lily

under tail
acapella from kaibutsu by yoasobi
made in may 2024

monster

fun song for fun times
original https://soundcloud.com/lyn_u/deathwish
produced by me

lyrics:
im longing for the end, i dont wanna breathe ur air
and if i have to make a sacrifice dont sit & stare

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish /​fun mix​\

clickycamera

h3artch3rades:

like watching birds fly and migrate
like where'd they go from here
the higher they soar
the smaller they appear to me
mocking the ground
curse the ones who cannot fly
you spread your wings
but didn't think they'd work at all
no trial and tribulate
all you do is capitulate
how you say to practice what you preach
but you have zero faith
arms spread in equal length
willing to accept my fate
always had an equal opportunity
but played it safe
forever be my great mistake
hardships lays in wait
brazenly accept responsibilities
that i should take
course correct and navigate
trying hard to keep it straight
scared of more than just the landing

lynu:

i guess i'll play the game again like i always do
i'll keep my composure but baby i know the truth
and i didn't see a light around here til i noticed you
been in the dark so long, i never seen the view
show me how to fly under your wings
show me what it's worth, show me what you think i really need
i been way too numb, you can't make me feel a single thing
but who knows, you might change everything
teach me how to feel again
show me where i should begin, again
teach me how to feel again
takes so much of me to not pretend

birds that can fly FT. lynu (prod.awe)

cover of "fresh static snow" by porter robinson
made november 15 2024

lyrics:
you'd fit perfectly to me we'd end our loneliness, melt this curse away
though i'll never know your name, i'll cry for you the same

the frozen white noise static snow that is your memory
although i know we'll never meet, you're every part of me



freshStaticSnow 11/15/24

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5. 06:13 "generate" @rhekdens
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18. 22:01 "reflection" @rhekdens @2rel

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