and if you cant move with the tempo
it feel super bad in my gut

thinking of all the people that had done me so wrong but i couldng care any less

maybe they really got something on in their life and they dont know whats best

gotta put em on to my god yea he gon really put you up to the test

promise yall this ain no joke yea he gonna put you in check

runnin in circles back in the day
hoppin em hurdles so i could get paid
dawg wouldnt murder so i took the blame
had to go further than them in my way
taking a pen to the page writing my rage
i got way to much to say
and if you dont pull up with gang
you cannot hang we gonna put you to shame

yea i feel on top now
yea i write a lot down
of whats going on
yea i might just pop out
Might be a drop out 
but i got it on
Yea i got the wrist watch
while you was on tik tok
you scrollin too long 
might take a pit stop
gotta get gas now
to mow all the lawns

and ill try not to pass out when you show up
But thats asking a lot
coulda tired to put fire out with the water but woulda turned to a flood
and it felt like a touch down when you told me i finally felt like enough
wish we could work out but honestly i think that love is a dud

dropout (yunnygoldz)

b u t   i ’l l   g l a d l y   t a k e   y o u r   p a i n ...
produced by cxrter & bino beats
📸: dreamsi

lyrics:
(Lxst Boy)
take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain 

stop, talk for a minute 
planning out my future 
babygirl are you in it?
with all due respect, not gonna let you finish
what you boutta say cause i know how it ends
i would do anything to keep you by my side
i love you the same as i did that first night 
took me by the hand and you looked into my eyes 
said it’s what you wanted, it’s just you and i
so…

take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain

(A Distant Voice)
i’d rather go a hundred rounds with rocky
then see you with a guy that’s not me
toss me in a box, i’ll wash up on some beach
i can’t believe my eyes
not a ghost, but it sure haunts me
she’s living with problems too big for her world
not taking it steady, not taking her time
she’s taking her issues and saying they’re mine
screaming at me, then just pushed me aside
took me a while but I get it now
wish you would stay but you’re headed out
i’m feeling the cold, was our love a joke?
if looks could kill, you went for the throat
but I’m wishing you the best life
hearts break, you move on, you’ll be fine
though I’ll never find another like you
and although it might hurt me
i’d hold your burdens on my shoulders
if you asked me to
cause I’ll never find another like you

(Lxst Boy)
take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain

take your pain w/ Lxst Boy & A Distant Voice (prod. cxrter x bino beats)

lyrics

said id be good on my own
lately my world has been feeling so empty
trying to see it half full,
the devil been trying to tempt me
but id rather cry in a bently
than worry abt u and ur bestie
cuz it dosent rly effect me 

always too mad at myself
sick of the feeling
im stuck in a hell
not one for asking for help
know that your leaving 
i said id be better oh well
but it hurt when you grow apart
and u dont burn from the same soark
doibled down on the weong cards
g-got scrapped knee and a broke heart
gave u my all im not someone u wanted
and each time u call i hust feel like a puppet
supplying ur needs 
but im bleeding im gutted 
how come we always took the wrong turn
told you im sorry i dont want nobody else
breaking my body
im hoping somebody help
no one will find me
confind where we used to go
lay me to rest
in my room or the studio

thats the worst part
im stuck in my head 
i been stuck in my mental
never did go far
less that i think the more i feel pressure
got in my car and i drove
each mik im furthur frok home
ur helping me see
my music my peace
its holding me down
while ur watching me bleed


i promise i wanted to change
but evrrytime too stuck in my ways
run from my problems i tend to just fade
and now u gone start telling lies to my face
again
we were kids i know,
tryna get by in a world so cold
breaking me down they can pray on my downfall
end of the day this is what i was meant for.

grow apart [boyfifty]

- for mads <3
happy birthday dear :)

**lyrics**
do you think it’d be okay if I could stay for awhile?
you can pick my clothes, 'wanna wear your style
I can smile at your laugh, while you laugh at my smile
'Want you get your rest while I drive a hundred miles

you can pick out shells while we walk on the beach
and if your legs get tired, then just jump on me
I can carry you, cause you carry me
let your love be known, let your heart be free

please don’t worry 'bout the drive, or the time, or the weather
I’ll be there in an hour and I’ll make it better
I think the comfort of my home is me and you together
I know you really like this color, you can have this sweater

and we don’t have use our words, just let’s talk with our eyes
I wanna listen to the birds & see you’re standing where my life is
did you know you’re the only girl I think I see the sunrise in?
but there’s no better morning view than the brink of your iris.

i want nothing more than the love that you give (x2)
i want nothing more than the love that you give
                                   me

I don’t wanna go anywhere stay right here
put your heart in the fold of my hands, have my life dear
they say that time has a way of flying by, well let’s fly then
spread our wings, lift each other to the sky, spending light years (x2)

i want nothing more than the love that you give (x2)
i want nothing more than the love that you give
                                   me

i want nothing more, darling (michael harrison)

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