@pekarot_161
just an idea, ambient
tell me on ice am i the one for you
why you want to wage a war if i know the truth
i need an armistice to defuse my own ruse
i feel like i vanish i got nothing to prove
give up on me
you give up on me

armistice

guitar by melonmusik

lyrics:
seeing your face by my window
its making me happy you dont know
winter coming my heart decline
baby calling my heart feels fine
sing a carol at christmas time
she dont care at all she never was mine
i dont wanna be here the rest of my life
i might be here cause i dont wanna change my mind
always getting locked down everytime i try
tell that whore to stay away another waste of time
oh baby so gloomy, oh baby your still glue to me
its coming better unleash, get it through to you better haunt me
I FEEL SICK I LOST A FRIEND THAT I WANTED TO TALK TO
she dont care at all she never was mine
GIVE ME THE ICK THEN TELL ME YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO
im getting sick telling you that i want you
i feel like a prick but it goes on without you
just another slip my judgement clouded you
your such a little bitch, mum and daddy even fucking proud of you
she dont care at all she never was mine
i dont wanna be here the rest of my life
i might be here cause i dont wanna change my mind
always getting locked down everytime i try
tell that whore to stay away another waste of time

without you

produced by mix :<
https://open.spotify.com/track/3vsUEARbBYl2sVUUxj8BzJ?si=a8223fb7c4324dd3

enjoy <3

lyrics:

(𝔪𝔦𝔵)

boy, take a step back
before you get clapped
went and started all this shit
just to get on the

𝖒𝖆𝖕

ohhhh

just to get on the map-

shes a little bitch to be
following with all of that
you're looking through the scraps
and gnawing at the trash, you

𝖌𝖓𝖆𝖙

just a fucking gnat-

oh it's over, not the slightest
chance, not a four-leaf clover
but you keep going getting on closer
oh closer no, no closer

you know where im at
if you ever wanna

𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝

ill turn him to dust
so dont make me say it

𝚝𝚠𝚒𝚌𝚎

we're going blow for blow
finna make him see

𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎

now he's bleeding from
the neck down, lost his

𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝

(@pneuma)

left a blood trail from the scene, i vanish in the night
passing every single goal bitch, i do that outta spite
said ur bro was down to slide but we put him in the sky
kill my enemies just to watch them slowly die

(@dawsin)

i dont give a fuck, so go fuck on ur man,
i saw him outside the outskirts of japan,
remember the past when i passed you with a sigh,
now i cut the head of the snake with a scythe

your a cheating bitch that's someone i cant stand,
your acting more like a whore im not a fan.
PUT A CROSS ON MY HEART AND HOPE HE DIES
NOW SHES PESTERING ME, ANNOYING LIKE A FLY

𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚕𝚢-

(𝔪𝔦𝔵)

boy, take a step back
before you get clapped
went and started all this shit
just to get on the

𝖒𝖆𝖕

ohhhh

just to get on the map-

shes a little bitch to be
following with all of that
you're looking through the scraps
and gnawing at the trash, you

𝖌𝖓𝖆𝖙

just a fucking gnat-

𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑

𝗌𝗁𝖾𝗌 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝖻𝗂𝗍𝖼𝗁 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾
𝖿𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍
𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖼𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗌
𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗀𝗇𝖺𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗌𝗁, 𝗒𝗈𝗎
𝖌𝖓𝖆𝖙

𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖺 𝖿𝗎𝖼𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗀𝗇𝖺𝗍-

𝚜𝚑𝚑, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚐𝚘
𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚐𝚘
𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢, 𝚜𝚑𝚑 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢

gnat w/ pneuma & dawsin

"your fault" produced by ilyl1ght
w/ https://soundcloud.com/remember_me_music

lyrics:
ilyl1ght:
you dont even care and its all your fault
all of the pain and the damage you caused
how does everything seem to drift apart 
then i fall onto my knees with a broken heart
if i cant fill this void ill be broken forever 
and i dont know how to see on the cloudy whether
you dont even care and its all your fault
all of the pain and the damage you caused

RememberMe:
My eyes fixate on your text
You said it was for the best
You said you wanna make amends
But you break me abuse me
I let you use me
You love me loosely
Poem on a loose leaf
You don't really love me
You like to suduct me
Tend to obstruct me
See myself corrupting
I see myself breaking down
You got me up on the ground
I can't seem to swim I might drown
My bones seem brittle after all you've done to me
I've been up three days I can't find no damn time to sleep
I tried to tell you what you mean to me
Then you sat there and ignored everything when I speak

both:
you dont even care and its all your fault
all of the pain and the damage you caused
how does everything seem to drift apart 
then i fall onto my knees with a broken heart
if i cant fill this void ill be broken forever 
and i dont know how to see on the cloudy whether
you dont even care and its all your fault
all of the pain and the damage you caused

ur fault w/ RememberMe

produced by dazed?!

featuring @grasior <3

lyrics:
(dazed)
locked away
in her frame
get out my brain
i'll go insane
i'll grab my pillow and i'll push u to the side
plotting everything to help u with ur life
i see the hatred in ur vision, but u reap what u sow
ur just a cheating bitch so i'll decide to dip out and go
i'll isolate myself in my room but u already know
that i got eyes on the back of my head nothings on the low

delete em
i'll defeat em
i'm on the floor
steady bleedin
i know ur seeing him
i know ur feeling him
i got this part of my brain
theres no defeating him
got an oversized fit with some chains & rings
in my head 24/7 thats where i be
curl up in a corner and i'll cry for hours
the way ur getting off to me is giving u power

the sky is turning grey.

