cry 4 help

at home
in my room
looking at nothing

at home
I have a gun
and weird thoughts

at home
the walls 
painted red 

in public 
body on the floor 
I smile

at home

I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out
I'm down on the ground, what can I do?
I'm really trying but I feel like dying
Don't you? Don't you?
That's the way it goes
You dig yourself in a hole, ain't it the truth?
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help
Can you hear my cry for help
I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out
I'm down on the ground, what can I do?
I'm really trying but I feel like dying
Don't you? Don't you?
That's the way it goes
You dig yourself in a hole, ain't it the truth? 
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Can you hear my cry for help?x3

(2016)

cry for help

Slavemaker

fuck my Life im such a fucking loser
oh dear god
please strike me down
fuck my Life i look at girls on my computer
theres poison in my mind
i will never be alright again

my mom said i need something to do
but i dont wanna do anything

i am such a Virgin
every day im hurtin
everybodys sucks
i see from behind the curtain

your black hair
and your slit Eyes
i wanna be yours
i fucking hating my Life

i get drunnk every day in my room on my own
i just wanna drown out the silence coming from the phone
(?)
nobody cares about how much i lose

fuck my Life im such a fucking loser
oh dear god
please strike me down
fuck my Life i look at girls on my computer
theres poison in my mind
i will never be alright again

my mom said i need something to do
but i dont wanna do anything

i am such a Virgin
every day im hurtin
everybodys sucks
i see from behind the curtain

your black hair
and your slit Eyes
i wanna be yours
i fucking hating my Life

Fuck My Life

Incestcore vol. 1 6/2/25

I thought i only took a few
Now there's shadows in my room 
And i want them gone
Why are there whispers too
What the hell did i consume
I think i hear my mom

I think the shadow people bite
The end is nowhere in sight
They're really fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I can't stop nodding off
At least i don't have a cough
My fucking stomach hurts
When will this nightmare stop
Why do i hear the cops
There's vomit on my shirt

I think the shadow people bite
They're really giving me a fright
Why are they fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I think i might have died
But god makes me feel alright

my walls my canvas
my guns my brush
if i knew, itd come to this
i wouldve stayed of touch

i mustve said
about a thousand times
i still need you
but you, cut my throat

i thought itd be easy
just give my love
i never expected 
you to strike that low

I
Hate
that you torture me
i 
hate
the things youve done

i bought some flowers
but theyre not for you
ill make sure
ill get a gift
up on my headstone
to make it look
like youre there for me
it cant
be that hard
to stop hurting me

and when its said and done
you wont hear from me again
ill buy a shotgun
with 1 shell
and put it to good use

the 
sheets
are stained, with regrets
cant
forgive
what you have 

my head is boiling
got wire round my neck
and everynight
im still dreaming 
about the past
i wanna love you
youll have to love me too
is that a promise you can keep
or will you break that too


big flats community park and my ability to love

that feeling came
that im no good for you
the other day
you didnt seem to feel ok

you passed by me thats a shame
ill bleed out what i cant say

i sit and cry
an angel watches over me
into the sky
foolish dreamers turn their gaze

wish id grow wings and fly away
i wanna leave without a trace

blood

my love letter to precorporate internet, this is technically nightcore lmao


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lyrics:

[incoherent mumbling]

I keep punching my wall
Ive got nothing at all
I’m smoking every day
I still call people gay
My life’s a grating bore
I’m at rock bottoms floor
Cuz I kept chasing clout
Now I’m neet dropout

I could’ve been a doctor, and raised my own a family
But those dreams fell apart in 2020
And now my memories, exist to torment me
the things in life i've seen just, make me, yearn for, what’s been 

Like
Club Penguin, and chat rooms
Way before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who've moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
to still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

2010
[instrumental]

I knew every trickshot, they did in MLG
way before it was e-sports, we called it major league
And I played modded minecraft, in 1.3.3.
but that was way before~ I was fucking deadbeat

