Incelcore

getfucked

I put myself through a Hieronymus Bosch painting and all I got was this playlist

Brain damage 8: Clean Band-Aids

AMVs

tracks

kuku

all rights goes to crush (xo_willow☆) 

dm if u want to remove this xdd
thx to Wash In Blood as well <3 visit his yt channel

XO_willow☆ - DNR (speed up)

trolling myself :p

/r9k/

cover of drugzzz by 2shanez https://soundcloud.com/shane-behringer/tenebrixx-xxilvam-mix-drugzzz?si=d76823dfe9334d21a7e3586c6ed139a5&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

drugzzz (cover)

Im Swatting All My Enemies
i hope they all get shot
Im swatting all my enemies
I hope they kill your dog

You fkn cheater
Stop using AIM bot
You fkn cheater
Flashbang through your door

You lagging the entire server
Your skins are fkn gay
You should kys
Stay away from video games

Nobody wants to be your friend
Your char is very gay
SWAT is knocking on your door
I want to see your brains on the floor

Swatting all My Enemies

Shit job
Shit pay
Working all goddamn day
At least I got a big house
A clean bed
A nice wife
She tells me angel why do you worry
Lay your weary head 
This is what she said

Honey I know
That life is pain
Let it go
Jesus saves
Honey I know
Cause I feel the same
Let it go
Jesus saves

You’re the only thing I believe in anymore, anymore.
You’re the only thing that can save my heathen soul, soul.

Jesus Saves.

"[REDACTED] should kill themselves fan club"
song abt a bitch i REALLY hate 

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lyrics

sorry no one wanted to fuck you 
but it’s cause you asked them not to 
sorry no one really likes you 
but you know we really tried to 

starving for attention 
starving for the tension 
encouraging your friends to starve with you 
encouraging your fucked up point of view 

stab your friends in the stomach 
you stab them in the back too
sorry you think everyone loves you 
you only really like you

starving for attention 
starving for the tension 
your brother is the password child
your friendship isn’t worthwhile

i hate you and you should hate yourself too

crustsox said i sound like lil ugly mane and told me to do a headboard cover but i couldnt make it sound good so i did this

https://soundcloud.com/kaaarma/lil-ugly-mane-styrofoam?si=49e487348da74ddfbeea70ad1bf3521e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

styrofoam

turn right at the sign
remembering to get your keys this time
from all a’s to escaping class
throwing up all the baggage that you have

from basketball to the locker room
i can’t wait for you to be here
afraid of men because of what coach did

Moeka

raised by the world wide web (crustsox cover)

oh hows a life of havin kids and a wife treating you
come outside where everybody dies
outside where everybody died
outside (4x)
outside (4x)
outside where everything is right
outside (4x)
-
you dont know what everybody says behind your back
you dont know (2x)
you're feelin me up and ur lickin me down
and 
i like it (2x)
-
oh hows a life of havin kids and a wife treating you
come outside where everybody dies
outside where everybody died
outside (4x)
outside (4x)
outside where everything is right
outside (4x)

get outside

This is made by rick reese
https://soundcloud.com/user-652397507

Suicidal Girl (alternate version) - Rick Reese

(everything prod by me)
ive had this song in my drafts for a reaaallly long time and i was finally able to get it done and im rlly happy with how it turned outt :> im probs gonna make more stuff like this in da future 

lyrics:
think im losing my mind
cuz i was so blind
lovers intertwined 
we were meant to bind 

ill kiss between your scars
and hold you in my arms 
so i can never forget you
stay right beside you
maybe this worlds not so gray
and i will live another day 
holding you close to me
cuz darling youre all i need  

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing 

defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)

the angels in the sky
will pick us up and help us fly 
by our sheer destiny 
our love is heavenly 	
ive been living in a dream
but i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing

and so our love prospers

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Timothy 2-5

my love letter to precorporate internet, this is technically nightcore lmao


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lyrics:

[incoherent mumbling]

I keep punching my wall
Ive got nothing at all
I’m smoking every day
I still call people gay
My life’s a grating bore
I’m at rock bottoms floor
Cuz I kept chasing clout
Now I’m neet dropout

I could’ve been a doctor, and raised my own a family
But those dreams fell apart in 2020
And now my memories, exist to torment me
the things in life i've seen just, make me, yearn for, what’s been 

Like
Club Penguin, and chat rooms
Way before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who've moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
to still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

2010
[instrumental]

I knew every trickshot, they did in MLG
way before it was e-sports, we called it major league
And I played modded minecraft, in 1.3.3.
but that was way before~ I was fucking deadbeat

Now all the new joji fans
Don’t know who frank is
And all the kids my age
Can’t hold on a relationship
When the hell did YT
Start to replace TV
What the fuck happened to 
Inter-net-re-lay chat (and)

Newgrounds, harambe, calling your facebook friends gay
Typing lolspeak, in roblox
Before the net was filled with bots
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
To still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

[guitar solo]

I hate the modern net, it’s just corporate slop
Since when was all of humor 30 second brainrot
And when did AI memes
Become mainstream?
It’s time to, stop (x3)

Let’s bring back
Myspace, and Miku, before #MeToo
It’s called trolling, not ragebait
We’re only posting awesome face
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like it’s so wrong
To still be, obsessed with when
It was 20-10

Club Penguin, and chat rooms, waaay before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who have jobs
Tell me they think I’m a slob
I don't care, i'm stuck back when
We were, back in, two thousand and ten

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this was just something i wanted to throw out before i get to work on the album thanks for listening

Stuck in 2010

You say that you're the cure but
Your every word makes me feel sick
Make me so insecure and
I’m scared im giving you the ick

