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these songs are hard ngl

originally uploaded 6/12/24

whenever i speak up
do they even listen
im talking 2 the walls arent i
u take me as a joke
i just dont understand it
i wont fall for ur stupid games this time
u say its ok when the people r dying
i wont let ur illusions take whats mine
i was never afraid of u
although ur words cut deep into me like a knife

im ms. right now (x8)

(cut deep into me like a knife)

i watched it fall down on me
nobody ever cared to ask how i felt (x2)
im ms. right now

ms. right now (demo)

produced by me & inci0
featuring inci0 @manmelter

lyrics:

@lyn_u
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

@manmelter
lately ive been taking toxins
broke down with nothing but a 20 in my pocket
on the freeway dazed and nauseous
screaming cause i hate the way that everybody mocked him
oh when your soul is gone
i'll be the one to call on god
mary taught me how to deal with emotions
mama told me not to say im wrong
its a cycle in a cyclone
interventions never worked
im on a tightrope tryna find home
one wrong move and im lower than dirt
its a game i play with a smile on my face
in denial but i know its not easy
ive been searching through my files tryna gather all your pictures
its necessary but it aint pleasing

@lyn_u
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

trace, featuring inci0

prod me +intro synth from @omgisai

i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

circa august 2024
prod me

lyrics/
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

i need a warning when i get close to her
its never fair at all
always ask myself what am i doing wrong
dont wanna lose u again
but ur slipping away like the last time
i keep holding on to fall apart
tell me what ur feeling on the inside

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

wont u take me back?
sometimes i wanna give up all i have
i got problems stacked
i been doing other shit to make me mad

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

potions

grails

Lil O The Impaler

Slime U Out

Chief Keef Hate Bein' Sober X Pewdiepie Congratulations (creator in desc)

once more

worth it

prod rab and me

https://open.spotify.com/track/5TBL4DwRCC5CQYWa2pmfp4?si=83d62c2a070f4928

i think im running late boy yeah i need a raincheck
how the fuck could i be sad if im in k-nets
i dont talk to bitch boys get your brain checked
what a trainwreck
i made your whole paycheck
my girl a super model - so she break necks
i sip it out the bottle
im wearing k-tech
your whole career a plot hole - doesnt make sense 
they drive me around in tahoes -  your whip got tape decks

i was in morocco 
man im careless
open up the top tho - esoteric
think i overshot those with no awareness 
id be embarassed - thats just too generic
all black outfit like the blair witch
why you staring - im just in hysterix

ya i think im running late boy yeah i need a raincheck
how the fuck could i be sad if im in k-nets
i dont talk to bitch boys get your brain checked
what a trainwreck
i made your whole paycheck
my girl a super model - so she break necks
i sip it out the bottle
im wearing k-tech
your whole career a plot hole - doesnt make sense
they drive me around in tahoes - your whip got tape decks

raincheck

cover of "fresh static snow" by porter robinson
made november 15 2024

lyrics:
you'd fit perfectly to me we'd end our loneliness, melt this curse away
though i'll never know your name, i'll cry for you the same

the frozen white noise static snow that is your memory
although i know we'll never meet, you're every part of me



freshStaticSnow 11/15/24

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