bother (prod. nativ x levithareal)

[hook: Foreign Forest]
Cant get last night out of my head
a couple of drinks
told me what to think
threw up in the sink
went back to bed
look at my phone
I seen your text
told me what a waste
you hate all the space
between us
you miss lying on my chest

[verse: Foreign Forest]
then I reply and tell you
That I’m ardy on my way
I cut the freshest flowers
we’re all dying anyway
so let’s build a home together
I wanna keep you safe 
lips like candy cane, candy corn
and apple cider
babe you’re such a liar
say you’re not a cryer 
pretty like a fire
But i can’t stare for too long
for you I wrote too many songs
but I think they’re helping us get along
time in between it can feel real long
our time in my head it goes on and on

[Bridge]
She tell me she need me, yet she feelin scared
I just wanna run my hand through your hair
You know no other girl could compare
I’m really excited for what is it to come
New to these feelings, I’m usually numb
Swear ima equip you with a gun
Hold your hand while we watch the sunset
Got you by my side so lets make some profit

[verse]
One day you’ll be in my arms
Pretty soon you’ll have all of my heart
Im sorry about the scars, people before you tore me apart
Im emotionally damaged 
I hope you can stand it
I always pick apart imperfections 
Feelings for you, I didn’t expect it
Everythings on the table don’t repremend em
We’ll take our time no point to rush it
We’ll take any obstacle and then crush it
Getting no sleep we too busy talking
Just wanna hold your hand while we walking
Fuck other bitches i just want you
Fuck the games ima be real with you
Eating one meal a day in my room 
Cant wait to take you out for some food

I know you been hurt too
You struggle every day and i wanna boost your mood
I wanna hold your hand and act like a fool
Im sorry about the abuse you went through 
I know you hear it often but im not like other guys
I’ll sit in the dark with you while we look for the light
I’m not going anywhere so we got nothing but time

[Hook]

Sleepy Flower ~ what a waste ft foreign forest

(kobayami)
so this is it, my final days,
imma lay my little head down
rest for all eternity

wait for you, in that crypt,
imma do my best by you,
promise i wont waste it

i don't even know if 
i wanna die young,
or if i need someone
i can call my own

i've been chillin'
at my place wasting away,
i've been too love sick,
and i've been so alone

wait girl, please come back, i'm
sorry that i said that, you know
i don't have the best mental health,
imma mess, i'm depressed,
i don't even know who i am

with time you'll learn to regret
ever running away,
but i'll wait for you here

i know it's not the same 
but that's ok
it doesn't matter to me,
its never really fucking mattered

(Lxst Boy <3)
i’m never sober just stuck in my head
i wanna talk but i’m better off dead
you just jealous i’m making the bread
deleting all ur texts from outta my head

and now it’s over
i don’t wanna lie now
told her
i would never cry

over my dead body
i was fine until u called me
can’t believe i called u shawty
now i sing like kobayami

and now it’s over
i don’t wanna lie now
told her
i would never cry

(kobayami)
wait girl, please come back, i'm
sorry that i said that, you know
i don't have the best mental health,
imma mess, i'm depressed,
i don't even know who i am

with time you'll learn to regret
ever running away,
but i'll wait for you here

i know it's not the same 
but that's ok
it doesn't matter to me,
its never really fucking mattered

my final days w/ Lxst Boy

Had to have a little fun with this one :). Special thanks to lxst boy for hopping on this one with me!!

Can I Have This Dance ft. lxst boy

Written and performed by @vertigowuzhere
Produced and mastered by @areyougiovanni

Lyrics:

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now
Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

I think as long as you're with me
My life won't go downhill
But I find it harder every day
To find some time to chill
Maybe it's the business
Or all the time I spend with you
But I find that when I'm all alone
I've got nothing to do
So I write up different stories
Of the ways our lives will go
Whether or not we stick together
And we start up our own home
I don't think I'd live without you near
I need you by my side
Baby you're the girl of my dreams
I just know you'll ride or die if I ask
Is this real life
Is this what you'll feel like
If I wake up and you're next to me
Will I be alright
'Cause I still don't know the answers
To questions in life
I don't even know if I'm dreaming now so

So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

Do you ever feel like life's a dream
Even though it's real
I've been cookin' up new daydreams
And they're always so surreal
I dream up of my future
And the home that we will share
But the darker thoughts come in
And now I am just so scared
So now every time I make a move
I get so paranoid
I don't wanna be the next person
To fall into the void
Maybe if I just try harder
Things won't always go so wrong
Or maybe if I take the meds
I'll be better before long
But I can't do this
And it makes me so pissed
Scribbling some chicken scratch
Looking for a quick fix
I don't wanna face my demons baby
I just wanna die
Instead of fully living
I'll just ask for some more time

So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

real life (areyougiovanni)

Remixed by Lxst Boy
originally written, produced, and mixed by Lxst Boy & backyard beetle
mastered by Lxst Boy
@backyardbeetle

-lyrics-
(backyard beetle)
yeah i’m freezing but it’s 100 degrees
yeah i’m turning up the heat
why you talking about old problems
when you can talk about these
lately i been crazy
lately i can’t sleep
acting pretty lazy
still i’m remaining free

(lxst boy)
i got problems with my brain
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame

(backyard beetle)
i’m the one to blame
i know that they’re talking about me
they don’t know my ways
they don’t know my face
they just know my name
they’re behind the screen
spewing languages of hate
it is not okay
i’m flying out to outer space
having space dreams
me and lxst we on the way
wanna take a trip to just hideaway
in a green field i might just lie down today

(lxst boy)
i got problems with my brain
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame
oh i’ll be fine, i won’t lie
just talk to me, i wont cry
just say my name
just once to feel the pain
i i got problems with my brain
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame got problems with my brain
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame

All Platforms

100 degrees (Club Mix) w/ backyard beetle (lxst boy x backyard beetle)

what if i died tonight w lil softie (raspo beats)

Beautiful Disguise (dasy)

Atomic (Mike G & MEPISTO)

(prod by @music-mker5 x @jkei)
1/30/23
PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle & @hope_nikku

\\LYRICS//
N/A - sorry

what if i died tonight w lil softie (raspo beats)

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