My mind keeps spiraling (be)
Cause you just keep rambling on
Will you ever stop talking
You’ve gone on way too fucking long

Listening to this girl
Is a form of self harm
Feels like I’m bleeding out
From the lines on my arm
And every time you talk
I think that I might die
With every syllable
You're killing me inside

Your mouth’s engaged in high gear
I’m being crushed between the cogs
I’m trying to forget but
I keep a detailed mental log

I’ve got no horse in this race
Because his leg got snapped in two
Euthanized (be)fore the gates o-
penned I think that I might be screwed

Listening to this girl
Is a form of self harm
Feels like I’m bleeding out
From the lines on my arm
And every time you talk
Contemplate suicide
With every syllable
You’re cutting my lifeline

I know that we’re just friends but
You should know that i got too attached
Does your speech ever end you’re
Always talking about your match

Pretend that I don't care (much)
While overthinking what you say
Wow he’s a millionaire? (what)
I’ll paint the ceiling with my brain

It seems to last forever
When you start to talk
He’s so much fucking better
Cuz he’s fictional
You call this story romance
It just looks like porn
Fighting to have your glance
Gets me fucking torn

Listening to this girl
Is a form of self harm
Feels like I’m bleeding out
From the lines on my arm
And every time you talk
I think that I might die
With every syllable
You’re killing me inside

listening to this girl is a form of self harm

thanks twitter

lyrics:
Thousand wars in the middle east
That never seem to ever fucking cease
Because the worlds run by pedophiles
Who all slow walk the epstein files

Everyone I know’s in debt
ID required for the internet
Kids now can't use a pencil
Whats this I hear that AI raped will stancil?

We fucked the timeline why is living in the present fucked
And down the grapevine i just hear how we fucked up too much

The world pretends to care
That we’re in disrepair
But in the end we’re laughin
Cuz nothing ever happens

[instrumental break]

North korea launched a nuke
The world economy’s a fucking fluke
Micro plastics in your rear
The sky’s geo-engineered

Billions die the world is mourning
Europe’s doomed, the west has fallen
Everyones a fucking cunt
Now my wife costs 30 bucks a month

We fucked the timeline why is living in the present fucked
And down the grapevine i just hear how we fucked up too much

The world pretends to care
That we’re in disrepair
But in the end we’re laughin
Cuz nothing ever happens

Nothing Ever Happens

new rig feels good, never going back to midi garbage

lyrics:
My reason for living
and yet you make me want to die
So say you care for me
No word’s as pretty as your lies

You hold me so closely
everytime I drift into sleep 
your warmth so wonderful
till my alarm clock starts to beep

So dont you want to form
Parasocial relationships?
And dont you wanna pull
Me further into the abyss?

I know you wanna laugh
When I pay 5 bucks to tell a joke
And don't you think that my
Loneliness is profitable

I really despise you
But I can't seem to get enough
I’ll open my wallet
Please I insist just take my stuff

Pretend you’ll love me like
Nobody ever has before
your embrace wonderful
you're really pretty for a whore

[solo]

Feelings feeling conflicted
You don't know I existed
I dont know who to blame
Please read my username

Its getting hard to think
And I need another drink
Maybe I’ll watch your stream (because)
You are my everything

So dont you want to have
A parasocial relationship?
And dont you wanna drag
Me deeper into the abyss?

I know you wanna laugh
Cuz I’m so pathetic it’s a joke
And don't you think that my
Loneliness is profitable?

And don't you want to form
Parasocial relationships?
And leave me ever torn
to the point real life won't bring me bliss

And don't you wanna laugh
It’s so absurd must be a joke
And don't you think that our
Relationship’s parasocial? 


Parasocial Relationships

4 years on and off of playing bass and guitar and I'm still so off time... I still think this is bad but it should be better than last time I uploaded it



i used to be fine now i never will again
now i waste my future for more time in my bed
i know ill crash soon
but i refuse to get up to standard
my retarded mind keeps me trapped inside an endless loop of failure

hey im a retard and im gonna end your bloodline
tell everyone im not sorry for wasting your time
hey to all my friends online this isnt a joke
my stupid bwaaa-ka life has got me by the throat

(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupiddd bwaaaaaa)

i cant rise to the task i crumble under the pressure
i cant harden up im as coal as ever
im just the rough with no diamonds to discover
completely fucked up by the indifference of nature

(humming)

(chorus 2x)

(fuck!!!)

My stupid bwaaa-ka life

https://soundcloud.com/roadkill777/misaki

misaki (roadkill cover)

Dedicated to the money grubbing leech who kept trying to drug me

Lyrics:
You promised that youd save me
I dont believe what you say
I doubt that you care for me
You probably just want your pay

And tell me that I can’t talk
If we meet outside this room
I thought of you as my friend
I guess I screwed up that too

Feels like im falling like im falling I cant feel myself
I’m slowly crawling slowly crawling turned to you for help

Just medicate me try placate me
Neutralize my mind
I thought you cared for me but
I’m just your 9-5

You promised that you’d care and
How you would hear me out
“Chemical imbalance” was
All that you’d go on about

Scribbling in your notebook
Never knew knew what you put down
Who cares about that now just
Feed me drugs until I drown

I’m slowly falling slowly falling I don't want your help
I’m slowly crawling slowly crawling need to kill my self

Unmedicated, complicated
Of a dangerous mind
I should've known you don't care
I’m just your 9 to 5
I’m just your 9 to 5

I'm Just Your 9 to 5

Mmhmm

Be My Escape

High Society

Natural Disasters

Why Didn't You Get A Haircut?

Four To Six

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Stuck in 2010

Lying On Tracks