major change since I last heard your stuff man, fire doe keep it up 💙

Written by Senzu 
Also Written by Pending3d
Mix Mastered and Engineered by Senzu
Produced by Miller

Uncertainty (Miller)

we could stay awake for a million years
after imma break through a million tears
but you won’t look back
and i don’t even know how you do it
no i don’t know
but you won’t look back

and after all the times we searched forever
i always thought we would end up together
and i look back
even though you never gonna look back
no i look back

i wish i told you that i love you 
told you that i need you 
my heart is beating fast 
everytime that i see you 
smoking weed to forget you 
and i’m drinking way too much
missed therapy again 
i’m at the point of giving up 
driving fast on the highway 
with tears in my eyes 
think about all the times 
i promised you i will try 
and  i don’t what has changed 
and i don’t what to do
it’s getting hard to let you go 
i’m still not over you

and after all the times we searched forever
i always thought we would end up together
and i look back
even though you never gonna look back
and i look back

i wanna hold your hand 
in the pouring rain 
i wanna hold you close 
when i go insane 
and even though i tried 
nothing really changed 
i’m not really mad 
cuz who am i to blame 
i wanna find peace 
but theres nothing left
the way you look at me 
it makes me so depressed 
i can only imagine the way your feeling now 
i can only imagine cuz you’r not here right now 

and after all the times we searched forever
i always thought we would end up together
and i look back
even though you never gonna look back
and i look back

never gonna look back (w svmp & gavriel)

i tried to save u

Eyespy (raspy)

written by lxst boy
produced by lxst boy & splashgvng

-lyrics-
leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

hoping that he treats u better
u just think im useless
knew it all along 
dont go on acting like u stupid
broken heart i should be sad
but honestly im used to this
broken bottles on the ground
i dont wanna do this

i deserve better
i didnt see it until now
it took me forever
but i think that ive found solid ground

leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

u been outta pocket
i been out my bag
making money off my songs 
u wanna get attached now
oh its funny
oh are u mad
bae just flipping back n forth
but trust me i aint sad
write another song im kicking back and reminiscing
every songs about u do u even listen
trapped inside my head swear im locked inside a prison
oh its a good thing i like being alone

i deserve better
i didnt see it until now
it took me forever
but i think that ive found solid ground

leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

autumn w/ splashgvng

LikeMe

LikeMe (Prod. sundwnn)

guitar thingy demo

produced by boyfifty
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

i don’t wanna know if you moved on, just forget it
know exactly where i went wrong, and i regret it
hoping that you don’t hate me i know you’re broken
say good night right before i’m losing hope yeah
ghost in my room yeah i know it’s you
over in the corner slightly out of view
staring through my skull as i write this song
baby this my renaissance 

(talking to myself lol)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

baby it would hurt you to tell you the truth
God know i hurt you enough yes i do
say you won’t leave when i say that you should 
i’m on my own i got nothing to lose
nothing to lose but your heart in my hands
squeezed it so hard dripping blood on my pants
wrote you a letter i hope it’s enough 
babe you so innocent don’t waste your love on

me
on me
(me)
(me)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time

ghost girl (boyfifty)

I Will Fall For You

long may she reign!

-lyrics-

byehollow:
2am, don’t know what i’m doing up
wondering if i am enough
ponering is there someone i can trust
loneliness, i don’t wanna fall in love

fall in love 
lo-lo-love
fall in love 
lo-lo-love
fall in love 
lo-lo-love
fall in love 
lo-lo-love


lxst boy:
baby can you talk to me
i know you not the type, uh
staying up late 
tryna text me through the night (let’s go)
you can set the time 
and you know i will catch a flight 
i don’t wanna die 
but with you i think i might 
hold me close tonight 
i asked what’s it like
to be young, dumb, drunk in love
to be young, dumb, drunk in love


byehollow:
2am, don’t know what i’m doing up
wondering if i am enough
pondering is there someone i can trust
loneliness, i don’t wanna fall in love

fall in love 
lo-lo-love
fall in love 
lo-lo-love
fall in love 
lo-lo-love
fall in love 
lo-lo-love

love w/ byehollow

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love w/ byehollow

Lxst Boy

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