Now all the new joji fans
Don’t know who frank is
And all the kids my age
Can’t hold on a relationship
When the hell did YT
Start to replace TV
What the fuck happened to 
Inter-net-re-lay chat (and)

Newgrounds, harambe, calling your facebook friends gay
Typing lolspeak, in roblox
Before the net was filled with bots
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
To still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

[guitar solo]

I hate the modern net, it’s just corporate slop
Since when was all of humor 30 second brainrot
And when did AI memes
Become mainstream?
It’s time to, stop (x3)

Let’s bring back
Myspace, and Miku, before #MeToo
It’s called trolling, not ragebait
We’re only posting awesome face
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like it’s so wrong
To still be, obsessed with when
It was 20-10

Club Penguin, and chat rooms, waaay before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who have jobs
Tell me they think I’m a slob
I don't care, i'm stuck back when
We were, back in, two thousand and ten

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this was just something i wanted to throw out before i get to work on the album thanks for listening

Stuck in 2010

(cangi)
thoughts of things that couldve been 
ive fucked my life
failed as a normal guy now all i wanna do is die 

(without a life)
every night is silent
days are gone and
my life is over
over for me
Have no one by my side
0 friends, 0 xp
Every girl laughts at me
Fuck her life, ugly bitch
Future's fucked, on my head
Dont ask me, i cant tell
Videogames on my phone
Nothing more, 0 calls

(cangi)
im done its over 
shit i fucked my whole life up 
nothings fun i feel dumb
im feeling fucking numb 
too broke for anything
not enough for a chicken wing
failed in school im dropping out
all the things i talk about 
are dumb and retarded 
i feel exausted
nobodys here for me 
burns of the 3rd degree
my parents fucking hate me
i feel so guilty
its all my fucking fault
im just to stupid

i fucked my life (feat. without a life)

When we met, I just knew (Yeah)
That I already loved you, true, true (Yeah)
I didn't even get it, why
Why you gotta stare with those eyes
When we met, I just knew (Yeah)
That I already loved you, true, true (Yeah)
I didn't even get it, why (Alright)
Why you gotta stare with those eyes

When we met I just knew, It'd be hard to trust you
Foggin' up my vision keepin' me in love and lust too
Drugs inside my system got me shuttin' down, don't hate you
I don't fuckin' hate you
I don't fuckin' hate you

I been known fuck my life up and you been knew
Timeline in your head fucked up, but this ain't new
Not a one night stand if you're all I fuckin' trust, you
Make feel like shit on the low when we fuck too

Girl I want you so bad and you know that
I been so depressed, I think I might need a Prozac
Can't communicate so I'm just finna go hoe back
Heart built like a carcass man that shit is fuckin' all black

I been dressin' all black, while I work I hope I die
Starve myself of nutrients 'cause I ain't carin' for my life
Can't say its your fault 'cause I know it's fuckin' mine
It's so hard to hit you back 'til it gets late at night

When i'm fucking drunk, and when i'm fuckin' sad
All I think about that pretty little smile when you laugh
How your eyes light up at Nothing
How you love me when i'm bad
All the times we told each other to always make it last

I made you feel empty, I made you feel less
I made you feel like shit, i made you feel depressed
I fucking hate myself, I have all these regrets
All the different shit i'd change if I ever went back

But I can't go back and you know that
I been tryna start again but it's all bad
And I don't trust my friends, feel like they just mole rats
It's annoyin' how I whine, don't you think I know that?
Turn my blood into wine darlin' 'til my souls back
I just want you to be mine, hold you in the cold brah
And legs intertwined with our lips on our minds
Feelin' like so alive and it feels so divine
Don't that shit feel divine?

When we met I just—
I loved you true—
I didn't even get it—
Why you gotta stare—
When we met I just—
I loved you true—
I didn't even get it—
Why you gotta stare—

Stuck in 2010

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