(grasior)
another day was lost
sun rise down till dawn
why's my name always in talk
cant you grasp the thought

ive been losing hope
drenched down to my soul
only hear a way to cope
do so as your told

so tell me who is at the front door
do you think that i believe hes just a friend no
cause ive been losing it
god your just a bitch
keep the vent ur to yourself
im not part of it

keep my name out your contact
cause i dont want to see a message saying you want me back

you burnt our bridge when you said that
ive had enough your just a fucking brat

desolate (feat. Grasior)

hope u guys enjoy. collab w/ @ytstatic
prod by: neverforever

LYRICS:
“He’s paronoid, he’s a freak”
I know what you think about me
“He’s anxious, never seen”
That’s just how i like to be
Lock me inside never free
Make sure that i’m not seen
“He’s so different from me”
I know what you think about me

Yeah, i like my distance and space
Yeah, i keep myself far away
Don’t think there’s much wrong with my face
Huh, i know what you think about me
“He’s a straight edge, doesn’t do drugs”
“Yeah, he’s not very much fun”
“Don’t think he will ever find love”
Huh, i know what you think about me

Am i letting my parents down?
Will i ever see you around?
Will i perform in my hometown?
That’s just what i think about me
Circle smaller as i’ve gotten older
And my feelings are only getting colder
Still no head resting on my shoulder
That’s just what i think about me 

“He’s so different from me”
I know what you think about me

have a good day/night luv u

i know what u think about me

parasite

Produced by me

Lyrics:
I never did the things that you did to me
I made some mistakes but you were one to see
why do you think you know what is best for me?
when did you become my enemy?

no matter how hard I bare to try 
everything i say seems to make you cry 
I swear to god if i find out you lied
I will not take you back its goodbye

i know shes gonna try to fix things her own way 
but i dont think that is enough ill keep you safe
shes getting high and tries to sleep away all the pain 
I know that makes you mad but im being honest babe

I never did the things that you did to me
I made some mistakes but you were one to see
why do you think you know what is best for me?
when did you become my enemy?

I wonder if we can last 2 more years
when we talk again will you break down in tears?  
tell me thats its all my fault you live in fear
it breaks my heart but you could live in here

First song
I am heartbroken 
Enjoy >,<

fear

Prod ERXN & heylog

every photo, im not recognised
its always black and white, with some grain inside
you would think that i was tryna hide
im really not i just hate what i see

you wouldnt like it no doubt
ill force my hand over your mouth
youre half the size of me now
bruise on your knees start to sprout

look to my left, im in a forest where im tryna find 
a piece of you that just keeps falling down beside my side
i ran right through the forest path we did a thousand times
im scared that I wont make it back I might of lost my mind 
might of broke down for a minute but its cool 
image distorted in my vision when you call 
i know its just anxiety but if its more 

ima need a Prozac for this 
if you never loved me that's shit 
keep me out of line like im wearing high viz 
keep me outside like im never not in 
if you need me il die il tell you im in 
see me outside come around real quick 
baby I know the way to try and get your hate out 
click it back and put it to my face now

man i wish that she was close
hanging out, youre on the phone
think that i just found a home
hopefully we'll always grow
11 days until i board my flight
i just gotta know if youre worth my time
moving on to better things
she found me, shes in love w me
she always wants to say my name
yeah all she does is say my name
and i love her honesty
you really put my mind at ease
she wants to call me everyday
just so she can say my name

Spotify

BRUISE w/ hiraeth & heylog

prod acey

sample is me playing pressure with @daywxtch and @nightmaresfrvr

lyrics:
stay
away
one too many mistakes
your lack of care made me break
but now
i’m okay.. i think
i’m going through a lot of change
things will never be the same

i can’t go through this
the daily crying, the zero calls
questioning if you love me at all
and i hate how easy it was
to let you go
and i can’t go back
to a star with no moon
and the sun doesn’t have room for two
it’s sad but it can’t be me and you

there was never meant
to be a collision
between us two
and you swear
you swear that you’ll change
but change hasn’t been made since the last eleven times

i gave all my warmth to you
god i was such a fool
and i fucking called it
i knew it would end this way
i hate that im right
i expected something different
and if there was then i must’ve missed it

my friends were right
i need to say goodbye
to a sun in a different galaxy
a sun that already has a moon
shameful it isn’t me
that’s probably a good thing

i mean no harm in what i say
just honesty
like honestly, were you even gonna stay?
cus i was set for life
i know i was the one to do it
but you were putting me through it
and i couldn’t let it happen anymore

departure

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

You cannot force an entry 
No it’s a little bit mean don’t you think
Maybe these walls are meant to stay up 
Surrounding me
If you wanna get past you’ll have to
Kill me
Are we starting again
Without all my friends

I’m running I’m running away
You don’t have to catch me
Nothing but doubt and regret
You won’t ever find me

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

I wish I slept thru everything 
Woke up to birds singing 
Outside my window pane
Wake up repeat again
Tell death I’m on my way
He’s not too far away
He’ll take me all the same
Select all delete again

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

fear

lycora

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if i die tomorrow call it "yodoyuri"

nightmares.

evenlyn

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