cry 4 help

i have an internet addiction
my brain is rotted to the core
always needing more attention
wanna be an internet celebrity

i cant escape this shit hole
its apart of who i am
i want  to leave this fake world
but i always end up back

killing me
i just want to leave
but im so addicted to the screen
this is killing me
i just want to leave
why you shouldnt escape to fantasies
oh no

oh no oh no oh no
ive had my fun im done
im so im so im so im so done

INternetCELebrity

featuring: @fattard and @roadkill777 the best in the game go follow them

i waste every day
playing anime games
i dont ever need to try
nothings coming my way
always stuck to my chair
but i dont care
i got grease for days 
i got lard in my veins

cause im a
fat fucking retard
im a fat fucking retard 
i got rocks for brains and an infinite waist
cause im a fat fucking retard

and when the girls see me they run away
i dont Think anyone could ever love me
it hurts to be like this
a stupid fat fucking piece of shit
why oh why is this my Life
i'll lay and die in the mess ive made

(fattard)

its getting harder to move
everyday i weigh in a little more
lifes getting tuff i can never look at food the same way i did before
I hate my guts
I cant even get these stupid girls to fuck
even my shirt is getting tighter
everyday i get less lighter

(roadkill)

everydays the same for me
wake up eat slop sleep repeat 
this is not the life i want to lead
if only things could have ended differently

Fattard (ft Fattard & Roadkill)

I know I probably strained my voice a bit too much on this track

[Intro]

Like the worthless piece of shit I am
I've done nothing at all
(I've done it again!!!)
I'm overwhelmed by my stupid thoughts
Yet they're so much smarter than me
(That doesn't make sense- shut up)

[Instrumental]

[Pre-Chorus]

My biggest weakness is that everything's bothersome
My second biggest being the fact that I don't (Shut the fuck up!!!)

[Chorus]

Trying to be so clever
(But nothing ever happens!!!)
This is what I've become and I
Couldn't care less
Trying to be so clever
(But nothing ever happens!!!)
This is what I've become and I
Couldn't care less

[Verse]

As long as I'm sapient, 
I'll be consistently impatient with myself
(Get up you lazy fuck, get some work done)
Never getting anywhere, an immovable object 
Am I at nature's mercy or is it failure by design?
(I got those references haha)

[Chorus]
Trying to be so clever
(But nothing ever happens!!!)
This is what I've become and I
Couldn't care less
Trying to be so clever
(But nothing ever happens!!!)
This is what I've become and I
Couldn't care less

[Instrumental bridge 3/4]

[Outro]
I'm not smart I'm not cool I'm not good at anything
I still find a way to be vain
I hate the way I act, and even though I complain
I still find a way to be vain

(DEMO) PRETENDious

i USED to feel like this.

Haven’t left my room in like three damn days
There’s mold in the sink and the rents unpaid
Tried to clean up but I just laid down
Stared at the ceiling til the guilt died down

Don’t need friends don’t need plans
Don’t need hope I barely stand
If I’m a joke let it land
It’s the only thing I understand x2

Nothing gets better it just get bitter
Text my ex then unsend it quicker
They said grow up guess I won’t
I Just sit here broke alone
And it’s fine whatever leave me alone

Haven’t left my room in like three damn days
There’s mold in the sink and rent’s unpaid
Tried to clean up but I just laid down
Stared at the ceiling til the guilt died down

I’m kinda fine with it
im gonna end it all

Same three songs same old loop
Cold fast food and warm canned soup
Tried to scream but I just stared
Guess it’s harder to stay impaired
I don’t feel bad I don’t feel much

I'm kinda fine with it

Incestcore vol. 1 6/2/25

I thought i only took a few
Now there's shadows in my room 
And i want them gone
Why are there whispers too
What the hell did i consume
I think i hear my mom

I think the shadow people bite
The end is nowhere in sight
They're really fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I can't stop nodding off
At least i don't have a cough
My fucking stomach hurts
When will this nightmare stop
Why do i hear the cops
There's vomit on my shirt

I think the shadow people bite
They're really giving me a fright
Why are they fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I think i might have died
But god makes me feel alright

my love letter to precorporate internet, this is technically nightcore lmao


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lyrics:

[incoherent mumbling]

I keep punching my wall
Ive got nothing at all
I’m smoking every day
I still call people gay
My life’s a grating bore
I’m at rock bottoms floor
Cuz I kept chasing clout
Now I’m neet dropout

I could’ve been a doctor, and raised my own a family
But those dreams fell apart in 2020
And now my memories, exist to torment me
the things in life i've seen just, make me, yearn for, what’s been 

Like
Club Penguin, and chat rooms
Way before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who've moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
to still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

2010
[instrumental]

I knew every trickshot, they did in MLG
way before it was e-sports, we called it major league
And I played modded minecraft, in 1.3.3.
but that was way before~ I was fucking deadbeat

Now all the new joji fans
Don’t know who frank is
And all the kids my age
Can’t hold on a relationship
When the hell did YT
Start to replace TV
What the fuck happened to 
Inter-net-re-lay chat (and)

Newgrounds, harambe, calling your facebook friends gay
Typing lolspeak, in roblox
Before the net was filled with bots
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
To still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

[guitar solo]

I hate the modern net, it’s just corporate slop
Since when was all of humor 30 second brainrot
And when did AI memes
Become mainstream?
It’s time to, stop (x3)

Let’s bring back
Myspace, and Miku, before #MeToo
It’s called trolling, not ragebait
We’re only posting awesome face
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like it’s so wrong
To still be, obsessed with when
It was 20-10

Club Penguin, and chat rooms, waaay before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who have jobs
Tell me they think I’m a slob
I don't care, i'm stuck back when
We were, back in, two thousand and ten

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this was just something i wanted to throw out before i get to work on the album thanks for listening

Stuck in 2010

i told you im sorry
why wont you forgive me
was it all just a dream
please save me from my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

wake me up from my sleep
please dont make me have to think
 so far away to see
the end of my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

miserable

w/ my friend @roadkill777

shes always online
cause shes so fucking stupid
says she likes anime
but she cant fucking prove it
i dont wanna know 
what youve got going for you
cause you got nothing
you are nothing
and i hope you die

you buy some new clothes
and think youre beautiful 
but you are not
you will always be a fucking troll

but its alright
just lay down
chug down the whole bottle
and take some pills now

shes a jirai
nothing behind her eyes
shes a jirai
fucked over a hundred guys
she always cuts herself
and posts that shit on twitter
but no one fucking cares
i love to watch her wither

(roadkill)

twisted perversions
of something 
once beautiful
i dont know
what the hell is
wrong with your soul

its in your eyes
you cant hide the lies
your a washed up whore
who cant have fun no more
seeking validation from losers
piece of shit, abuser

Jirai (ft Roadkill)

I’ve been alone for many years
My mum thinks I am a queer
I have no career
I’ve already given up on it all now

It’s starting to get rough
I thought that I was tough
But Im ever good enough
All the dreams that I once had
Have all been smashed
Just like that

Mum tells me I should go outside
So I can see sunlight
But it really burns my eyes
I wake up early in the morning
And it was all for nothing

I’ve been alone for many years
My mum thinks I am a queer
I have no career
I’ve already given up on it all now

Back here inside my room
With not a lot to do
I think a lot of you
And it makes
me feel so blue
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m gonna end it all soon

I’ve been alone for many years
My mum thinks I am a queer
I have no career
I’ve already given up on it all now

Stuck in 2010

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